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sia la.
tink ii wasted 3 mms lorhh.
sent thrice. den miie n tingg din receif aniting.
argh.

tingg hurt her handd. no nidta tk exams sia...
ii oso wan. haha. no la. of cus nort. dun worrie gerl...
((:

im juz bored. hah, tommy asked mii tu help hiim do sth. so cum online lorhh. yupps. ((: goin fer cg ltr. so, ii shall stop la.

wads da problem la*

muahaha.
finalli done wid liyi's bloggie starff. ((:
ii miz eu lorhh. let's cum out tgt nxt tym yea? miz crappin wid euu. heh. =)

umm, shall continue to stardie? hmm... dunno if i shuld... haii. shall c barhh.

whee!~
todae quite guaii la. did abit of amath notes juz now. gonna continue ltr. ((: gd rite? heh. yupps. ii noe. tankks. -.-

gort backk amath test lerhh. was so badd! haii. short of 1 markk to pass lehh! i saw da paper n ii went... WAD?! 1 markk?! n tat ONE mark is berii possible fer me to get lorhh! ii haf alot of careless mistakes. haix. so sad. culd've passed myy ferst ever amath test lorhh! argh. now hopes r dashedd. )): wanna cry can? haix. forget it. wads done cant be undone. ii cant do aniting byy regrettin. yupps. (:

so stayed in skul fer awhile to acc joyce to haf her lunch. den aft her lunch we wanted to find mr heng. so go find lorhh. den she dunno fer wad. go push mi against da npcc room. which is WET wid PAINT lorhh. yuckks. puii. sia la. wads wrong wid eu la. luckili ii stopped wid myy hand. so my hand kena nia. if nort my uniform sure kena oso lorhh. phew. haha. den went outside staffrm, saw nic. hah, he has paint on his hand too! =P his was much much more den mine. ii gort rid of mine QUITE easily. yupps. he's tryin to get rid of it by stickin his hand all over da place. den da wall gort paint liao. ms yong's pigeon hole oso. =X LOLs. notti ehh? heh.

den aft tat mi n hx go lot1 to rot lorhh. waited fer joyce n meii was lyk waitin fer heaven to fall can? so damn long. idiot la. den mi n marmie go library to rot lorhh. cuz mac has loadds of flies. puii. so gross.

n everiting aft tat was so stoopid. dun wanna elab on it. so siian sia. wanted to go hme lorhh. but yet no. cuz dun wanna go hme n rot. so rot in lot1 betta. (((: hehe.

so...
ive nthn more to blog abt. tmr gort cg. yay. ferst n290 cg! ((: whee! im lookin forward to it. =) wuld be really nyce i guess?

takkaire peeps!
plae hard & stardie hardd!

argh. n i haben started a single shyt. yuckks. hate exams.

okae. tyme tuh get serious n stardie. forget abt daedreamin n stonin in class. =(

get goin. ii wun noe who's gonna b da nxt idiot to compare 3a wid other BETTER classes again.

yes. we have an attitude. a lazi attitude.
((:

LOLs.
ii told eu.
i'll get stuckk!

im rilli stuckk now.
haii.

go stardie now la.
budden ii dunno stardie wad!

=(
stressed at y im nort feelin stressed.

heyheyys! (:
looks lyk im here tuh blog everidae at tis tyme tis wk. haha. cus owaes tis tym lazi sia. den cum relax a while. erherm. which owaes ends up being hrs online... LOLs. shall try nort tuh b lazi n online til late at nite yea? shall be guaii todae n stardie la. yupps. cuz exams r lyk so freakin near. yet i've yet started revisin. im tryin to kill myselff la. neber mindd me. heh. =X

todae so pissed byy so manii pple in skul... siian. tchers n frens. all da same. haix. sickenin. mr heng's lesson todae was fine ii guess. yupps. did class test. indices n log. yupps. hope i'll do well fer tis chapt. dun wanna flunkk lyk all mi other amath test.single digit sehh. 1 mark nia. really. nort jokin. i rilli gort 1 outta dunno how muchh fer all mi class test. umm, mabbe nort all. but at least 3 of few test we did. =( sadded sia. hopeless freakk. haix. screwed everi amath test. haix.

aft tat was pe. frm tis yr onwards, tink mr yeo abit siao. owaes gif us attitude. tinkk we beri gud to bully arhh? we r areadii beri fast. wad more do eu wan?! eu liddat treat us eu shuang arh? yes. but we da 3a pple r not shuang at all. jason purposely took his tyme when he told him to chg into pe n skul u again... sia la. beri fun issit? treat him dunno lyk wad. den sae we tis n tat. blahhs. he released us tat tyme ii so angryy tat ii dun care mii shirt liao. kept cmg out... n like ii cared. out den out lorhh. so angryy sehh.

den eng came. n ms yong scold again. y owaes compare 3a wid other classes?! berii nyce to compare issit? bias sia. eu lyk 3e sae larhh. we noe all tchers lyk 3e. neber mindd. like ii care. gave us notes den tk backk again. eu tk back fer wad? waste paper la. gif us la. =X ahaha.

pdp was okae la. april babies gort our toblerone! hahaha. yay. ((: whee!~ so nyce of ms koh n ms losiny. everi mnth oso gif burfdae babies presents. how swit. aww...
den did da stress tingy. which ii tink is crap. n which ii din eben do. =P haha. oops. o, foundd out dat yihsuen frm mii church oso. tis worldd is rilli so small. really small. ahaha. budden diff svc la. yupps. umm...kies..

den gort pissed byy fren again. HER. so angryy sia. totalli chged person since tis yr. eu liedd to miie n went out wid her. cant eu jus tell miie str8 tat eu're goin out wid her?! dun hafta lie tuh miie n sae eur mum dun allow rite?! wad eu tk me as? bai chi arh? eu're makin mee more disappointed n angrii lyk dat! wanna lie to miie? dun let eurself get caught! if nort... eu'll suffer.

muahahaha;

sorrie larhh. so vulgur. ii noe. myy posts haf been quite polluted recentli. so frustrated wid so manii tings. rilli sorrie. ii noe ii shuldnt do all tat..

doreen... tankks fer eur encouragement yea? will put in hard workk fer myy e&amath derhh. haha. jealous sia. eu get so high last tyme fer amath fer wad? humpf. =X

kaes. go sms jas lerhh. hope she okae la.
peace out-

so wad if eu r in a betta class?
so wad if eu r betta in so much tings compared to us?
so wad if eu r much more clever den us?
so wad if eu r betta in everiting compared to us n other pple?
so wad? so wad? so wad?!

does tat gif eu da rights to Look down on others?
does tat gif eu da right to gif Attitude?
does tat gif eu da rights to Discriminate others?
does tat gif eu da rights to be Arrogant?

NO!
so puh-lease.
dun gif eur blardie attitude la.
dun discriminate n look down on others la!
dun be so arrogant la.
tink eu wad?
nort everione like eu liddat hor...
ii beg of eu.


*im sorrie to certain pple. tis post mite mk sumone angryy. im rilli sorrie. ii rillie carn stand it lerhh. aft sumone told me wad eu did todae. dis issnt myy fren. tis issnt eu. totally nort eu. im rilli disappointed. eu lied. ii cant believe eu lied to miie bcus of tat. i'll neber forget it. neber. tat was when ii started to lose trust in eu. ever since den, ive heard tings which u'll neber do b4... eu seem to throw us awae. treatin us as a outkast. ignorin us. nort sayin hi lyk b4. nort tokin n jokin wid us lyk b4. wad fcukin attitude eu givin... get lost n chg la!

liew. feelin so berii gong now. giddy sehh. argh. hate dat feelin mann. sia la. wad happen? do too much math la. hahah. wad crap...

im rilli broke now. meii n joyce ar. tankks fer eur fries yea? will treat da 2 of eu sumdae. ((: aft mondae. haha. tis wk im rilli gonna survive on air lorhh. PUREair. haha. gonna skip all mi recess n lunchh. dun tempt me kaes? haha. sure fail la. tis meii owaes mk me buyy sth. =X humpf. eu treat miie again lorhh. haha. fer da sake of miie helpin eu in eur html starff? lols. jokin nia. =) but ii dun mind if eu do... LOLs.

siian la. so mani tcher neber cum. ytd 2. todae oso 2. ms ng n zarina din cum ytd. todae ms ng n ms koh din cum. stoopid. but all left piles of tings fer us to complete. wad da... =X sickenin. was slpin durin hist lorhh. so tired sia. eng lssn ii dozed off. rilli. nort kiddin. was starin at da screen den mi eyes juz close lerhh. haii. luckili oni fer few secs. nort too long to be caught la. hahaha. phew.

guess ii cant slp earli tonite oso. haii. gotta pia amath larhh. siian sia. ii dun wan lehh. can ii nort do? no i cant. exams r cmg. stil wanna slack ar? siao. okae la. dun wanna crap lerhh.

takkaire pple. n kip taggin mii! muackks!
<33 loadds.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

crap la. im rilli stressed up n sick abt everyting. there's jus so much tings to b done. so muchh. too muchh. skul. church. haix. been returnin hme tired n dozin off while doin certain tings. guess i rilli nid a breakk? yups. ii doodle n draw to vent myy anger n stress. =) heh. umm, it works fer me sumtymes. so yea...

ohh, tats myy beautifool masterpiece up there! (:

illusions.
hallucinations.
imaginations.

confused-
stressed-

ARGH!~

haiiyohh.
stoopid chinese newspaper article cuttin. made me wanna go crazie liao. argh. so manii rooles. cant exceed 2 in 1 wk lorhh. how? haii. wadeverr larhh. ive cut liao. so dun care lerhh.

yups. uh ohh.. doreen asked bible readin fer apr can finishh ma. i said no. haii. cus ii din start apr derhh. din noe can start apr de, den uncompleted nx tym den pia. aiyahh. knew on sat nia. too late lerhh. cant start la. so might as well may den start lorhh. yupps. hope ii can finishh byy end of yr lorhh. =) hehe. ii can derhh!

tmr amath "tuition" wid mr heng. meii dey all suggest de. haii. tink its gd fer me too. budden hope mr heng dun attitude. sae tis one eu noe howta do one. go find out urself. when da fact is, i dun even noe how! wad da... k, aniting la. as long as myy log staes gd lyk now, hope mye can use log to score abit la. but ii noe it wun tk up muchh. haix. sobbs. )'= sadd sia.

taut meii html. haha. hope eu understand mi crap la. ii free den send da codes to euu. ((: o, n those html help pgs oso. yupps.

mornin assembly's fun lately. wid 3a boiis arnd. yea. sing national anthem berii nyce yarhh? haahha. =) soo cute.

went backk class, was eng lssn. so siian sia. gort tis crap passage fr dunno wad skul. liew. hitler n da dunno wad ting. so historyy lorhh... mk me slp sehh. if mye leddme get historyy tingy de passage, ii sure die. cus ii mite be so gud n juz slp thru da whole paper lorhh. =X yuckks. historyy jus issnt myy type of subj. wonder when i'll pass.i hope soon. durin mye. yupps. im gonna do it! =)

pe was fun. so wet n sticki aft tat. perspire lyk siao. ii look as if ii jus came out fr swimmin pool liddat. urgh. =X phy was as usual so damn borin. dozed off quite a few tymes. sia la. da mr lim so sickenin derhh. dunno howta teachh lorhh. dun understand wad he teachh la. wad crap. argh. chinez was slpin period. slept my wae thru aft finishin da 6 stoopid compre. was flippin here n there. so do until so slowww sia. wasted. if nort can slp longer. den tat hong siah kept singin sia. lyk radio liddat. shuttup la, will eu? finalli, he did. when he slept. hahaha. peace at last.

so rotted awhile at kfc wid meii n marmie la. toked abt sum 'gu niang'. ahaha. erherm. yea... umm... so, ii haf nthn to sae lerhh. blog so longg sia. =X


*amnesia?;-

heyhey! ((:
im bloggin again. eeks. how did ii manage tuh find so muchh tyme tuh online? hmm...

yups. so umm, jus completed most of mi amath. except fer 1 qn which ii dunno howta do. haha. finalli dere's a chapt in amath which ii did all da hw byy MYSELF! ((: whee! so gud. ii guaii rite? yups. tankew tankew. tink logarithms nort so bad aft all. thou diff fer me tuh undastand, which i dun nidta undastand... ii can do all da hw lorhh. yups. so its gud larhh. (: heh. yay. happie.

skul was as usual. ms ng din cum again. =X haha. gort too pissed by band4 arh? scold until sick? lols. jokin nia. (: haha. ohh, dexter's my ah-gong! ahahah. so farnie. blur ah gong. kept callin mi sun zi. im nort grandSON okaes? its grandDOTTER la. =P lols. blurr sia. or mabbe, purposelii la. arbish him la. =X haha.

went pizza-hutting aft skul. wid meii marmie joyce n her sis. yups. shared our food. ahaha. tankks meii fer da nyce cake! yummy. haha. shared ice-cream tgt wid marmie. cus im broke. really. ii dun haf money in myy wallet now. argh. wonder how im gonna live past 12pm tmr. =( sadded sia. gonna skip recess n lunch? haii... nort again? st2pid nurse c me den noe ii underwt sehh. noe eu beri pro la. dun hafta go ard c who underwt marhh. st2pid la. nvm, its gd to be underwt oso. at least nort overwt. hehe. gdgd. im glad. =) LOLs.

so damn idiotic. now ii realised mii sms abt 2mths ago of tellin pple myy handfone numbuh chged lerhh stil haben gort into sum pple's handfone yet. st2pidd. 2 idiots smsed myy old nmbuh. dumb la. n one of em is myy qing aii de. humpf. how can eu nort noe myy numbuh?! wanna kill eu lerhh! =X

so yea, gotta go stardie? wonder how im gonna do fer my mye sia. so worried. berii scared lehh. =(
haii, exams r part of a stoodent's life. pity us stoodents. haha.


[#] all tangled upp `

pple fall apart widout dreams;





cant ii jus dream?

icantseemtuhgetyaoffmaaheadd.
cantyajusbudgeoff?
iidunwannaholdontotisdream.
cusiinoe,
itsadreamtatwuncometopass.
itsasurenono.
sojusgetawayy,
nletmegifupontisdream,
adreamtatwillnebercumtopass.

jus gort back fr church. yups. umm, pst zhuang preached todae. pst kong nort in spore i tinkk. yea.. den so long neber c him. lyk becum funkier lerhh! ahaha. ((: yay. okae. so umm.. we sat tgt again! haha. n290 n w154! whee. crazie. sit tgt so wat. svc gort tok mehh? haha. jkjk. helped da 3 gerls tk foto. den miie n ting tk foto all nort nyce derhh. cus she all c liao all dun lyk. =X den ended up we tk n tk, den dun haf. )): so sad. nx tyme no chance tk den eu noe la. LOLs. k la. wadeva.

preached abt dreams n starff. yups. gotta wait fer da ryte tyme... ((:
GOD GIVEN DREAMS DO CUM TRUE! =) yupps. find eur dream in Him. n dun gif up on eur dreams, cus dere's a tyme when God will mk em cum true! ((: go dream of doin great n mighty tings fer God! ((: yay.

yups. k. so went fer fellowship. tgt oso. haha. meii din cum. so sadd. )'= miz eu loadds. love euu loadds too! ((: muackks. den elyn ask me gort eat anort. ahaha. den ii sae no. den tommy sae, " c, i told eu liao!" =X humpf. cus ytd dey tokin bt seein miie eat fer ferst tyme. den mus tk foto of mie eating. -.- nort ferst tyme lo. k la. its crap, i noe. (:

k lo. den went hme la. actualli dey wanna go jp. budden sum oni larhh. da rest wanna go hme. either tuh stardie or nidta rushh hme. yups. den i oso wanna cum backk pia myy compre marhh. so cum backk lorhh. hehe.

den so farnie sia. we board train le. mal haben cum. budden he sae he cmg le. so we sae wait until da train sae door closin tat tyme den rush out. den door closin liao he stil haben cum. den all of us were tryin to rush out wif dis pathetic old man n between us lorhh. den we were kindda stuckk. haha. den we rush out, weichuan sae mal rushed into train le. den wanted to go in, da door slammed. den we were lyk.. ahh! den now.. its mal in da train. we 7 of us pple outside train. tryin to go in, n mal tryin to cum out. den we shouted lyk madd la. den ii tink da mrt guy noe la, den da door open agaiin. haha. den we go inside luff lyk siao. clara was luffin non stop can? n we were so loudd tat tommy had to quieten us down. LOLs.

aiyahh. nthn liao. ohh, n tat clara kept goin...
"hi. i am sticker [i tink its sticker barhh(?)] i haf no frens. do u wanna b my fren?"
haha. so hyper sia. so siann on train. cus nobodi to tok to. =X evritime liddat la. haii, used to it le. shuldnt b so quiet animore. but how la? ):

den aft left mi n nic. den tok lo. cus oni 2 pple. his exams wed sia. so fast. dun worrie bro, wil b prayin fer eu. ((: all da best! dun get so stressed up la. stardie chinez until wanna die liddat. everi wk oso stardie chinez de lehh. buay siian mehh? =X haha. jokin. gd la, start earli n end early. plae earli oso. haii. 5th may.. cmg soon. ): liew. den sae wanna c nxt tyme n290 multiplyy. 1 cgl doreen. da other me. -.-l'l umm... we shall c ehh? =D

k la. ii blog so long. cus nobodi read la. so how long oso neber mindd de. =P lols.

crushed.

multi taskin now.
tokin to marmie on da fone.
doin liying's st2pid EMPTY blogskin.
dumb la. create blog sae dun wan update. siao.
ahh! myy tingg went offline widout tellin miie! sae plae gb den chat wid miie. den now disappear lerhh. humpf.
LOLs. o, i'll rmb tuh bring miie tears fer euu tmr. ((:

widout myy wings;
ii fall.

whee-
jus now went out. marche. tuh eat. liew. so ex sehh. ii ate awae $21.20! ): heartache ar! save da money wanted tuh buy da billabong cap n converse belt. at ferst can buy belt le. now cant buyy aniting lerhh. waahh-
but neber mind. it was a gud tyme spent tgt. ((: budden alot pple din cum. xinyi n fangying. junxiong n pb. nic n ed n mal. ahh! sp oso! mis her so muchh! yups. n alot others. doreen initialli sae gg. budden dunno y din go. budden me jer tingg n elyn gort c her larhh. cus we last tuh go. haha. she wid her fren. (:
yups. den jer did alot of lame starff. sec1 nia. gort stead ar. aiyohh. sae stead 2 yrs summore. means pri5 stead lerhh la. =X boiboii ar.. dun eber let elyn findd out horr. dun go on hidin lerhh la. eu either let her noe, or let it be a secret lorhh. let anione of us noe.. den eu die lorhh. ((: eben thou me n tingg noe lerhh. ahaha. -zip-

took fotos wid tingg. lols. den tat tommy kept disturbing. sae we 2 owaes tk foto. sia la. pple now diff cg le marhh. tk foto kip marhh. haha. sae we last tyme oso. humpf! =X
send jer hme. made me n tingg carn walk ard longer. haix. neber mindd. we sacrifice. =)

ytd tried tuh complete emath. finished. budden gort quite a few sums dunno howta do larhh. pia mi speech. finalli finished. ohh, shucks. haben touched mi eng compre yet! dun eben noe wat da passage abt sia. die. ltr den pia finish da qns. summary mabbe tmr nite den do. haii. amath? ii gif up. do until dun wan do lerhh. so fed up. =X

tmr nort helpin out in children's churchh. so sad. dun wanna spread to da kids. ): so din go. o, tankks sis ade! (:

2ndMAY gort children's church conference. dunno its fer kids or fer da tchers derhh. lols. of cus fer kids rite? children's church la. dumb! it'd be cool rite? da kids gort conference. lyk us.. youth conference! yay! cmg up real soon. budden stress sehh. ii nidta memorise 40 verses. elyn sent da 40 verse lerhh. ltr den go print.

=) de-stress!

yuckks. tinkk da pix i inserted in myy profile sux. same as wat i put on frenster. eww. bleahhs.

yizhenSAYS "studie!"
yizhenSAYS "studieHARD!"
yizhenSAYS "studieREALLYhard!"
yizhenSAYS "workHARD!"
yizhenSAYS "workDOUBLYhard!"
yizhenSAYS "revise!"
yizhenSAYS "revise!"
yizhenSAYS "revise!"

iiSAY "she's crazie."

yay! tmr w154 n n290 outing! ((: whee!
lookin forwardd. yups. umm, goin heeren, tink we gonna eat at marche? cus we mtg there... hmm... dunno larhh. tmr noe lerhh.

todae stil cough until siao. cough until stomachh cramp liao la. now i cough, stomach muscle pain sia. argh. dun lyk da feelin at all mann. so sickenin.

jus now typed alot of crap den da blogger window disappear. wanna piak blogger sia. owaes gimme so mani st2pid probs. jus now go c jas' blog. msn derhh. beri organised. budden beri plain. blogger stil da best. haha. can mk eur own skinn. ((: whee! i lorve myy skin!

todae was total freak. so sian da whole dae. im jus a walking mummy lorhh. slept at 130 ytd.. umm, todae mornin. yea. did da nsw tingy. wanted tuh plae ard do afew nia. den do lerhh dun wanna stop sia. st2pid. waste tyme on tat. y ii din do skul work instead? or revise? argh. ok, wadeva. i cant turn backk da clockk. ): haix.

eeks. mi mum's st2pid fone freakked me out. so damn loudd. cus mono ringtone la. n210o marhh. mii ex fone. ((: haha. dunno who da hell called at tis tyme. unknown numbuh. so l8 liao... wad eu wan. haha. jokin jokin.

recentli so stressed sia. sick plus exams cmg. haix. oww. myy muscle hurts, again. ): pain can? eu try coughin da whole dae. haha. gd excercise sia. neber mindd. im crazie. ((:

took 3o2 todae. cus me n joyce acc meii to her yadan's hse. (: den we walked to da bus stop near his hse lorhh. cus joyce took alot of tings hme. so hardworking! ahaha. nort lyk me. slack lyk crazie. den ltr panic lyk siao. =X
fine. i shant.

<3*
=))
takkaires.

ahh. takin a break fr mi homeworkin. haha. ((: mii breakk wuld be so SHORT yea?

ahaha. marian's online! n im chattin wid her. guess wun b goin offline soon? haha. oops. guess i cant oso. cus dad wuld be hme ani minute. haix.

ahh!
im coughin lyk hell now. cant stop coughin sia. in klaz kpt coughin. cough until wanna die liddat. sickk la. hate it mann. nowadaes so mani pple sick. den evridae i nidta bring 2 new packs of tissue lehh! bring eur own la pple! aiyohh. marmie borrow. tony borrow. jeremy borrow. all tk fr me. cus all dun haf tissue! go n bring la. ii dun care wat eu do, turn eur hse upside down ii dun care. bring eur own! ((: ahaha. no la. nort so cruel. im gd okae? heh.

todae gort da international cultural fiesta tingy. so mani pple sia. all crowd here dere. sian diao. den meii marmie n joyce bhot tom yam. tempt me sehh. budden carn eat la. in case voice gets worser. n cough even more. our klaz nobodi cum. cus nthn tuh eat. cus ms koh sae cant sell tings marhh. haii. 3b gort pizza sehh. humpf. saw yongjia bring da 2 pizza boxes aft da whole ting. =X

brudder had a dumb excuse tuh miz tuition. said he's sick. wanna c doc. when in fact, he culd jus tel mi mum he doesnt wan tuition. dun nidta waste da money marhh. haiyohh. so now, im left alone at hme. so took da chance to cum update. haii.

ii seriousli nidta buck up n stardie rilli hard. i dun wishta get over 30 again fer mi l1r5. ms losiny counted ours fer ppr last term. tink mine was ard 34. alot rite? haii. carn blame me. mi humans r so bad. i din eben pass a single assignment fer ss/hist lorhh. tats how bad mi history is. =X mii geog is nort ani betta too. been gettin fr bad to worse. ever snce tis yr. lost interest in it le. haii, i wanna LOVE geog again lehh. so tat ii will work hard fer it n score can? lols. ii wanna work hard fer chinez too. budden now chinez dun haf da chapt tingy lerhh. so howta stardie? its gd n bad fer me larhh. gd is tat, i dun hafta mug lyk crazie. lyk wat nic did everi wk aft svc. c him lyk so stressed liddat. scarie sehh. luckili mi yr o lvl no more tis type of ting. ((: whee! bad is tat, it'll be harder for me to score in paper 2. cus mi compre n cloze passage is rilli bad. they stinkks mann! rareli pass mi chinez cloze passage. compre? i dun undastand wat da passage is tryin ta sae.
gee. now i realised how bad i am.

rotting period is over...
get goin wid eur revision...
NOW!

eeyer.
screwed myy chinez presentation.
nobodi culd hear mie. lols. ii no voice sehh. cant blame larhh. umm, even if i had voice, i tink it wun be ani betta too. lols. mind eu. its chinez. nort eng la. eng presentation areadi cant hear lerhh. wat can eu expect fr my chinez huh? eben used eng lorhh. i crap halfwae, ask ms ng how tuh sae in chinez. like 'financial assistance' lorhh. haha. crap la. dunno wat i write in da report oso. anihow translate derhh. den wat ii learn initialli ii used alut of eng. den aft tat ms ng sae go n translate. den i anihow dropped sum words in. =X eeks.

den ms ng todae crazie. tink she beri pissed wid band4 lerhh. alut pple hand in late assignments n din do hw. haii, deb n cindy included. da2notigerls. ahaha. ii oso larhh, budden ii handed in b4 she considered it as l8. yups. phew. ((:aft skul went lot1 wid meii,marmie n jinyu tuh kfc. so tempted to eat sehh. budden cant. in case myy voice gets so bad tat it bcums lyk wat i was in sec2 camp. so boiiboii. eee...

tat st2pid mr lau made a new locker rule. made everione so damn mad.

"all of eu r supposed to open eur lockers aft skul n tk da bks for tmr's lesson hme!"

meanin, we hafta bring it hme n carri it backk da nxt dae again.wat da...
meii told charlene den she went 'wat da f!' lorhh...eben prefects arent happie. wanna kill him la. tink we wat. our bks r like so "LIGHT" ehh?liew. i dun care. if he rilli dun let us open locker, at most i wun bring bks. we all sae lerhh ma. scold den scold tgt lorh. (: aahaha. its his fault fer nort lettin us open b4 skul. haii, get scolded nia lorhh.

cus ii defyy roolez.
=X haha.

argh.
feel so fcuked up now.
so damn pissed.
so angri.
so frustrated.
so nort happie wid everiting can?

tis world is so nort fair.
i noe its neber fair.
y others dun hafta do until so difficult.
y mk ours so difficult.

hate hate hate

now i dun feel lyk doin a single shyt.

i feel lyk jus lying flat on my bed n slp my wae thru evriting.
i dun wanna face tis world.
i dun wanna face tis messed up world.
i dun wanna face da cruelty in tis world.
i dun wanna face da unfairness of tis world.
i dun wanna face aniting.

i dun wanna
i dun wanna
i dun wanna


\sorrie la. beri angri. jus now dad cum scold again. cus he c me online again. hello, im online bcus i gort tis freakin chinez proj tuh do la. as if ii wanna cum online n get scolded by eu liddat. ask b4 eu scold la. i dun mind eu scoldin me if im plaein, but i wasnt jus now okae? i hate accusations can? dun mk mee... watever...

i hate hatred.
but dun mk me hate.

im at hme now. din go skul larhh. haii. den nidta findd da st2pid chinez tingy. tat nobel prize ting. haix. sickenin. actualli ms ng sae todae present derhh. hah, budden ii din go skul. she better dun let all of em finishh presentin lorhh. if nort ltr she tmr ask me present. den oni mee. so weirdd. eeyer. ii dun wan...
hope dere issnt muchh hw todae. =) hehe.

argh. im sickk now la. yuckks. hate it mann. st2pid reason y ii became sick. tinkk ii cry til sick.

sat elyn told us we mutiplyy lerh. she told us wanna plae game. so lame rite? den gave us songsht la. den we sang da song lorhh. den when ii was singin tat tyme, ii areadi wanted tuh cryy lerhh. budden.. control la. cus dun wanna be da ferst person tuh cryy. LOLs. no larhh. jokin. yups. den aft tat elyn told us close eyes lorhh. den "plae" da "mafia" game. den she went ard tappin heads. LOLs. den, she tapped mine. aft tat she split us up la. tapped one side, untapped da other side. yups. den we go lorhh.

fangying, huimin eliz they all wid me. except clara n jinrong lorhh. dey stil in w154. tommy ed weichuan mal n pb in n290 oso. ((: brothers areadi beri few lerhh. multiplyy lerhh, eben fewer. haii. den w154 gort jeremy nic junxiong ryan lorhh. haii. so sadd. all myy close close ones over in w154. dunno how elyn split lehh. haii. neber mind. its a gud ting tat we multiplyy oso. oni den will pple rise up in da cg la. ((: lets RUN! n be MORE on FIRE. yups. den we sang again. den elyn cum hug me tat tyme ii cannort ctrl lerhh. den jus cryy lorhh. )'=
so cry til sick. cus i kept sniffing. *sniffles* )):

jus wanna sae all i wan now. fer myself tuh c nia. LOLs.

xiutingg n aileen; i am really gonna miz da 2 of eu, TRUCKloadds! really. eu 2 r one of myy closest in w154. love eu loadds. ((: xiuting, continue tuh b da gr8 treasurer yarhh? n pls, dun slp in class lerhh. ((: lols. shine. aileen ar, dun be so quiet lerhh la. [oops. me 2] dun owaes anti social la. eu said it urself! ((: lalalas. kaes? wanna c da 2 of eu stronger da nx tyme ii c eu. muacks n hugs! lorve eu 2 loadds! <3 WE ROCKK!

weiqi; mii once twin! ((: stil rmb last tyme we owaes gort mixed up byy pple. was so farnie den. LOLs. kip serving n shining fer God yarhh? God loves eu n ii lorve eu too! muackks! ((: me n weiqi ROCKK!

nic; yay. tankks fer all eur encouragement n eur tellin me tuh chg n starff. rilli learn alot fr eu. ((: lols. will miz da lame n crappy tings eu do. lols. eu encouraged me to do much much greater tings fer God. n ii will kip em in mind. ((: eu rockk!

junxiong; thou seldom tawk tuh eu. but i DID tawk tuh eu okaes? lols. watta sae nehh? tankks fer eur encouragement oso larhh. ((: eu rock too!

xinyi; last tyme quite close too eu nehh. den nowadaes seldom c eu lerhh. den now multiply lerhh. haii. kip on SHINING! ((: muackks

jeremy; aiyohh. lil boii. dun owaes mk pple worried bt eu larhh. mus grow up lerhh! both physically spiritually alrite? dun go crazie abt 5566 at da wrong place wrong tyme.. n infront of da wrong person. lols. if nort eur discman kena confiscate 2nd tyme, eu rilli dun hafta get it backk lerhh. lols. God loves u. ((:

elyn; ahh.. finalli. [sobs] am REALLY (x infintity) gonna miz eu. u've been a gr8 cgl n sister n bs tcher n evrinting tuh me. u're da one who kept pushin me on to do gr8ter tings fer God. [but, haf ii?] hmm... u corrected me when im wrong. helped when ii needed help. im sorrie fer my lateness n laziness. promise eu a breakthru tis yr. (((((: HUGS! MUACKKS! lorve eu TRUCKTRUCKloadds! <333 euu rockked me tuh pieces.

yups. these r da pple in w154. there's stil others but.. its alot. i dun haf tyme fer evri single one of eu. in short...
will rmb all da fun we had tgt. da gud n da bad. everiting. da cheong-ing of seats. outings. cg. ALL. ((:
will miss n lorve everi brothers n sisters. <3

one LAST hug-

n290! its a new start now. lets be stronger n do gr8 n mighty tings fer God! ((: letsSHINE!

`breaking new grd-

yay-ness! todae so guaii. went westmall tuh stardie wid jas. ((: lols. actualli go dere do hw larhh. haha. budden stil guaii rite? yups. cus we revised abit. at least i managed to get da bio starff into ma headd. umm, jus now.. yups. tinkk now forgort sum lerhh.

liew. ytd so pissed off. tat st2pid mr yeo scold us. budden jason berii gud larhh. let boiis carri blame oni. ((: tankks loadds. haha. den dey nidta re tk da 2.4 lorhh. )): so sad fer em. haii. den tat ms yong dunno flare up again fer wat. walked out on us again. den jus went off wid dennis chasin her. haii. 3rd tyme lerhh. tink she gort pissed by us da most lorhh. haix. carn help it. wat can we do? den ytd cant plae comp. cus scared dad scold again. idiotic larhh. now nidta restrict sehh. my bills came high up to $150 plus. argh.

pple's been gettin sick. huixian is havin flu. den gort fever. haiyohh. takkaire ar. ((: tank God i din. heh. yups.

o, managed to pia 17 verses outta my 20 verses. argh. tink i dun wanna finish da rest of da 3 by tmr larhh. cannort larhh. haii. umm, shuld be todae aftnoon. haii. rilli nidta balance my word power ting n mye starff. exams r like crashin wid my word power starff. yups. unlez dere's 2 more pple who can go. now clara n me. 3rd dunno yet. haii. im confused larhh.

anws, ii rilli nidta work hard. DOUBLE hard, in fact. esp fer mi humans. they sux like dunno wat. ii rilli wanna pass mi ss hist. which i've neber done so b4. haii. im jus a gone case. hopeless freakk la ):

ltr gort tuition. sian larhh. sicko maths. made me nidta haf tuition. haix. im stressed out. even widout studyin. its those verses. eeks. tink i nidta recap abit now.

noticed my new skinn? nyce? ((:
ii dun tinkk so. LOLs.

takkaires n peace out, peeps!
=*.nitez.*=

ahh... finalli i haf tyme tuh cum online lerhh. ((: yay. been so busi.
mondae had adam khoo wkshop booster. den gary came. lols. berii gd. ((: crapped alut. luffed lots. haha. luff till stomach pain sehh. =X he crapped alot lorhh. den we did nthn but luff. berii fun. ((: thot wuld b beri sian.

ytd nthn much larhh. berii sian lehh. was tryin hard tuh memorise mi 2o verse ytd. budden manage to get oni 2 more into ma head. had 10 fr sundae nite til ytd nite. so ytd nite oni gort 2. haii, dunno tis yr can anort. felt lyk burstingg. verse much much longer den last yr's. MYE is like so near tis yr. )): haix. jus gotta try ma beri best barhh. lols. hope ii can rilli get ma 20 verse in. ((:

todae street dance was like so sian. tink i hate street dance now. cus ii dunno howta dance now lerhh. =X argh. last tyme ferst few lesson beri fun. now gettin worse. haix. yups. nowadeas oni chinese n eng lesson fun nia. cus eng can rot marhh. den chinez ms ng owaes neber cum derhh. ((: yay. lols. den was like slpin durin chinez todae. cus she din cum. ((: den deb din joke abt tat pope ting. aiyohh, so badd. she kept playin wid his name lehh. =X lols. notti huh? den we sae ltr ls cum beat her up. haha. shuld noe y.

jas din cum todae. wondered wat happened. will call her ltr. ((:

k larhh. wat crap. nthn tuh crap lerhh. so sian. tmr gort pe. argh. sickenin. stil gort amath fer 3 periods sehh. sian diao. )): cus ii dun undastamd a single ting! n exams r so near lerhh. haii. dunno wat i'm gonna do lorhh. shall haf faith tat i'mgonna do WELL. =)) hehe. rilli WELL. lols.

tankks to all who tagged.
takkaire peeps. =) muackks.

yupps. im bloggin again. siao. ytd blog liao. todae blog again. tink ii too free larhh. no larhh, mabbe fr next wk onwards, i wun blog so often lerhh. ((: exams beri near sehh. seriousli tink i shuld rilli buckk up n stardie larhh. yupps. ((: dun wishta be so bad again.

jus now had cg. plus celebrated doreen's burfdae. happie burfdae! ((: haha. erherm. eur "FIFTEEN" liao lerhh! lols.

sum of em went backk at ard 6 lerhh. den tingg at ferst wanna go budden ii dun wan. cus ii go wid her, den nobodi accompani me on train lerhh. ((: hah, so waited lorhh. den go tgt. dey ate dinner ferst larhh. den ii saw lihui. tink she saw me oso. budden we din sae hi or anitingg. den walked to lkside lorhh. ((:

yea. tats all larhh. nthn much. o, umm.. elyn told us abt emerge starff tuhdae. gonna haf pos briefin soon. yups. word power talentime n all tat r cmg. rilli soon. june! ((: yay. elyn told me go word power again. hehe. ii try mi best. budden weiqi told me last wk she dun wan lerhh. sobs. last yr was me weiqi n weichuan. yups. quite fun larhh. budden berii stressed derhh. =X hehe. neber mind. i'll do it. ((: believe.

jas' frenster foto berii cute. lols. rilli look lyk boiboi sehh. ((: haha. eur twin brudder. lols.

hehlo. ((:
ytd had 2.4 run. now muscle ache lyk siao. hope tmr will be okae lerhh barhh. yups. i tried mi best tuh pia mi 2.4 lerhh. at least better den b4 la. budden stil nort beri gd. i was 60th. so bad lorhh. )): haii, budden improved larhh. ii dunno tymin lehh. =X st2pid sehh. dey din read out mi tymin when ii reachh. humpf. den i pia ferst rnd. run lyk siao. at ferst kept cuttin pple. cut n cut, cut until limbang tat traffic junction ii cannort run lerhh. den started tuh slackk. argh. sicko. budden manage tuh run afta tat larhh. den walk run jog lorhh. heh. =D neber mind larhh. gud enuff lerhh rite? yups. shuld be. ((:

haii. todae so sian. beri tired. tmr mornin gort tuition sehh. =X haii, cant wake up l8 lerhh.

o, ii went tuh do mi ic jus now. hah. ee. i dun lyk mii foto. its horrible. )): yucks. uhh, neber mind. its owaes horrible. =X i din wear specs lo. so look beri badd. RILLI bad. )): sighs. dat person la. tel me wear properli, wear higher. den end up sae cannort. den sae dun wear lerhh. idiot. den saw one of ma pri skul fren. lols. wat a small world. haha.

den berii fast derh. yups. 1 hr plus i'm hme agaiin. ((: hehe. gort outta train saw jason n yinji dey all. hmm... den walked backk tat tyme, mi void deck saw those 2 pple again. doin sth again. -.-l' haii. owaes return hme fr skul oso c em derhh. den i'll purposelii turn 1 big rnd to.. erherm... avoid disturbin em. =X sick larhh.

haiyohh. these few daes kor lyk weird weird derhh. wat happen. mention -her- den ur face chg. 2 tymes liao lehh. )): dun so sad kaes? den ytd eu stonin or wat? lyk statue sia. mi n huixian scared scared lehh. lols. takkaires kaes. n ii wan tat taz fullscap! ((: but, mine's cuter. BIG taz on da cover. ((((: LOLs.

ii wan tat belt n billabong cap! ((:
meii, i owe eu a blog, plus skiin. ((: will create 1 asap. i try.



i'm confused.

i'm gettin so rilli freakked off byy tat st2pid ms yap. so st2pid. todae sengying's burfdae oso nidta mk him suffer. hah, jeremy n clement they all stil singin happie burfdae when she scold sengying lorhh. den she gort even more mad. =X den made him go out, scold lerhh. den cum backk. den told him re-do da common test nehh. )): so sadd fer him. haii. too bad, she's bad to eu. lols.

hah, since skul reopened. alut of rumours. lols. includin jason. him n his 203. lols. huixian saw both of em walkin to skul tgt. wahaha. so tinkk cfm lerhh larhh rite? ((: den mi kor oso nehh. he lyk oni larhh. neber go n askk. aiyohh. dun dare. kip quiet. eu tinkk eur 'monster' will noe eu lyk her mehh? =X go askk larhh. who noes? if eu dun try? ((: all da best. lols. den todae meii told me rayner lyk angela. =X den me n huixian shockked lorhh. we HUH until uber loudd. =X oops. den he smsed her lorhh. so farnie sehh. he cfm ferst tyme steadd larhh. sms sae i MABBE lyk eu. lols. so crappy. dun wanna tok abt tis. so.. sensitive. heh. =D

o no, ii rilli nidta catch up on bible readin sehh. =X die larhh. tat dae they gave $15 attributes voucher to those who finished lorhh. den sumone in my row finished. den passed da voucher ma. i was lyk.. haii, can c, can touchh, budden cant have it.. so sadd norhh. )): haii, howta catch up? me lyk so far behindd nehh. our cg lyk no one finish lorhh. tinkk elyn will be feelin berii.. erherm. yups. lets workk hardd yea? ((: heh.

o, ii wasnt da one who failed mt common test. phew. scarie. thot i'd fail. ii failed larhh, mii cloze passsage lorhh. 4 marks nia. sobsobs. we thot timothy wuld fail. lols. ended up he passed. WOW! lols. sorrie hor, nort insultin eu. ((: hehe.

kaes. shall go lerhh. bubbyes. ((:



a longing only YOU can fill;
cover me with YOUR wings.

yes, ii love YOU.

o, i lorve w154 loadds. ((:
haha. tankks fer da belt n sockks n *erherm*.. da "poser" band. hahah. ((: tankks planeloads! muackks. =#

tuhdae kena scolded by mr heng. all of us. except 2 pple. ((: myy meii n dear. st2pid sehh. he din eben post lorhh! SICKENING toad. lols. k larhh. dun wanna further sae lerhh. in case ii get mad [!] haha.

ii lyk jj de "shakespeare's talent".
berii nyce. ((:

k lorhh. shall slp barhh.
=*.nitez.*=

i'm fifteen! muahaha. ((: tink tis yr's burfdae best eber. yups.

ferstli...
gort a BIGBIG taz fr myy meii kor darlingg n 2 baby. so cute. lols. budden ii hate liying fer doin tat tuu me. torturin me. fun ehh? watch out nehh. den huixian gave me da popcorn pal ting. soft toy cushion. berii cute! ((: muackks. lorve eu loadds.

tats ytd. todae went east coast earli in da morn. so worried tat i'd get sabo-ed by meii they all. scared they push mi in2 water den i cham. cus aft tat i nidta go cg lorhh. dun expect me turn up wet dirty lorhh. i'll get scoldin i tink. nort scoldin larhh, but, sth will happen larhh.. den beri scared sehh. budden end up weather was xtremeli badd. rainin non stop. rilli bad. was cold n shivered non stop. rilli cold lorhh. den was drenched. totalli wet lorh. inside out. eeks. gross. finalli we were dismissed. ahh, took da bus. felt rilli cold. air con marhh. yups. den went tuh eat lunch, in case hse dun haf lunch. den ruched hme bathe n chg lorhh. reched jus in tyme fer cg larhh. ((: nort rilli late. thot wuld b lyk 30mins late. lols.

aft cg, celebrated burfdae. hehe. tankks so muchh. =D euu guyys r so swit! lurve each n everione of eu to bits! muackks n huggs! ((:

initialli no cake derhh. den edward dunno go where, get surprise cake. hah, fast lorhh. den aft tat went hme. ed n elyn n jeremy go n eat. me xiuting auntie n jinrong uncle went hme. den tat nic dunno disappear tuh where. ask me go hme or eat, den neber tel me he gg hme or wat. mk me go hme alone. so sian. haii, budden if he's arnd, ii oso beri quiet larhh. haha. unlez he tok to me lorhh. =X

shall chg. cg todae was gd. ask lorhh. tats wat ii nid. step out in faith n jus ask God. ((: yups.
FAITH.ASK.

ohh, tankks aileen fer jj's albums. tryta return tmr. ((: tankks loadds. muackks.

tis world is indeed beri small.