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yay!
guys im back le!
finalli...
whee!`
((:

alrite.
so i've been like so guaii this week.
been online for a few times onli.
not as much as b4, rite?
yar, i tink so.
cos i feel da cravin to wanna get online more often tis week.
yupps. (:

ok.
so tis week is gonna b realli busi week for mi.
alot of church stuff goin on. =)) yay!`
dat explains why i've made up mi mind n i am going to save up money tis week.
n yes, I M GOIN TO DO IT! (:
nutting will get mi tempted.
mi mind is set n nutting will chg it.
YAY!`

why nidta save up money?
firstly, i MITE tk a cab hme aft fop at indoor lar.
yar, cos it's kindda late n everiting.
so tink mabbe end up like da other time.
mi ting n jeremy liddat.
tk cab fr indoor.
wah, ex sia.
summore i bless jeremy leh!!!
see i so gud rite? =P
i hope i dun hafta tk a cab hme for fop.
so da money saved will go to mi buildin fund de savings le!!!
yay!`

i get broke everitime i go indoor.
argh`
cos it's gonna b like so mani daes..
n so late kindda ting.
but never mind, it's ok. =)

doreen sae fop dun hafta go everidae.
as in go for all dat u can go lar.
cos i can go for 2 daes, den she sae go for one can le.
ahh, yes. can save $$$.
dunno shld go fri or sat leh.
sundae cfm out lar.
nx dae stil got skul.
if not i sure go for sundae de.
hmmms...
now like no sisters to acc mi hme leh.
except sp.
siian diao leh.
all the west side de sisters all in w154.
='(
it's like so sad lor.
den go indoor i hafta like..
u noe wad lar.
=X

den ting sae she goin fri.
sat not cfm.
aileen shld b goin sat.
dunno leh.
haiix.
tink i too close wid dem liao.
seldom mingle wid eliz dey all.
=X dunno why leh.
ahhhhhhh!!!`
hate it hate it hate it.
hate the way mix wid pple.
double lyfe liddat.
go skul n church lyk diff person liddat.
skul? so crappy.
church? so quiet.
aiyoh. why liddat???
=((

ok. enuff of dat.
so umm, ruyin visited mi church todae.
yar, so it's quite ok lar.
den tommy kept askin mi she got chuah tio anot.
-.-"'
haha. dunno lar.
first time see will lar, den aft dat u wun le.
haha.
n sorri again for ps-ing u.
=(

yayayaya.
so wad else leh?
dunno watta crap le.
i din eat crab for a long time, so no crap lar.
yar, so jus wait for mi next entry ba...

takkaire pple.

anw, here's details for sths lar.
see if u r interested to cum.

project super-school
10thAUG
2PM - arnd evening ba..
YMCA (i'll brin u dere lar, of cos!)
=))
u're gonna have fun over there!
plae games n everiting.

cityharvest 16th anniversary
7thAUG
11am-2pm
we'll go out aft dat, to eat n everiting lar wid cg (:
SIS (s'pore indoor stadium) n again, i'll brin u lar!

FOP - festival of praise
5-7thAUG fridae to sundae.
but sundae is out lar. cos i cant.
730 to arnd 10?
SIS

the 2nd n 3rd events mentioned, u'll hafta be like 2hrs earlier den da given time.
ya, to queue!!! (:

- END OF AD -

ahhhhhh!!!`

we forgot abt the a3 paper!
so din do poster.
argh.
sickening freak.
why liddat.
waste time go do the big big hp nia.
arww, so sad.
neber mind.
xian say mabbe help us buy.
so ya lor, let her buy if she can find ba.
since she todae din appear at ying's hse.
yea, so happy searching for it ya? (:
anw, it's not difficult to find a3 paper wad.
siao lar.

okae.
todae is not a fine dae.
bcos todae 3a was totalli pissed by the stupid VICE-HEAD prefect.
"wad is this?!"
ya, wadever.
jus one stupid dumb straw lar, pls!
neber see b4 issit?
nid mi to brin more to show u?
haha. but mine is nicer lar.
got colour de.
u wan?
wan i brin for u on mondae.
den i jus dump everiting on the canteen floor.
den let u see lor.
cos i tink u neber see b4.
it's jus ONE STRAW lor.
pls lar, why mk such a big fuss outta it?
u mk our lyfe difficult for wad?
now ur lyfe difficult oso.
cos u offended everione in 3a!
wow. coolness eh?

haha, went online.
den was like, wow!
cos alot of 3a pple tokin abt the straw ting.
liew. thiamhow scari lor.
haha.
msn oso.
frenster worse arh.
post bulletin lor.
scold until ltr cf mei lian see pple le.
=X haha.
but gd.
hope he sees it.
n dat he will chg dat freakin attitude of his.
VICE HEAD lor.
HEAD prefect din sae aniting, u VICE HEAD shout wad shout?!
sickenin.
den next week stil mus do again.
sick lar.

ONE BIG CANTEEN.
ONE small lil STRAW in one small corner.

wads tis skul tryin to do?
like wad liying said, our skul is to train us into high class rubbish collectors.
high class?
wad is high class?
to fly on the airplane n pick up rubbish on the plane? (:
i doubt so.

dis skul is so dumb.
really regretted cuming to tis skul.
sucks like no other.
i've like 4 other skuls which r MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH better than tis skul lor!
i culdnt get into bpghs.
dats all!
n wad da hell was i doin when i placed this skul as mi second choice.
wad was i tinkin lar!!!
i wanna go back!!!
i wanna b primary6 again!
brin mi back to the year2002!!!
i wanna retake n re arrange the order of mi skul.
n remove KRANJI SEC fr mi 6 choices!!!
I HATE KRANJI SEC!!!
hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
i dun mind goin swiss cott n face the pple i dun realli wishta see.
i dun mind goin to girls' skul n end up like dunno wad
i dun mind goin to skuls wid ppg.
BUT i jus mind cuming to KRANJI SEC!!!
pple who cum to tis skul will be havin a terrible lyfe.
n i cap n bold n underline the T in terrible.
i mean it this way: Terrible!!!!!
frekaing roolez.
no handfone?
terrible attitudes?
grooming chks?
classrm cleanliness?
aft skul checks of our class?
wad lar?
wads all these for?!?
USELESS!
REDUNDANT!
JUNKS!
CRAPS!

i strongly encourage u to put kranji as ur last choice if u really hafta put it in one of ur choices.
((: haha!

ok, i've had enuff of tis STRAW tingy.
im done wid brainwashing our pri6 kids. (:

WE'll stayTOGETHER; justTheSIXofUS` NEVERtoPart"/.

together,, asONE-
UNITED\ handInHAND;* HEARTt0hart`).
[(_beatingAsONE.\*

US-inOurOWN-world^
yes; US,, X-JAYZ* Onli _)*

[xian.jas.joyce.angela.ying.zhen]
iLOVEyooooo!!! (:

'cos_____
`/.WErockkLikeNoOTHER! ; #

haix.
initialli dun wanna blog de.
budden read sumone's blog.
felt dat i nidta say sth lar.

to dat u noe who:
we're really sorri k.
yea, i agree sumtimes we've hurt u by the words we sae n the tings we do.
u feel anger n hatred towards dat sumone bcos of wad we said.
but at the same time, u cant brin urself to hate n b angri.
confusion.
dats all u felt.
ppl tend to do tings widout tinkin thru.
we humans r selfish creatures who usualli dun tink abt how others feel n jus blurt everiting out.
words of anger.
words of hatred.
they jus cum out as and when the person feels like it.
it's not dat they dun wanna tink thru.
it's jus how we react when anger/hatred gets over everiting else.
we wanna let our steam off n therefore say words dat mite mk us feel better.
unknowingly, this hurts another person.

it's not like a duty for us to cheer u up or aniting.
we really wanna see u happi.
wanna see u smile.
sincere smile.
from the deepest bottom of ur heart dat u can ever have.
dun wanna see u so sad all the time.
it's not gonna do u ani good if u r sad all the time.
no point tinkin n rmbering the tings which mk u feel sad.
wads the point of gettin upset.
u cant chg the way tings r by bein sad.
circumstances r wad u see them as.
if u see it negatively, it's negative.
for example, if ur old bag has a hole..
u see it, a hole?
HAIX. nidta get a new bag. waste $$$ again.
but if u look at it like...
yay. i can get a new bag.
wuldnt it b better?
i dun care u wanna tink abt the past or aniting.
u wanna tink?
go ahead.
but look fr a diff point of view lar.
dun jus tink of the sad ones.
LET GO of the SAD ones.
n if u realli must, hold on to the GOOD ones ONLY.
it's really not helpin if u continue like this.
treasure the GOOD times, not the bad ones.


to another sumone:
let's ALL try our veri best.
we shant mention THEM infront of ANY ONE OF US.
see them?
treat it like nutting.
it's either frens or enemies or nutting.
u wan nutting to do wid dem?
frens or enemies or nutting.
so it's either enemies or nutting.
frens or enemies or nutting.
enemies out. cus u dun wanna mk enemies rite?
so let it jus b nutting.
ok?


DUN MENTION THEM INFRONT OF ANY OF US.
lets not mk ani of our lives difficult.
not mk ani of us get so fcuked up.
not mk ani of our mood stynks.
not mk ani of us b unhappi wid one another.

let's jus b happi wid x-jayz* , ourselves.
all 6 of us.
let's jus b more sensitive to one another.
let's jus continue to rock one another.
let's jus let it be us, us and us, the x-jayz* onli.
let's jus put ani unrelated ones aside.
cast dem far far away.
out into outer space in the galaxy of stars.

let's mug hard tgt.
focus on our studies n goals tgt.
let's work hard on reachin our goals.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

*love is complicated;
^ unexplainable
^ mixed emotions
^ confusion
^ dilemma
^ anger
^ hatred
^ care
^ forgiving
^ sacrificial
^ courage
^ determination
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
so mad at wads happenin arnd mi these daes.
i wished i culd turn back the clock.
n go back to the past.
i wished i hadnt typed the dumb entry.
i felt like the root of this whole prob.
tings mite haf been simpler.

felt so much like an idiot for doing all dat i've done.

___"iM sorry ;*

waaaah!`
so fed up wid findin info on the damn democracy tingy.
wad the heck is dat.
cheemology lor.
hello, u tink o lvl meh?
o lvl mabbe not so cheem oso lor.
even if it's cheem, we can choose another one to do lor.
liew.
FED UP.
dun feel like doin animore.

so so so so tired nowadaes.
mi mind's been aslp nowades durin class.
dunno wads goin on.
dun tink dere's even a lesson where im wide awake.
bio&phy? hmm... phy slack arnd. bio tok n tok. dream n dream.
emath n amath? mi mind's OFF against math. o no, im gettin more n more anti-math! =X
english? wow. been rilli lazi durin eng lessons nowadaes. dunno y oso. mabbe ms yong's lssn rilli is gettin more borin le.
chinese? TERRIBLE. sumtimes i jus sleep thru the WHOLE lesson. ((:
ss/hist? hmmm. as usual, i try to kip miself awake durin mi most hated subject. tried to listen. tried to get sth into mi slpin mind. nutting gets in. wtf.
geog? gettin restless le. havent been listening in class. haix. rilli nidta studie hard. work super hard for geog. i dun wanna flunk everitin.

so angri at miself.
angri angri angri
angri angri angri
angri angri angri
angri angri angri
angri angri angri

not been able to get miself to do the tings i wan.
wanna studie?
cannot. instead, i felt like slpin.
wanna do hw?
cannot. instead,i went online to plae.
wanna practise math?
cannot. get so fed up cus i owaes get the wrong ans, n i end up givin up.
wanna slp?
cannot. yea rite. i slp like dunno wad lar.
HELP!

been moody nowadaes oso.
get angri easily.
jus dat i din show.
=X

haix.
hate the wae sum tings happen.

shall write mi hate list.
no offence ok?
jus write out nia.
u read, happi not happi, tis is mi blog. (:

yizhen's HATElist:
o1` hate pple to repeat the tings which i told dem not to do areadi.
-jus hate the feelin of gettin irritated. when i say stop, stop. dun mk mi turn mean n nasty.
o2` hate control freaks.
-it's mi lyfe n their lyfe. how they wanna live n b wid, let dem b. it's not up to ani of us to decide.
o3` hate sittin outside mac
-simplee hate the feelin of sittin outside cus there's alot of ppg. n i hate to c dem. cus owaes got the feelin dat u'll get into trouble sumdae liddat. n i hate the smell of those blardie cigarettes. n i hate those mosquitoes dat cum n suck mi blood away. mkin mi itch all over. n i hate the temperature outside.
o4` i hate u nidin to repeat miself over n over again. widout u gettin aniting inside ur head.
-i've repeated it time n again. n u jus seemed to b forever so blur.
o5` hate ponning sth.
-cus like i've said, i dun like to pon widout ani reasons. jus dun like the feelin.
o6` hate moodswings.
-cus it mks everione's mood stynks.
o7` hate ur constant screamin n shoutin at our class.
-cus it sounds like a freak, trying to sing.
o8` hate the sickenin skul.
-cus they try so hard to mk everione nerdy. (o.o)

ok. dats all i shall say.
dun wanna continue le.
jus say, to say wad i feel.
happi not happi?
sorri.
still not happi?
get lost!

n u huh.
you you you.
pls, ppl haf their own privacy.
they wanna gif u blog add anot, it's up to dem to decide.
force dem to gif?
u'll jus end up mkin more enemies.
tk heed of mi advice.
it'd do u good. ((:

n you you you.
u're gettin on mi nerves!
no matter how mani times i teach n tell u howta do, mi words wuld fall on deaf ears. u jus listen, do wad i say, n forget.
when will u ever read n do the qns urself?
im gettin FED UP wid you you you.

n another you you you.
or, mabe not.

yay!
written down mi faith pledge le! ((:
yupps.
so now is time for mi to tink of ways to earn more money.
haha.
thot of sellin blogskin.
siao rite?
dunno y i tink of tis oso.
jus came to mi mind de.
but, who'd wanna buy.
crazi rite?

mi 2 faithful readers, which i tink u 2 will noe who u r...
wuld u buy if i help u do blogskin?
mabbe not pay mi lar.
like treat mi to a meal?
so i can save up one meal's money.
=))

haha. im havin thots dat r like so...
=X
ok, nvm.
i'll get the money sumhow. ((:
by faith. yes!

anw, meimeii arh, sorri wor.
todae u called mi so mani times, i din pick up ur call.
cus u called at the wrong time.
mornin i cant pick up call.
yea, cus of sum reason.
then second time u call i was talkin to sumone.
abt sth impt lar.
so dun wan pick up oso.
sorri k?

nowadaes realised ppl kip havin moodswing.
dunno y.
gone crazi?
meii[s] arh, dun b so =( k?
meii sad, jie oso sad u noe?
cus jie dunno wad to do to help u all.
mabbe pray for u all onli.
dat ur relationship wid each other will b steadi n fine.
den u all got prob cum find mi tok to mi.
dats all i can do?
mabbe?
i dunno.
=))

anw, smile ok?
nowadaes alot pple seemed so stressed up.
haix.
=D happy!
haha, jas meiimeii de line. (:
h-a-p-p-y


i love each n everi of u pple in m lyfe.
cus all of u rock n ROCK!
we share our burden n joy.
x-jayz* rock like nutting else. (:
mwarks-

hmm.
quite a few daes din update le.
been quite sian nowadaes.
wake up.
skul.
studi.
slack.
return hme.
slp.
yupps. widout touchin mi hw.
not even ONE.
i din do anitin on thursdae.
simplee slept mi way thru the nite on thurs aft IMH.
yea, dats y now, i stil haf thur's hw.
argh.
UNDONE mann.
cool eh?
=(

well, thursdae go IMH lor.
den quite sian but fun at the same time lar.
haha. yea, cus alot of tings happen.
first, was "3a's encounter wid the madman"
outpatient de lar.
den was singin n doin magic.
yar, lame lar.
to tink that 3b did wad he did when he said attention, fall in in threes.
haha.
guaii gias.
=D
jas told mi le, i was like, huh? serious?
den luff liao...
tsktsk-
notti notti...

den we went to the store lar.
den inside they sell SUMTHING lar.
which is meant for gerls onli.
shld noe wad lar, hor?
den sengying they all go plae wid it lor.
goshh..
3a boiis r incurable can?
hopeless lar.

well, den 3bs got a treat fr mr cheng n it's so not fair!!!
ahhh!!!
ok, im so childish.

den went hme aft dat lar.
den ms koh got a shock fr the madman.
she jumped up lor.
haha.

ok, enuff of the madman stuff.

ytd was so FUN lar.
haha.
bcus of wad happen outside staffroom lor.
;) got chased by that blardie idiot.
the yong-crazi-bell.
it's directly translated, thank you. (:
chase us good lil gerls who r so hardworkin.
why bother when even our BELOVED OM, mr lau doesnt even chase us away?
now i realise how much i love mr lau.
awww... =P
how swit... =/
bleahhs.

den we sae dun wan move.
wait for her to chase second time den move de.
den indeed, she came down for second time.
n we were forced to move.
haha, moved outside GB room.
den continued.
n the BIGbell rang again.
this time ring until so loud dat we had to stop wad we were doin totalli.
argh!`
den crap n crap.
den she say we gif her attitude.
next time go out n work, sureli get sucked.
wad she meant was, sureli get sacked.
excuse mi arh, one word's difference is HUGE, do u noe dat?
sAcked n sUcked r TWO different tings lor.
puh-lease, brush up on ur english.
bilingual?
yea, in chinese n goat-language.
haha. ((:
den made us apologise wor!
wow.
so dua pai sia.
u tink u principal meh?
FORCE us to sae sorri?
haha!
dream on.
din realli do aniting, kip disturbin us, stil wan us apologise?
yar, im SORRY!
den she c xian not happi mah.
sae how do u sae sorri?
yea n wadever.
heck lar.
went off the we COUGH n COUGH lor.
cough like nobodi cared.
purposeli de mah.
hopin she'd ring the bell again.
haha.
den i kept *squeaking* lor.
haha.
i meant mi shoes. (:

den aft dat, went off lar.
went lot1 again n everiting.

went hme, so tired again.
culdnt go prayer mtg.
fine, so stayed hme lor.
haii.

wad happen todae?
dun wishta blog.
mabbe abit lar..

saw liangzheng while waitin for bus to go bkt timah.
saw si en on the bus.
rite behind mi.
=O

haha.
den collected mi specs n everiting lar.
called liyi, sae cant cum.
ok, so i went alone.
ended late, so i went hme late too.
reached hme like arnd 815 liddat.

yea, n now, im here.
ok, craps.

SO SIAN.

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well, tmr got bs.
nidta wake up super earli.
hmm...
ok, nutting to blog le ba.
yupps. (:
takkaire pple.
loves! =#


LOVE is benefiting sumone at YOUR OWN EXPENSE.
love is unconditional.
-no strings attached-

yay!
finalli chged blogskin le!
wootx!`

alryte.
gotta go n slp now!
anw, this is not fully completed yet. ((:
sorri if aniting's missin.

takkaire peeps! =))
nitez!
mwarks-

BOO!

hah, guess wad?
we're goin IMH tmr!
whee!`
haha. why so happi?
cus we're goin in to register for their patients' list lor. ;)
yar, n oso help mr heng register oso.
haha. ((:

anw, todae no hw!
yay!
hah, actualli haf lar, but i dunno howta do.
yar, so jus leave it one side lor.
eeks.
mr heng say mi dunno which chap quite ok.
tink factor theorem ba?
eeyer.
den say mus score.
liew. i noe howta do den score lor.
sumtimes dunno y, everiting dunno howta do de.
wad can i do?
nutting.
nvm, jus hope i wun b the one droppin amath nx yr.
=))

so, ying got back her chinese ct paper.
yuckks.
stynks mann.
SUPER not gud.
cus it's areadi not beri gud fer her.
n for mi?
it'd b terrible den.
i'll get a failin mark.
dat's a 10o% guaranteed.
1o1% bad grades lor...
argh!`

chinese lssns was worse todae.
nobodi paid attention, i guess.
mabbe afew did?
elayne did.
yar, cus she aked qns.
liansiong? i dun tink so. cus he was slpin lor!!!
can u believe it?
liansiong slpin in class?!
wow. dat goes to prove dat how powderful our beloved chinese tcher is.
n our BELOVED tcher hasnt said his name yet!
haha. so wad do we call him?
dunno.
the rest of us were either tokin or slpin. -.-"'

n waikeong din zip his pants again.
ohmigoshh.
n he completeli ignored everione lor.
told him le, stil dun wanna zip up.
wah, u tink ppl wanna c arh?
dun nidta show off lor. =X

deb saw it first, den she told longjie.
haha, den he go n see.
den rilli din zip.
den he say until beri loud mann.
den whole class heard lor.
luffed lyk crazi. =D
den tink he went toilet to zip ba.
haha. den when he was standin at the window there, doin dunno wad...
longjie n dunno who was outside lor.
den they do sth to him lor.
haha. was so farnie can?
mi n deb was luffin non stop.
yar, i noe im notti. ;)
bad gerl.
grrrr*

ohh, n i stil haben got mi chinese wb yet!
oops.
lao shi, sorri leh, wo bu xiang mai leh, zen me ban?
-grin`


yay. i did it! ((:

ahh, dun wanna update.
but stil, im here.
bleahhs.
sicko.

todae went snow city.
yea, not much ppl wanna go initialli.
alot wanna pon.
n indeed, mani ponned.
but at least more den wad we expected, turned up.
yupps.

kindda sian diao by xian n meii at ferst.
2 of dem siao siao de.
kip dun wanna go liddat.
liew.
lyk i've said, i dun like the feelin of pon-ning sth widout ani reasons.
so, nx time, if u ask mi to pon, n i gif the da beri not shuang face, dun ask why.
it's either mi mood stynks like hell areadi.
or it's bcus u ppl kindda pangseh mi when u all wanna pon but i dun wanna pon.

den aft dat reach snowcity liao, went upstairs.
haha, guess wad we did?
ICE-CREAM! ((:
yummy.
haha, was kindda fun ba.
cus we kept teasin sumbodi ryte?
haha. yar, got shuaii ge arh?
smile beri nyce issit?
=D*
haha, shld noe who ba.
dunno?
u're dumb. ;)

den he said our ice-cream was perfect wor!
awww...
haha! ((:

aft dat went out lar.
to the sum sort of canteen tingy.
den crapped wid mr lim.
haha. den aft dat he came again, told mr lim foto can collect le.
yar, den aft dat he stopped again.
asked us who wanna tk over his job.
haha. den so farnie lar.
aft dat he thot of our beloved master chef, M-Y.
hah, den sae her name beri NYCE wor.
yar, dun wanna elab lar.
wanna noe?
find a way to noe lor. ((:
tsktsk.

yar lar, den aft dat went in n plae lor.
we went up n down the slope like dunno how mani times lor.

1st time went wid xian, ying, ruyin n liying ba.
ruyin was on the left lor, den she sae left side beri scari. cus she'll b the ferst in the line lar. den beri scari de.
yar, i agree, cus i beside her areadi can feel that her place there is scari liao le.
den stil wanna go up again.
so up we went..

2nd was wid xian, ying, ruyin, liying, tony, jingxiang n thiamhow.
den our line was lik so long lor.
haha, max numbuh of ppl le. =P
den 2nd time we slide until beri far sia.
omost ended at the back lor.
den reached the "slopiest" part of the slope our chain broke off le.
haha, cus mi n tony chain off.
=P but wasnt as bad as the other one.
they went down as ONE.
ended as MANY INIDIVIDUALS.

3rd we added joyce wong n joyce lee n her fren.
budden chain too long liao.
i tink got 11 pple lor.
den the person dun let.
aiyah. so sad lor.
if not wanna try long long de chain leh.
haha. wanna c how we wuld end up as.
=X
den aft dat the 3boiis go on their own.
me n ying.
xian n joyce.
ruyin n liying.

haha. shld b lar.
2ppl not beri scari ba..
haha, yar, beri fun.
den butt beri pain sia.
frostbite.
haha.
den play a few more we go plae wid snow.
den sum stupid ppl, refuse to listen when she throw first time hor?
i sae hit mi eyes liao, still hit second time wor?
dun worri.
u'll get it fr mi sumdae.
u haf tolerance?
i haf too...
heh. =D
EVILgrin-

yea lar.
den farnie ting aft the snow ting was, shaiful lost his shoes lor.
due to his forgetful-ness.
haha, he went to the wrong locker ma.
of cus cant c his shoes lar.
stupid dumb dumb.
haha.
yar, im so into "stupid dumb dumb" nowadaes.
=))

den went hme lor.
den now i beri sian leh.
i see math mi eyes close lor.
den i cum online, mi eyes not tired le.
stupid rite?
argh!`

sickenin mi.

anw, blogskin is temporay ok?
i try to chg lar.
but i dun seem to haf the mood n tyme to do one.
yuckks.
siian mann.
tis skin is sian le.
the pix use n use le.
haix.

=(
i hate math!

well, todae ponned IT.
dun wanna pon actualli.
dun wanna get into trouble.
even though i tink they dun bother le.
but stil, i dun like the feelin of pon-ing sth when i haf no reasons.
n so, we pangseh angela bcus we ponned.
haiish, if i had known, i'd go wid her.
haix.

sorrie lar.
mood stil kindda not gud.
yar, bcus of the stupid chinese ct.
wah, tell u arh, it's so difficult mann.
i omost wanted to gif mr cheng a blank piece of paper lor.
mi understandin sucked like hell for mi ferst compre.
second compre din get ani better too.
was terrible mann.
tell u, the feelin is so not gud.
dun even noe wad u readin, howta do lar?!?

first passage so mani words dunno howta read le.
den the stupid qn ask for dunno wad ting, i dun understand, den i din attempt.
how? when i dun even noe howta read!?

bleahhs.
terrible.
mi chinese is gettin fr bad to WORSE.

tink i drop to band5 ba.
=X hah, of cus not.
jus jokin lar...
i'm not dat dumb.

i simplee slept thruout the whole paper lor.
omost ba.
i did nutting over there lor.
read, fell aslp.
write one sentence, slp again.
argh!`
hah, continue over n over again.
well, jus like wad happened durin mye lor.
=P haha.

practicalli slpin mi way thru the ting.
can even fall aslp when i was writin mi ans lor.
serious k?
not jokin lor.
the passage gets so borin sumtimes lor...
n so cheem dat i dunno a single shyt lar.

stoooooopid.


jas #meimeii :

dun tink so much le lar.
wads done cant be undone le.
lies r told, n they cant b taken back.
it's up to u whether u wanna kip tinkin abt it or jus cast it aside.
i noe it's hard, but u nidta try forgettin.
dun tink or talk abt it le.
=)) smile ba...
jie loves you loads! ((:
mwarks-

mongying #meimeii :

i noe u mad at her for lying lar.
for kipin so mani tings fr u lar.
but suan le ba, bear no hatred.
since u all seldom talk, or mabbe i shld say, dun talk animore, y bear the grudge against her.
it'd mk ur mood stynks like hell, dat's all.
it does no good if u do dat.


jus treasure all the happi tymes all of us had tgt.
jus the HAPPY times.
the bad? cast it one side n move on wid lyfe.
dun stop bcus sum stupid times made u sad n angri n frustrated.
cry or scream or shout or scold all u wan.
jus for once, n jus go ahead wid lyfe.
lyfe jus hafta go on, no matter wad.

n no matter wad..
jie will owaes b here for mi dearest meiimeiis.
loves!

i'm terribly sorrie.
seriousli, i dunno wad's cum over mi.
at dat moment, i was like cant stand it liao.
so i turned damn harsh.
i din realli mean to be so angri at u or aniting.
im realli sorrie.

i cried.
cus i dunno wad i did.
wad i said.
i regretted wad i did.
i wished i culd haf done tings the rite way.
i wished i din hafta be so angri at u.
I'M SORRI.

tried to ctrl myself.
but i jus culdnt when minmin sent me da sms.
tried to put on a brave front, but i failed.
forget it.
i hope u wun mind mi.
im terribli sorri.

thks everione who asked.
thks minmin. ((:
u took the trouble to mk the card when u saw wad happen to mi rite? loves! (:
thks sis doreen. for bein there alwaex. (: hugs!
thks marian.
thks nic for ur advice. =))
thks edward. (: yea, i wun. n it wun happen again.
thks mal n dun worri abt it bah. it's not ur fault exactly lar. ((: mabbe jus try to clear tings up? cheerup.
thks xian oso bcus u asked mi why i damn blardie angri.

sorri, i kindda broke mi promise. but, they dun realli noe wad exactli happened.

sumtimes i felt so tired.
i felt like givin everiting up.
wads tis world cuming to?
they're back again.
why mk ppl live in fear.
wad exactli do they wan?
dominate the world?
freedom?
wad?!

anw, todae shld shld b a super fun dae lar.
but i din blog abt the super nice tings.
mabbe i blog tmr lar.
even if i blog, u all oso dunno wad i tokin abt.
yea, haha. if wanna noe, den tell me lor, mabbe i'll blog.
if not, i dun tink i will blog abt it.
=))


; `w154 + n290 ___*
thks pple for all the care n love.
i love each n everi single one of u to bits n pieces.
u guys mk up mi, mi lyfe, mi everiting.

yo! ((:
past 2 daes din update.
kindda tired lar.
so yupps.
i'm gonna update 3dae's entry for todae!
hah, yar, it's gonna b super long.
bear wid me bah...
haha. but sumbodi wans mi to post long long de.
so, guess she'll b happi.
rite jas? =)

; thusdae___*
hmm...
nearli forgot wad i did on thurs.
yupps.
jus gonna post abt aft skul stuff.

aft sch went to mac wid jas n xian fer awhile nia.
cus i nidta rush to dobhy ghaut to mit cg ppl.
haha. do doreen's tingy.
she's gonna get promoted to EM tmr le!
weetx!`
CONGRATS!

yar, so was kindda late.
i mean, realli late.
smsed tommy when i was at cck mrt.
den he was like, HUH?
haha, but ok lar.
he sae nvm... =X
so anw, they were at plaza sing de ljs lar.
yar, so went there to find em.
wah lau. rushed lyk hell mann.
wished the train culd go faster lor.
so SLOW lor.
argh!`

reached there den tommy sae he piti mi.
den i sae why.
he say alot tings waitin fer mi to do.
i was like, huh?
ME?
why ME onli?
haha, anw, wanted mi to tink of ideas lar.
cus they dunno how.
hahas, yea, so drew "congrats" n "doreen" on the board lor.
yupps. thot it wuldnt b nyce.
but turned out quite ok.
yupps.
=))

went off at 645.
called mum to tell her i'll b like so damn late.
yea. reaced hme like 745?
=X

; fridae___*
rotted at mac again.
for so super long...
arnd 1 to 630.
haha. long rite? =X
beri sian at ferst lar.
towards the end then amoz met us.
den we chatted abt ONE topic.
den tok until beri long sia.
haha. but onli ying n amoz tok liddat leh.
terrible.
k nvm. crap.
yea, so alot of tings oso lar.

for eg,
we found out dat ta is not sumone we expected to b.
i saw dat person's side view, den know it's not liao lor.
get wad i mean?
if no, suan le.
=))

; saturdae [todae] ___*
slept until 11.
dunno why so tired oso.
ytd slept at 1030 lor!
haiishh.
lazi bum bum.
=X

went to collect specs.
ended up wearin same specs back.
bleahhs.
cus the stupid specs got prob.
2nd tyme le.
tink dad beri frustrated le.
sae nx tyme dun go there liao.
haha.

met liyi at redhill den went cg tgt.
was like so late.
but i we werent the latest.
haha, yupps. ((:

anw, cg refreshment so cool todae ehh?
haha.
we had fun mixin rose syrup tgt rite?
swit n overly swit.
bleahhs.

so, went to eat wid tommy ed n weichuan aft dat.
oh no, i pangseh liyi again.
oops. sorrie.
den we were tokin abt sum stuff lar.
yarr.. dun wan sae wad lar..

den aft dat went hme lor.
aft weichuan left at buona, left mi n ed lar.
den at jurongE dat time, ask mi tings lor.
abt cg n stuff.
yea, den tok n tok.
tok all the way to mi hse's void deck.
hah, talked abt alot of tings lar.
yea. =))
n learnt alot.

alrite.
anw, tink mi blogskin alot of prob sia.
haix, ying stil got prob cumin to mi blog.
jas, u haf mah?
haf mus tell mi leh.
if not hor...
yea...
=)) thks.

so, jas, mi blog long enuff mah?
but i tink quite alot of tings u wun noe wad im tokin abt.
sum tings lar. yea. cg de mah, obviousli u wun noe.
haha.
o ya, i rilli nidta save up money liao.
jas, read ur blog le.
u nidta save up too rite?
let's save tgt!

wad i nid is...
-save up money for buildin fund. [URGENT!]
-buy new bible!
-buy billabong cap
-ying's present
-set mi eoy targets!
-new slingbag
-extra cash for nov n dec use! ;)

buildin fun cumin le.
yea, n im gonna gif mi best n fulfil mi pledge!
yes, i will. n im gonna do it.

anw, tis wed LAST WEEK of fasting liao.
yay! n oso last wk of overnite prayer mtg on fridae.
hope i can go bah.
cus neber go b4.
_breakthru!`

this wk din fast 24hrs sia.
bcus of the stupid dumpling tingy.
thot everione mus eat.
end uo cindy n rachel oso din eat.
i was like HUH !?
say earlier lar.
liew. terrible mann.
ferst wk manage to fast 24hrs, FULL.
yea. haha, althou u guys tempted mi ALOT.
wid ur stupid macs n everiting.
but i manage to do it.
now u noe y the other time u all sae wanna treat mi to eat cup noodles i die oso sae dun wan liao rite?
((:

u wun get mi tempted!
yes. ((: im gonna do it.

o yes.
n m targets for eoy!
now, here it goes...

eng: high b4 ((:
chi: b3
emath: b4-b3
amath: b4
ss/hist: c5
geog: high b3 [shld b able to, but mus MUG]
phy/bio: high a2 [im gonna work triple hard!]

yar, sum dun sound realistic to mi.
like mi ss/hist.
i simplee cant pass that dumb subjects.
cum r like do-able.
but i tink im jus slackin alot.
seriousli, ALOT.
i noe i can do much much much better.
since mi ability allows mi to get into 3b.
i MUST do MUCH MUCH better than wad i got fer mye.
i'm gonna mug n mug n mug.
i'm gonna studi n studi n studi.
until i qualify for the "patients list" in IMH this thurs. ((:
which is not possible.
bcus i wun go crazi widin afew daes of intense studyin.

so i'll jus qualify for it durin the eoy? ;)

so. i shall stop le bah.
=)) anw, it's TWELVE MIDNITE!
i've blogged for an hr!
look at the tyme i blooged.
it's 1055pm lor.
omigoshh!`

ok.
anw, it's elyn's burfdae! ((:

HAPPY BURTHDAY!
sis elyn, thks fer all dat u've don for mi n for the former w154.
i love u to bits n pieces mann! <33*
mwarks!-
hugs!*
-imissyouloadds!-
haha, yea, miss her alot alot alot.
awww...
=))

takkaire. (:

on request by sumobdi...
i'm gonna blog another post le. =))
meii asked mi to blog longer mah, ya, so, 2nd entry le ok?
happie? =))
haha.

yupps.
so umm, we were outside mac todae.
den jas saw this realli cute guy.
she said dat he's cute lar.
dunno true anot.
hah, trust her?

hmmm...
well, anw, she was like goin so crazi over him can?
awww...
ta hen cute!
haha. mi hair is standin on its ends le!
u first sight <33* arh? if u noe him huh, will u b liddat huh? hah, yea, he's the ONE&ONLY guy u dun hate lar. n in fact, the ONE&ONLY guy u get a crush on. ^___"infatuations; `
ehh, scarcely he stil dun haf stead wor.
den he finds u cute too!
ahhhhhh!!!!!
^___"fairytaleDreamCOMEtrue ;;*

haha. ok.
u're fallin in lurfe again.
gud?
hope so.
better be.
hah, ok.
tis post talkin abt HIM nia arh?

aiyohh.
cannot lar.
o, ying arh, u go ask sam fer HIS name lor.
HAHA!
so dat jas noe HIM.
haha...
ok, im jus JOKIN seriously. ((:
heh.
so, it's like so late now.

argh.
forgot to ask mi mum abt tmr aft skul tingy.
urgh-ness!`
eeeks!`
tmr mus rmmbr. yar..
=)))

mal finalli updated his multiply acc le.
hah, yay.
got fotos again.
d0ts`
mi blog can act as photoalbum oso liao.
hah. so mani pix sia.

o, rmmbr our EOY TARGETS! ((:
mwahahaha.
i sure kena de.
haiix.

`SLACKINGmode: OFF
`MUGGINGmode: ON!

argh!`
dun feel like bloggin wad i blogged on mi paper outside mac jus now.
lazi lar. haha.
yea, todae eng enrichment was hell.
terrible.
initially was fine, until...


___"scene in classrm 3a l-`

mdm tan (instructor) : now, let's haf the last person up. we'll c who hits the jackpot.
ME: (thinking 'oh no. i've a feelin its me...') yay! last person liao. better not be me.
mdm tan: wad's todae's date?
ME: o shucks. *turns arnd* wah lau. so suay mann. ME?!?
stupid dumb dumb lar.
feel like kickin u till u fall off level 3.
ahhhhhhh!!!
*thud!*

i talked crap mann.
dunno wad i doin oso.
siao.
anihow say sia.
ying sae assembli haf.
better not put everi single one.
better miss out mine.
ya, it WILL MISS OUT MINE. (:
if not, better let 3a's whole roll of film be destroyed lar.
yay! celbration! =))
hah, ya, like real eh?

dunno tmr shld go dhoby ghaut mit cg to do sth anot leh.
4pm. haiish.
tinkin of bringin mi hp to sch sia.
if not beri hard to contact cg pple if i nid to...
haiix. dunno leh.
wanna brin but dun dare to brin.
xian say put inside locker aft sch den tk.
dunno shld jus put in mi bag or wad leh.
scared to tmr suay suay again. got bag chk.
wahh.
first to die sia.
hp confiscate i die mann.
no more hp le.
=( dad wun buy fer mi de.
suan le. jus hope they dun get mi.

wanna do eng compre leh, but realli lazi mann.
siian lor. =X
dun feel like doin hw.
ahhhhhhhh!!!!!
im goin berserk.

haha.
ponned ss/hist ip coacin.
oops. no lar, not realli pon lor.
got tell ms koh de ok?
hah, thks meii.for helpin mi to pon.
=P heh. yupps. she told ms koh de lar.
den ms koh jus let mi off.
haiix.
so cham mann.
im da onli gerl lor.
who else huh..
let mi see...
dere's sengying, jeremy, clement, jj, weiliang, nicholas aka goh yong yong n... ME !?!
awww... piti mi?
=X bleahs.
*piak*
haas.

ok. yea, so went mac to help ying #meii to do her bzjtb.
hah, guess wads dat.
Bao Zhang Jian Tie Bu lor...=)) haas. her idea.
heh. jas #meii oso got short.
ftm.haas. wads dat?
FurtherTheMore.
haha. wonder wads the xtra the for?
hmmm...

yupps.
helped her draw the stupid dumb dumb who kena hit by a fallin durin n died.
pathetic can?
got hit by falling durian?
awww... pain mah?
yes, i now how u feel...sayang sayang..
=)) mwarks-
hope u feel better bah..

BUT too bad, u're dead areadi.

these r fotos we took on 3rd july aft svc. =))

sp, mi n tommy! ((:

n290 plus nic, the burfdae boii! =D

weichuan n tommy. =)

the shi fu n tu di. =D

tommy n pb! =D yo dudes!

tommy wid nic. =)

tommy n kel n junxiong! =))

dun dao us hor! =X haas. that's tommy n ed.

hmmm... sp n tommy. =))

siewpeng n elyn n serene! n wad's ed doin behind?!

elyn wid tommy n mal (:

marian n tommy. . n, ooi! wad u doin?

marian, siewpeng n tommy. ((:

haha. yupps. wanna ask how cum tommy seems to b in everi single foto huh?! type ur name alot of times sia! =P haas.

anws, marian is back le! whee!`

was like so long ago when i saw u mann. awww...

todae, or mabbe i shld say, ytd, was nic's burdthdae! happy burfdae dude! rockk on! ((: sp did a card. yea, it was like so ohmigoshh!!! i like the way his name was spelt. wid the metal wire tingy. hard work. ya, thks to our dearest siewpeng! hah, cool... she did serene's card too! wow. gr8 job gerl! =))

well, jus wanna post all these fotos lar. for fun n luffter, peace n joy. haas, no lar. to kip lor. nxt time i read mi blog den i noe mah. yar, haha. i like to read past blogs. haha, tink of the memories n cool stuff dat happened. yar, it's gr8. ((:

anws, mi blogskin is stil not done yet! ahhhhh!

blahhhs.
trying to find blogskin.
cus im lazi to do mi own now.
wait till i haf time den i'll do mi own.
yay.
my ONE&ONLY. ((:
haha.