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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Sometimes, I like... ♪ 11:02 PM
long travelling time alone with my mp3, sitting & watching the world go by... it makes you think about a lot of things.
It's been quite a while since I had the chance to do that.
When our eyes first met You smiled a familiar smile As if you know me Making me stop in my tracks
It was only a fleeting moment But I remember how I felt at that moment I am afraid that I won't see you again I look back to catch a glimpse of you You are getting further and further away Day and night High and low I am here as always searching for you
I just wanna know if you feel the same Where u at, where u at, where u at Tell me now And let my love for you begin
I just wanna know if you feel the same Where u at, where u at, where u at When you call my name someday I will be there, right in front of you
The look on your face seemed to say You understood how lonely i was That look makes you so unforgettable
Oh then i wake up and then i'm out of my zone Blink twice then you're gone
Is life as hard for you as mine is for me When you feel worn out by this cold, cold world Please hang in there until you find me
I run and run searching for you You become only further and further away Day and night High and low I keep running towards you as always
Let me break this down You may be listening to this song somewhere Let me promise you now You are meant for me So I'll be there for you
It's a crazy thing. :( In a short span of 24 hours, I see friends who're going through both ends of it. The blissful one, and the hell of it.
It makes you do the unthinkable, makes you do the craziest things, & even makes you change whatever you believed in.
We've got another start of the GKK Love Story! Hahah, didn't she used to say that singlehood is much better than being attached? Now you see, that's what love can do. Congrats again, girl. (: Both of you look cute tgt. Hahaha, with the same kind of specs! :p
To the other two, (though I don't know one of you) I hope that you'll move on, even stronger. I can tell she's determined to cut off all contacts, cos she deleted her account. I did what she wanted me to do, cos I really don't know how else to help her. It sucks to not know what to do to help. :( And I guess he understood afterall.
Can Love withstand the pressure during the testing when it comes? I believe it must, to emerge stronger than ever after the fire.
"Your loyalty and love for something/someone should always be able to withstand the test of pressure." This, I've always known, and will always remember.
Sounds like a serious post uh. Lol. Cos these 2 things really got me thinking for quite a little bit this morning. :\ especially one of it cos it concerns one of my best buddy.
I just wanna know if you feel the same, where u at, where u at, where u at... ♪ 11:20 PM
to my dear girl, be strong always. Cry it all out tonight & not dwell on it anymore. I love you okay! (:
Nope, not new photos, but I just saw it recently. :\
Hahahaha, snooooooopy, plus BigBang! :D
WHOOOOO, TAEYANG'S NEW MV IS OUT! (tsk, he's keeping so much of his hot bod to himself in this MV)
WHERE U AT (TAEYANG FEAT. TEDDY) watch it on youtube if it lags on my blog.
The scene with Teddy throwing that red thing (is that a ball?) reminds me of Death Note. That Shinigami (Ryuk) that loves apples. No? Well, I think my imagination gets quite crazy sometimes. Haha.
I really miss my poly gang alot. :( I miss them going boy-crazy with me. I miss them sharing their crazy stories with me. I miss complaining to them. I miss doing all the silly, crazy stuff with them. :(
mom's really funny just now. she's having some random talk with my dad just now about some couple. then after a while, she said, "then you? next time your bf must look like JJ is it?" HAHAHA, made me laugh so hard in my heart. cos I was thinking, "no lah, look like TOP better. Hahahahaha!"
and I told her that Aldrich really looks like JJ! Seriously! Not totally, but the eyes, the hairstyle, and those super deep dimples. Don't you think so? (yea, not all of you know who he is. hahaha)
watched 500 days of summer with the cellgroup last night. Hahaha, it's crap. But last night's dinner was awesome. $8 only! With 7dishes and rice! Cheap right?! I wonder if the uncle undercharged. Hahhahaha. Oh, and that ice kachang was heaven. The ice was superbly fine. Felt like cotton candy when you ate it. :p
ARGHHHHHH. :( Everyone's alrdy beginning to work on their Proposal while I can't work on it yet. :( so frustrating. Argh. I hope I can finish it on time mann.
It's been a long time since I cld sleep in on a Saturday. To sleep in for a little longer before getting up & getting ready to be in Church for service. Not the usual pulling myself out of bed, rushing out to start on time, and even rushing for service in the afternoon & missing out on the praise & worship... Never had any Saturdays felt this good. I don't know how long more I can keep on with this, neither do I know how to keep on with it anymore. I feel like I need an indefinite break from it. Was this ministry a wrong choice for me in the first place?
Time's ticking by really quickly nowadays. & that'll just mean that Busyness is creeping in.
Workbook, Logbook, Major Project.
Plus, Boss will be coming back this coming Monday. :\ Stressed. (& she didnt reply our mails. I don't know why, but I hope it's not smthg bad that she wants to say face to face) cos I've yet to submit some of the stuff she wanted. :(
Protocols, data, & all the whatnot to remember & write. Sighs.
Life really is no-life during SIP period. After 5 weeks of being on our own (without our boss), I'm anticipating what's it gonna be like from monday onwards. But yet, apprehensive at the same time. Can I keep myself sane? I don't know. Who knows, I might not even be in the right mind now with all the crap running through my mind.
Half my mouth (right side) is useless now. I can only chew on my left side. With this, how am I gonna enjoy the food tmr at the wedding?! :(
it's now half the energy, half the portion, double the time for me to finish my food. I don't even feel like putting anything into my mouth. :\
This entry is so full of nonsense. Guess I'm really not in the right state of mind to do any thinking right now. My thoughts are all jumbled. I shall try to do non-thinking work (i.e. finish typing all my written protocols & stick them into my workbook) before I fall asleep again. I don't have much time left from now till monday! (Half the day will be gone tmr)
Wah, I so wanna sleep reading all the scientific journals. So wordy, & chim. :( all the words, they can just make you sleep instantaneously. I bet no matter how energetic you were, the moment you know you have to read those journals can just make your brain switch off.
Just some precious updates for you.
My Major Project Title: "BRCA 1 and Telomere Homeostasis in breast cancer cells and characterization of novel interacting proteins Rif1 and Rap1 using human cancer cells and mouse models" (Agnes is doing on Rap1, I'm doing on Rif1)
I'm still stuck with the vector construction for the knockout mice. I still need to get info for the microassays. & we're also supposed to expand (for about a paragraph) on what we know about the major project.
that one paragraph sounds simple, but the problem is, I don't know anything about it. So I've got nothing to expand on. Hahaha. But since it's what I need to do, that'll mean more researching!!! ahhhhh~!
am I really gonna continue with this next time? actually, I don't really know. :( if I don't, then what am I gonna do?
HUIXIAN: Haha, the zipper is "rare" zipper sia. Don't know they have or not also. But for now, still can use lah. Cos can zip the other way. (if you understand) Yay! Tuesday! :D hehe.
Godchaser: eh, why you always typo error at all the most crucial words! HAHAHA. Bleahhhhh, I write already, but only I can see. hahahahahahahahah, jialat, I can't stop thinking about you & the butterfly when I see your name! ROFLMAO!!! εϊз HERE'S A BUTTERFLY FOR YOU! and thanks for the dinner treat tonight. (: Haven't thanked you yet. Lol.
Cheryl: errrrrrrr, then kuishinbo must wait until I wake up loh. haha! I want my pay toooooooooo. :( *whines & whines*
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I'm finally going to eat at SHOKUDO tmr! :D :D :D YAYYYYYYYYYY! I've been wanting to go there since it opened! Lol, that was alr long long time ago lah. Muahahahaha.
We're going out tmr to fellowship cos Josh is going for NS next week! 6th Oct! Huixian's birthday leh! :( Lol, we always say that we still can't believe that he still hasn't been into army. :\
Tonnes of work to do still, so I'm gonna try to chiong tonight & finish up my work tonight!
I've got an urge to get high cut converse shoes again. (Lol, must be all the high cut shoes that I see bigbang wearing all the time that's making me fall in love with high cuts again) High cut or not, I still need to get a new pair of shoes. :( urghhhhh, no time to buyyyyyyyyyyy.
besides, I'm thinking of the high cuts to wear with skirt for XW & WS's wedding next week. Hahhahahaa. Don't know why, but I just like that combi. & don't exclaim about the skirt part. I alrdy said that my skirts are only for big days. Hahahah!! So, whoever who wants to see me in skirt, faster go get married. Lol!
Haha, excited to see the bride & groom next week! ;D & also to see church's main audi turn into something different! Heh.
Wah, goodness, I've got so much things (especially gifts) to spend on. :( Where's my payyyyyyyyy? I hope what Linglee said about getting our pay only after we finish our attachment issn't true! I don't wanna get a huge lump sum of money! I wanna get it every month. Hahhahaa.
Okay, I tell you, I'm dying with the vector construction for the knockout mice. :\ Don't know how to do!!! Been playing around with NCBI trying to find out what to do with the sequence I have. Argh, so frustrating.
Just one more week before boss is back! ahhhhhhh!! *pulls hair*
[★] ALL of JJ's album (yay! I've got all the albums alrdy! thanks people!)
[★] Just JJ World Tour 2006 DVD
[★] SD memory card for mp4
[★] external hard disk
[★] JJ World Tour 2009! (here I come!)
[★] JJ World Tour 2009 DVD to be out!
[★] sigg metal bottle
[★] new Baby-G watch
[ x ] CLEAR EVERY MOD FOR TERMTEST 3.1 PLEASE! :(
[★] get new bags - shoulder(got it!) & bagpack
[★] OneRepublic's Waking Up Album/ JJ's 7th Album(got it!)
[★] An 'A' for SIP/MP pls? (Well, just any grade that'll pull my GPA up will do la)