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haii.
im really tired and yet i cant slp, again.
=(

tmr got bio commontest.
havent study yet lor.
im preparing to fail liao lor.
cmi la.
tonite mus pia lor.
but i very very tired.
i just feel like lying down on my bed and slp.
=.-
haha.

aiyah.
i feeling so low.
=(

jus now went fellowship.
den aft we finished eating doreen called me.
asked me abt the unclaimed amt in ex-n290.
she say how come i nvr tell her abt it.
den i was like , huh i did ma.. cos she asked abt it b4, den i told her liao.
okae la, but that one maybe i didnt say it out properly la.
haii .
den she say got alot leh..
den from then, i very quiet liao.
alot of things went thru my mind.
yes i know tat i was wrong in not collecting from them every week.
but it's like some of them disappear aft svc tat kind de. or hardly ever get to see dem de.
den some 2weeks gif one time.
haii .
haii .
haii .
forget it. im not going to blame anione.
feeling so guilty.
='(

den some more doreen say she gg to pay those pple back using the fund from the current n290.
im like .. HUH...
cos i know it's not fair to them.
but...
haii..

told doreen mine i dont claim.
but she sae cannot. cos alot.
last time initially i didnt want to claim de.
den dunno why i decided to claim in the end.

she's angry la, i can sense it.
but, haii..

like i've said, i wasnt a good treasurer.
im sorry.

heyya.
ytd didnt blog.
cos i was being a guaii kia. (:
i did ALOT of hmwrk ok?
haha. ying also say ytd i very hardworking.
LOL!
no la, not very hardworkin lar.
got do hmwrk only.
tsk.
=D

stomach still feeling weird.
urgh.
keep having the feeling that i nidta go to the toilet.
bleahs.
very xin ku sia. =(
every morning also liddat.
dat's why these few daes ALMOST late for sch.
ytd ALMOST had my name recorded down as latecomer.
haha but didnt la.
AHHHhhhHHhhHh!~

hmm.
tmr's saturdae.
morning gotta go for bs at suntec church office.
wells, it's at 1015am.
meaning i hafta get out of my hse at like arnd 9am?
i dont wanna rush agn, like wad i did last yr.
alwaes rush until like siao.
den reach like on time tat kind.
cannot la.
but i thk go out at 9am like so..
er...
early?
1hr to reach suntec from my hse ma?
i dunno.
haha nvm, it's gd to be early den late. (:
yea..

den bs will end at arnd 1115.
and cg starts at 3PM!
woah, i dunno what im supp to do aft my bs lor!!!
anibody can accompany me? x(
sad sia.
go hme also cannot.
den go charl's hse also nutting to do.
=X

mtg at 230pm at dover.
erm, guess i'll be rotting sumwhr down thr?
no la.
dunno la, tmr then see lor.
=(

ARGHS.
i NEED to go. =O

ROAR.
im here to blog.
but im kindda lazy sia.
hah actually dont feel like blogging.
but haii.
=X
im still here.

actually not 3rd blogskin la.
i did alot of skins liao.
but this is the 3rd one that do for proper usage.
as in..
next time can use de lor.
ya..

i thk it's nice. erm.. not bad la.
haha.

alot of stuff's been happning lately.
my darling's dad in hosp.
ying's grandma also in hosp.
haii.
but still, dont let this dampen ur mood kae?
ying, know u very stressed with all that's happening arnd you.
but u stil haf me! (:
sorry if i didnt pick up ur calls sumtimes.
=(

God didnt say that lyfe would be a bed of roses.
in lyfe, you'll haf trials and tribulations.
u'll go thru ups and downs in ur life.
but they are just temporary.
they dont last.
while u go thru ur darkest time, God will b with you. (:
He'll pull u thru the situation.

alrites.

i completed qte alot of hmwrk todae.
erm, that is compared to OTHER DAYS.
but stil, the number is very small.
cos there's stil lots more waiting for me to be done.
arghs.
my mountain of hmwrk will nvr shrink.
in fact, i think it's getting higher and higher as each day passes.
wells, agn, i haf only myself to blame for wad is happening now.
lazy lor.
delay and drag lor.
den become liddat lor.
now how?
haii.
=(

i hafta complete FOUR reading tasks by the end of this month.
and the end of the month is cuming soon.
really soon.
rah.
im going crazy alrdy la.

i stil owe mr heng hmwrk mann.
and ms koh too.
that's like so long ago lor.
woah.
cham.
girl ar, this yr Os liao leh!
BUCK UP BUCK UP!
pple, pressurise me. ((:
but i doubt it'd help me.
cos i wont listen to u all.
maybe i will, but most prob i wont.
=(
shld try huh?
lol.

ran 2.4km todae.
bleahs.
terrible.
erm, actually ok la, not too bad.
but can do better one. (:
ran first 1.2km all the wae.
den run abit more den slack liao.
hahas.
hope i can do this on the actual dae.
this is gd enuff alrdy.
15mins ok?
my record leh.
cos i dont usually run one full rnd.
tsk. (:
say i am guaii.
hahahah
=D

had short bio ip coaching aft sch todae.
it's kindda dumb lor.
woah.
tat normala kip asking me n ruyin if we understnd anot lor.
=.-
yaya.. we understnd.
bleahs.
like real la, hor?
we havent studied, howta tell her we understnd or not?
haha.
ok.
wadevr crap.

i went home with an empty wallet to dae.
haha spent all my money at lot1.
=X
oops.
lol.
i kept like so much of my 5days' allowance at home.
of cos, it's purposly de la.
haha.
saving up ma. (:
so i finally got the money from my dad to pay for the class tee alrdy.
wow.
after like so long, i finally got it.
hah i asked today only.
=X

did my emath hmwrk and ss class work at lot1 library with xian.
cos she say ying mabbe mtg us at library.
ya..
but she didnt go la.
thk she has to rush home.
yups.
so we stayed and did our hmwrk.
very guaii rite? =D
tsk.

and i thk ms cherie ong's gonna kill me bcos of my hist test results.
haha.
i heard her asking liying who is yizhen aft the class ended.
lol.
i was looking at her den she didnt tell me anithg.
but thk she will thrash me up down left right, very soon.
heh.
im not focusing my energy on comb humanities animore.
NEVER.
gonna focus on my other subj. (:
haha.

hmm...
okae.
i thk i haf nutting else to say.
so...

tkcare pple! ((:
muacks! xD

BOO.
my skin is peeling mann.
sunburn.
it's so itchy la!
ARGHS.
*scratch*

ytd's chinese oral..
haha.
totally screwed up lor.
i read the SENTENCE with many many pauses lor.
not smooth sia.
den i skipped 2repeated words and read arnd 3 words wrongly.
grrr...
and guess who was my oral invigilator?
ms yong siew ling.
cool mann..
ms yong?
dunno whether i can catch wad she's asking lor.
haha.
but thankfully, i can.
BUT, i went out of point.
how'd i know?
she kindda hinted me la.
yea..
haii..
hope i can do better than what i expect NOW.
=)

finally complete my essay on respect.
woohoo (:
so longggggg lor.
my words very small also.
den nvr leave line.
woah.
thk ms yong will mark until her eyes go blind.
haha.
no la.
at most she mark until dun wanna mark.
tsk. (:

alrite.
so thr's like bio ip coaching tmr?
for only some pple?
which is like almost the whole class.
-.-'''
haha.

yay.
finally, there's sth in my piggy bank.
haha.
it's been empty for qte long.
(^(oo)^) oink.

ARGH!
i feel like hacking my com into pieces mann!!!
argh argh argh .
*runs to storeroom, and back with a hammer*
GRRRR...

the file that tommy was trying to send was . . .
haii .
woah the file so big lor .
den dunno wad happn to my com , say msn got prob.
freaking computer.
bleahs.

den it's sent b4 he went to slp.
so it's sending in process while he's slpin.
meaning i cant online agn and ask him to send lor..
dun wanna disturb him.
=(

stupid com.
brother la.
ask him not to dl so many games, dl so many games.
he downloaded like 10 over games lor.
woah.
feel like choppin him up leh.
one day, the com will crash.
that's when everythg will become so cool.
tsk. (:

owells.
just waiting for that dae to come.
haha.

so we went bowling just now.
w154 didnt go.
dunno why.
so sad.
=(

so it's w387, n290 and kelvin's cg.
erm, kelvin is beeleng's brother la.
got some blur pple thot it's kelvin kang.
haha.
okae.

den we played 2 rnds.
haha.
second time bowling
haha got improvement la.
at least now got strike and spare.
tsk. (:
im happy enuff.
haha.

den aft bowling went laser quest.
budden not everyone playing.
but slowly, one by one, they got dragged in.
tsk.
me?
i didnt plae.
wanna save money la.
=)

so the rest of us stayed outsd to watch them plae, on the tv.
haha.
so lame.

den we walked to bkt gombak.
initially wanted to eat opp bkt gombak mrt de.
den mal go buy bubble tea.
suddenly duno why they wanna go holland v.
haha.
even though qte far for me, but i dun haf dinner at hme, so i went.
aiya, nvm lar.
cos tmr no sch ma.
den i qte free also.
as in i thk i go hme also wont do hmwrk de.
so might as well go with them den fellowship lor.
tsk.

den we dilly dally for qte long.
cos beeleng and nic dun wanna go.
sae very far.
hello? i live nearer to bkt gmbk den the 2 of u leh.
hah den the rest of them sae i got go, how can they not go.
so they decided to go.
so split into 2 cabs lor.
we cabbed down.
cos it was qte late alrdy.
yups.

den me beeleng nic and tommy took second cab.
but when the cab came, nic pangseh us.
say wanna go home.
-.-

haii.
cabbed down, $3.50 each.
went to eat KATONG laksa at HOLLAND V.
hahas.
not bad.
qte nice. (:
i hope i dun get diarhoea.
mal so funny lor.
aft we eat rite, we went arnd the place lar.
to walk arnd.
den halfway he needed the toilet.
haha.
so fast sia.
the effect.
=X

he ate alot of cockles.
or wat is that called?
i dunno lar.
clam or cockles or wadevr.
haha.

den we went back lor.
so that he can go hme.
tsk.

alrite.
so we took a bus to buona.
and i took the mrt hme.

reached hme like arnd 10pm.
stoned infront of the fan, cos i was so so hot.
perspiring like crazy.
=.-'''
haha.

den bathe le online lor.
den chatted until now.
still chatting.
tsk.
with my darling aileen.

haha. jus now she ask me and ting wad present we want.
i havent ask her yet sia.
tsk.
next time then ask ba.
haha.
if not, aileen, when u read this, pls tell me on ur own.
HAHA.
thankyou.

i realise i like to say , "i clever ma.." alot these daes.
hahas.

erm..
so im mtg aileen to go down to church tgt tmr.
whee(:

hahas.
i miss you my darling!
haha.
todae didnt get the chance to see you.
=(
but nvm.
i'll be going down tgt with u tmr.
WHEE!`

hah thk im going crazy.

alrite.
so im waking up at 6am tmr.
i dun care le.
i thk tmr nobody q-ing sia.
except sec1s.
erms.
mabbe yuling also.
aiyah, forgot to ask her wad time she reaching.
=X

hmms.
now edward's in another cg.
nobody to q with sia.
they're alwaes either late or sth.
=(

i wonder, if nobody queues, wad will happn.
hmmm...

okaes.
im startin to haf evil thots.
HAHA no la.
jus jokin .

wells .
it's time i go slp .
kindda late now.
and i haf a secret to tell u.
I HAVENT MEMORISED ANYTHG FOR SPELLING BEE.
how cool huh?
cham .
my word power also .
=X

die die.
tmr morning must mug .
haha.

alrites.
i shall stop .

CIAOS . (:

hahas .
my ppr laid in the scanner for days .
or maybe , close to a week alrdy . (:

i hope the scanner didnt flatten u too much .
o but nvr mind , it saves me time from having to iron it straight .
tsk .

=)

and i thot i lost my confirmation slip .
hahas .

but now , i cant find my ppr .
gee .
im good at losing things .
ROAR .

rah.
im back to blogging.
urgh.
i stil owe ruyin her blogskin.
it's only until she reminded me that i realised i havent done the blogskin.
but hey! i didnt mean to forget abt it okae?
i really didnt haf time, that's why i didnt do.
i mean, if i had free time, i'd be tinking abt the things that i can do wat, rite?
yea, im sure u get wat i mean.

im really bored.
that's why im blogging.
bleahs.
and im sick of the songs in my jukebox.
and ohmigosh.
i cant wait to save up enough money and get my hands on a mp3 player.
im starting to get really bored on all the mrt rides.
argh.
somebody? ((:
*beams*
lol. nah, just kiddin.
i'll buy it myself.
it'd mabbe take me another year.
that's all.

alrites.
so, im kindda red right now.
why?
went sentosa ytd.
but the sun wasnt out when we were playing.
haii.
sad case. that's why i wasnt really burnt.
eeyer. i wanna be burnt mann.
BURN me.
=X
hahahahha, im crazy.
ignore me la.

so urm, im like red on my arms and thigh.
BLA. i want my face to b tanned!
my face not red leh.
they say it's red.
but i dont think so!
bleahs!
REDREDREDRED!
tannedtannedtanned!

owells.
crap.

it'd be another donkey years b4 i'd get the chance to get tanned agn.
haii.
why i like to b tanned?
cos if one is not tanned, it gifs me the feeling that the person looks sick lor.
like bing ren liddat.
i meant patient.
haha. okaes.
no color.
urgh.

alrites.
erm other than sentosa, we went steamboating too.
and over there, angela&xian became siao.
siao zha bor.
crazy pple liddat.
think they just came out from IMH.
i was on the verge of calling the police mann!
haha, serious!
x) yea rite.

they just luffed from 9pm while steamboating till we reach cck, at arnd 1020 liddat.
luff non-stop sia.
siao eh.
dunno wat happned to them.
srew loose somewhr.
haha.

erm.
so the steamboating place was whr i went last time.
but last time dont thk they haf the transportation thingy and the flyers.
woah.
now u go there, u'll be like stunned.
u'll get the feeling of u being abducted liddat.
like they're gonna kidnap u liddat lor.
one van and a few girls.
brrr.

hoho.
im getting tired.
o, and beeleng forgot abt the 10verses she has to test us todae.
oops.
siewpeng realised it only when we got downstairs.
but too bad, beeleng is still at charl's hse.
haha.
so cant gif us on the way also.
lalala.
this yr is qte easy for me.
most of the verses are given for the past 2 yrs.
HOHO. x)
santa claus is here.
thankyou so much, santa.
=.- err...
haha
i took out the 20verses only todae lor.
and i spotted like arnd 10 or more familiar verses.
hahah!
job made easier for me.
less memorising.
hafta recap.
erm, mabbe some only lar.
must work on my punctuations.
bla. gonna burst my brain mann.
hahahah (:

so erm, she's gonna test us on sundae.
o shucks.
that reminds me of my SPELLING BEE.
shoot.
it's on sundae.
and erm, i havent opened that booklet in like daes?
and i havent started on it yet!
how nice.
i feel like banging my head agnst the wall la.
sumbody can shoot me too. (:
o mann.
and i haf like stacks of assignments to do lor.
how?
haii.

tmr going out for bowling&LaserQuest.
i thk it'd be qte fun?
havent tried laser quest b4.
dunno if it's gonna be fun.
haha.
i thk it will be ba.. (:

shyt la.
i thk i kindda sprained my ankle at sentosa ytd.
i cant lift my feet off the grnd and my heels touching the grnd at the same time.
erm, do u understnd wat i mean?
okae. simplify it.
u noe howta tiptoe rite?
ur heels off the grnd and toes on the grnd rite?
i cant do the other wae rnd.
heels on the grnd, toes off grnd.
i cant do that.
oww..
sprain?
=(

wells, i haf like 2 more daes to complete alot of things.
i still owe one reading task.
shucks.
im dead meat.
=X
hurry, this time im for real, kill me!
NOW!

arghhhhhs.

alrites.
i thk im goin to stop here.
haf blogged long enuff..

tata!-

YIZHEN'S WISHLIST (:

:D more clothings!!! (tops + bottoms)
:)) jackets!
:)) NIKE dunks! (how can i forget abt this! haha)
x) vouchers for me to buy MP3! (vouchers, cos i noe u guys cant afford ONE MP3, haha)
x) big snoopy soft toy?
:P MANY MANY colored pens&markers.
:P more CDs.
:P a watch from THAT bugis stall.

notice that they are coded?
haha.

lengend
:D - MOST IMPORTANT !
:)) - not as important but still important la.
x) - KINDDA redundant?
:P - total crap. i wrote that for fun. just to make my needs known. LOL!

wellwells.
i hope i've made ur job easier.
dont hafta hunt until so xin ku.
haha. =D

i realised i've been wearing the same shirt and pants over and over agn.
meaning, i've ran out of shirts and bottoms.
that explains my " :D " coded wish.
haha.

i need a jacket cos im also wearing the same jacket over and over agn.
but not as impt as shirts lar.
lol.
shoes too! (:
i nid another shoe when i wear my jeans.
my high cut shoe can only be worn for the pants i bhot this year.
so im wearing last yr's when i wear jeans.
and the pink is very dirty alrdy.
it's time i wash it.
but i thot i washed it like, weeks back?
stil it's dirty.
cant help it lor.
haii.
x(

alrite.
im done with this.

2 more days to XIUTING's birthday (:
wow.

and few more weeks to mine.
tsk.

ciaos .

bleahs.
my previous entry is damn lame.
i know.
i've got nutting better to do lar.

and tell u sth, im not gonna care abt the amath file.
im not gonna hand in tmr.
firstly, xian's not gng to hand in tmr, so am i.
secondly, im too tired to wake up to hand in tmr.
thirdly, im too lazy to go to sch, just to hand in the stupid file.
yups.
so i dont care le.

tmr mtg at 3pm at dover.
gng to charl's hse for cg.
woah.
aileen's cg starting at 130 lor!
so early!
haha.
but i prefer earlier.
better lar.

haii.
tmr cant mk it for childrens' church agn.
i dunno when i can go lor.
and when i can go, i dunno wat sis lynn will do to me lor.
as in wat she will tell me lar.
so many weeks didnt go sia.
=X
uh oh.

wells, Os is starting soon.
very very soon.
just a few more mths and doomsday is here!
mwahahahha.
so, i'll be taking ministry break in arn june or sumwhr there lor.
yea..

erm..
so todae guess who i saw at lot1?
BRYAN & leo !
woah.
so cool.
dunno wat they filming over there.
think mabbe some variety show or sth?
saw them when we were gng down to b1.
that was when we came down from lvl3.
so we stepped on the escalator liao, and we bo liao.
go up lor.
go first floor caught a gimpse le, den we went 4th floor.
den went more than words.
and i THINK i saw SHAWN LEE.
lol.
todae see so many celebs ar?
=X

HAHHA.
so i bhot this 500 piece puzzle set at more than words.
and i doubt i haf time to do.
i feel that im very dumb.
doin such things.
lol.
nvrmind, it'd be completed, sooner or later. ((:

wellwells, so we went back down, wanted to go hme.
and guss wat?
at level3, food culture, we saw bryan and leo AGAIN.
-.- woah.
den alot of pple crowding near the escalator lor.
the security guard gotta ask the pple to move lor.
haiyoh.

den think they stae until very long.
cos my mum 7plus went lot1, they're stil there.
lol.
=D
do bryan go!
(c:

woah.
i spent so much time tokin to aileen while waiting for sis beeleng to sms me the list of songs to do for the songsht.
den ended up she asked someone to do liao.
den nvr tell me. =(
grrr..
=.-"'
hahaah, nvm.
i helped my meimeii do blogskin while waiting also.
yups. so time not really wasted. ((:
tsktsk.

erm..
so u've seen my ppr results.
i tink it's terrible.
really.
even though it looks better than usual ones, it's stil not wat i want and not wat i can do.
=(
disappointed.

im not happy with my eng.
not a single bit happy with it.
shyt me.
xian and ying can get higher marks in eng, why cant i?
dont care.
im gonna beat them next time round.
but how?
my compre pulled me down.
im bad at compre.
my strength is compo or paper1.
haii.
but unpredictable things happen, all the time.
i tink i either failed or nearly failed my compre assignment, tats why i lost them.
grrrr...
all of you'd better watch out!
=DD
mwhahahaha .

alrites, i tink i've to stop ya?
been online for so long.
and oh, i've added 2 more sections in my blogskin.
calendar and sth extra.
lameness.
spelling bee prelim postponed!
so happy!
WHEE!`

lol.
im going nuts.

my ppr results slip. nice grades rite? haii. lazy to type lar.
a picture paints a thousand words. (:

ARGH.
how come LEO still not out of star idol yet?!
chengxi is out mann..
=(
sad la.
i wanna see leo NO MORE.

chengxi dont gif up on his dreams mann!
bryan JIAYOU & beat LEO !!! hahahahahh!
leo? gd job.

just now ruyin smsed me the results, i was like WHAT?!
haii. u walk down the streets, when u hear pple talking abt star idol, haf u ever heard someone talking abt leo?
NO RITE?
he's not popular la!
rite?

and so, im still wondering how much money he paid, to get himself still alive and kicking in the competition.
erherm, im still amazed at the feat . (:

hmm.
todae havent touched any hmwrk yet.
urgh.
i shall list down wat i hata do.

and these are all that i rmb:
- eng compre
- amath ex 15.2 (uh oh, owe mr heng for a long time le)
- eng reading task (i still haf one more)
- emath hmwrk to be handed in tmr.
- chinese chapt4 notes (i hate this)

yups. liddat lor.
and these are all that i rmb.
i bet there's more lar.
haha. cos i owe too much hmwrk.
mabbe those that i dont rmb are those that the teachers wont bother to collect animore.
and shyt, i forgot to hand in ex15.2 todae.
meaning i will haf one lesser assignment for my amath in the ppr.
o shucks.
thats very nice.
=(

haii.
just now online.
wanted to blog.
budden lazy.
then chatted on msn and ying called me to help her with the blogskin.
so do that thing do until now.
gosh. so slow leh!
dumbo.

helped her with sam's blogskin.
lol.
his blogskin alwaes sth wrong de.
haha.

alrite.

o..
ms ng didnt know i was from 4A! =))
lol.

cos todae bbal pple went for match.
den she ask who's from 4a de, can help jason they all to keep anot.
then she ask jeremy, 4A de rite? can help to keep?
he sae NO lor.
-.='''
dexter also.

woah.
den ms ng ask who else from 4A de.
nobodi ans sia.
haha. =X
of cos i wont ans her la!
lol.

and the 2 of them told ms ng that im from 4A.
woah easy to push it to me wor.
HAHAHA!
den u noe wat ms ng sae when she heard that?
"yizhen 4a de ma? ta bu shi 4a de la, shi ma?"
lol!
i burst out laughing mann!

thanks ar ms ng, for thinking so highly of me. x)
haha.

owells, pple msn-ing me agn.
haha.
hmm..
im gonna multi-task soon! (:
lol.

erm.
but i think no nid lar.
nutting for me to blog abt.
=X

okae.
shall stop.
tkcare pple.

muacks!

why was i so pissed just now?

sth stupid happened lar.
really stupid.
dumb shyt.
im pissed and sad and dunno wat la.

my brother got his math CA results back.
and he scored 50/100.
woah for the first time he got tis kindda marks lor.
-.-

den my dad dunno todae wat happened to him.
see this kindda marks then he damn angry.
and i mean REALLY ANGRY.
den scold here there everywhere.
shouted at the top of his voice.
den i was slping lor.
awoke cos he shoued.
wahlau.

den say he earn money very xin ku.
we anihow waste money never study properly.
waste money on tuition.
waste money on useless things.
den if not, we culd haf gone overseas many times liao.
wad shyt.
i agree very xin ku lar.
but wat to do?
like we can help it liddat?
u want us to do well ma.
so liddat lar.
ok.

den by then my brother alrdy crying like dunno wat liao.
b4 i woke up, dunno wat happened lar.
den..

yea..
i go eat dinner lar.
den wahlau.
my brother scored this type of grades, he shout at my mum for wat shyt lar.
say wat she never spare a thot for him.
wat dont haf?!
like everythg can ctrl liddat meh?
den both of them BLABLABLAH.
fcuk.
den i very pissed liao.
darn angry.

at tat moment, i really feel like shouting at them lor.
WEI! SHUT UP LA! VERY NOISY LEH!
wah lau.
budden i noe i cannot.
i might get myself into trouble only.
so i just shuttup.
but, i cant shuttup also.
haii.

den the 2 of them quiet.
then my mum scold my bro.
haii.
cannot take it la.
then i . . .
*sniffs*
='(

buay tahan lar.
shyt sia.

if i cant vent my anger, i'll just..
='(

haii.

so tat's wat makes me so pissed off.
may seem small from here.
but not when u see the real thing happening.
it looks shitty.
you'll feel shitty.
just like me, im feeling shitty.

my eyes looked swollen from the crying just now.
urgh.

now i cant get aniting done.
i've so much to do, yet so little time.

ahh..
can finally blog abt this liao.
MULTIPLICATION.
haha.
why i sae finally?
cos from last sundae, i alrdy noe abt it liao.
den got alot of things wanna blog but...
cannot.
cos some of them dunno yet.
in fact, nobody knew.
except me and weichuan.
we were the first i guess?

yups.
so IN CASE, any of them reads my blog..
plae safe lor.
cannot blog.
=X

yea..
so doreen told me and weichuan abt multiplication last sundae aft svc.
den she told me tat i time i was like..
ohmigoshh..
i cant believe it.
it's like so fast lor.
not even one year yet.
im happy yet at the same time sad.
happy, that we're moving to a whole new level. =)
sad, that im gonna miss everyone. =(
and ever since den, i was like feeling qte low for the next few daes.
cos i was tinking abt certain things.
me and my walk with God.
multiply liao.
i need to rise up in the cg and not depend on others to tk initive.
i hafta b more vocal. i need to talk more.
i need to have a breakthru, desperately.
seriously, sumtimes, i dont noe why im doing all these that im doing.
haii.
im feeling the distance.
i was at a total loss of wat to do.
*so ying, this was the reason why i was so down for those past few daes. not bcos of anyone. i tink im just too... weird? bla. nvr mind.

tat dae doreen saw my msn nick.
i wanted to tell her everything.
but i held back.
i guess i didnt haf the courage to.
and maybe, i dont know how to.

i felt like giving up.
but i held on and believed.
but nutting's happening.
why is this so?
wats wrong?
=(

den that dae edward and mal was like toking abt wat BIG ANNOUNCEMENT we will haf on saturdae.
cos doreen told everyone that sat cg will haf big announcement.
den the 2 of them was saying that it culd be multiplication.
haha.
then on our wae back from queensway aft shopping with chevy they all..
mal smsed ed.
abt the big announcement.
then ed ask me.
i was like, wanna tell but yet cant tell lor.
so stucked can?
urgh.
den i kept quiet lor.
didnt say yes, didnt say no.
haha.

yea.
erm..
so actually b4 last sundae, i sortta like guessed tat cg gg to multiply liao.
cos out of the blue, doreen cum and ask me if my hse can be used for cg.
haha.
=X

and toking abt this..
i still dont understand why my mum doesnt allow us to use the hse for cg lor.
to me, i tink her reason very lame lor.
but haii.
wat to do, she seems so adamant abt it.
=(

and it really seems like there's nobody else whose hse can be used.
or rather, more convenient also lar.
most of them hafta transfer bus and blablablah.
or maybe got some other reasons?
hmm..

alrite.
so erm..
i told beeleng tat maybe she can try calling my mum?
haha. but i tink it's kindda stupid lar.
=X

so.
okae, umm..

fast forward to ytd. (:

ytd cg.
muahahah.

aft everything...
doreen and beeleng announced who's in which cg.
they wrote it on the vanguard sheet.
so scary leh.
then liddat they show everything lor.
=X
last time elyn tapped our heads.
everything slow slow.
then ya..

ok. back to the point.
they stuck up the N290 list first.
then followed by W387.
then finally, those who're transferred to other cg de.
they're transferred over to help la.
yea.. (:

so rite now..
i'll list down the pple who are in which cg ba..

let me go with my own cg.
im in W387 (:
led by sis beeleng. ((:

and the pple are..
me
malcolm
lydia
mavarick
yu ling & nic wong (w154 transfer)
charlene
asher
audrey
pb
siewpeng
LITTLE eliz
and of cos our wonderful sis bee leng!
=))

wow.

now for n290 (:

aileen and a guy which i dont noe howta spell his name.. (transfer fr w154)
weichuan
hendy
serene
tommy
doreen ng
jason
chevy
dick lee
weiwen
pei lian
and finally, doreen, the cgl! ((:
and i tink there's one more person, but i cant rmb who.
haha.

alrite.
the ij girls got transferred over to elyn's cg.
so now elyn has all the ij girls.
=X
haha.
there's FIVE if im not wrong.
yea..
edward got transfered over to another cg also.
then tat cg, think multiplied from elyn + another cg de.
alot of w154 pple tat he noe is insd.
ya..
haha.
den jiasiang went to anoher cg also.
budden i dunno who's cg is tat.
=X

yups.
so tat's all at the list of pple in each cg lor.
haii.
again, those who are closer to me are in another cg again.
it's alwaes like this.
=(
transferred out de, or n290, both also got.

so this cg, erm..
i'll be like babysitting the kids sia.
all the kids here.
then they'll either be sticking to siewpeng or me lor.
=X
realised alot of them living in my area also.
haha. cck area.
=P

owells.
wanted to prepare a small card for edward de.
budden ytd do math do until slp INFRONT of my com.
=X
den woke up at 4am, realised im not slping in my bed.
haha. den cant do card for him.
=X

anw, i wanted to thank him for all that he has done lor.
the things tat he has taught me..
challenged me.
yups.
sortta like my second leader under the cgl lor.
mingle with him and u'll learn alot. (:
used to tink tat he super strict an stuff liddat.
when we were still in w154.
den i was very afraid of him de lor.
=X
really.
cos he will say alot of things..
then i very scared.
haha. OOPS.
no offence kaes? (:
but things haf since chged.
multiplied to n290, im closer to him liao.
got to know him better and talked to him more.
crapped with him even.
=)
haha.
he's one lame guy lar.
yea.
so.. THANKS arh.
lol.
den i didnt do card so i msged him just now lor.
haha.
=D
im gonna miss you lots ya!
loves! (:
keep rocking mann! (:

ok.. im gonna mention alot of names mann.
haha.

DOREEN!!! (:
thanks for being such a gr8 leader.
you've given me the chance of being a treasurer and entrusting me with all the money.
sure i did learnt alot from there.
but im sorry to say that i tink i didnt really do a gr8 job.
=(

thks anw.
for the care and concern you've shown not just to me but too all in the cg. ((:
but i guess bcos of my chracter, u dont know me too well.
and now, we've multiplied..
okae. so ermm..
keep impacting&inspiring the many lives that God is gonna put in your hands. (:
i love you lots lots! HUGS! ((:

tommy!!! (:
my shifu (treasurer ma, haha) and BIGbrother .
lol. even though it seems like im alwaes the one colleting cg fund from them bcos u're barely seen on sundaes bcos u hafta usher, thks for helping at times too. (:
thks for taking the initiative to want to know ur members better bcos thru tat, i've also known u more. haha. cos im not the vocal one. =X (o no, shld talk more)
enjoy crapping with you lar. ur lame and stupid jokes. =.-
haha. you've been gr8 n im gonna miss u lots!
keep rocking for God and rocking for everyone!!!
hugs! (:

huimin!!! ((:
you're so so sweet!
you're simply like the candies la!
every other occasion, u'd prepare cookies and sweets for everyone.
like during valentines' day and xmas.
and all the cards tat u've did for me, as an ANGEL in w154..
they were so nice can! (:
i love you planeloads and i will miss you like dunno wat! (:
keep shining!
LOVES!

eliz - my bond!!! ((:
o no.
our bond's not gonna break, aight?
we didnt really bond leh!! o no..
=X
but still, i love you many many!
like more than just planeloads? (:
haha. bleahs.
keep ur faith in God strong ya!
i love my bond! ((:
HUGS!

weichuan ! (:
just wanna say that u've brought joy to the cg with all ur lame-ness lar.
continue to do tat wor.
HAHAH!
but dont mk everyone faint.
cos ur cg got 2 BIG lamers.
u and tommy.
ltr ur members cannot tk it.
=X
HAHAHAHAHHAH!
okae.
im being lame.
so, just continue to love the Lord and serve Him with all ur heart ba! ((:
loves lots!

hendy ! (:
lol . can see tat u've chged alot since the first time u came till now.
continue to let Him work in you ya! (:
o and kip rocking with ur OSCHOOL thing.
I MUST SEE U PERFORM ONE DAY! x)
haha. jiayou!
o, and if u really noe this guy, he's really lame too!
=)) haha.
hugs! (:

serene!! ((:
hmmm...
sotong sia. (:
blur until very cute.
haha. wat am i tokin abt.
crap.
she's got a very unique personality and she loves to smile and luff too!
keep bringing joy to the cg with ur smiles and luffter ya. (:
hugs!! ((:

weiwen! (:
my angel in n290 + w101.
haha.
still cant forget the fact that u gave me TWO gifts for FOUR or FIVE themes!
HAHAHHAHA.
no lar.
just jokin. ((:
u rock rock rock la!
of cos la, the angel rocks bcos his mortal rocks too! x)
haha.
God will use u to do many gr8 and mighty things. (:
keep the fire in you burning!
loves my angel lots! (:

hmmm..
tat shld be all ba..
yea..
lastly, thanks EVERYONE for the care and concern that you've shown. (:
EVERYONE'S BEEN GREAT! (:
i love all of you mann!!! (x
must continue to keep in touch with one another ok? (:

omigoshh.
my blog is so so so longgggg..
haha.
i wept ytd.
eyes very watery.
got tears only lor.
but i didnt cry.
haha.
too emotional lar.
=X

the other time, multiplication, i cried until i was sick mann!
crazy lor.
cry until bcum flu.
=.- haha!

alrite.
im gonna stop here den.
alrite?

# memories .
N290 (: &W101 .
the moments that we shared , they'll be etched in my heart .
forever .
never will they ever be erased .
i love n290 & w101 ! (x


the journey has begun ; w387 . (:
on 4thMARCH2006 =D

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/\ original photo. (: we ROCK!




/\ another edited photo. this time, with tommy as cameraman (:




/\ unedited version.



i am really gonna miss everyone so much.
=) loves everyone.
*will update more ltr. (: erm, tonite? yups.

n_n tata-

woah.
todae amath lesson was horrible.
cos i dont understand a single thing.
gosh. dont know how im gonna manage amath common test on mon lar.
=X
shld get help from sis waisum.
budden hor, woah, im like not free sia.
how ar?
no choice.
do on my OWN lor.
do until i die mann.
shall pia on sundae nite.
yes. (:
im terrible at differentiation mann.
and dunno wats the other topic.
i forgot.
urgh.
hate it.

ohwells.
i've only myself to blame.

hmms.

went pizza hut aft sch with xian ying and joyce.
ruyin reached at arnd 4pm.
but by that time, we were gone.
=(
saw yongjia yijie shiying and si en inside too.
haha.
then ying so lame lor.
go ask them sth stupid that yihsuen said in class today.
=.-"'
i almost fainted mann.

den they went to hunt for earrings.
so slow lar.
haii.

saw clement they all going up.
then they came down le, we're stil there.
how FAST .
=X

den finally, they've bhot wat they wanted.
then we went library to do hmwk and chat.
den got this grp of AES guys come and ka-jiao us.
=X
so noisy sia.
very crappy and dumb also.
grrr..

when they finally left, we had peace. (:
haha =D

o and u noe why i can go lot1 with them?
me and ruyin told mdm normala tat we didnt study for the test.
then told her to gif us another time.
haha.
then she sae mondae recess.
then aft tat hazwan came into the picture and spoiled the wonderful news.
normala changed the time to tmr, AFT SPORTS MEET, AT THE STADIUM.
how nice.
thanks arh.
=(

so meaning, i haf one extra task to do aft this.
argh.
study bio.
tsk.
=X

KESTREL WILL WIN TMR !
KESTREL WILL BE THE CHAMPION FOR BOTH THE CHEERING AND THE HEATS EVENT!
KESTREL IS THE OVERALL CHAMP!
whee!`

haha.
im gng crazy.
=X

mtg ying to go stadium tgt tmr.
hope im not late.
=)

o and also, i've finally finished copying the nine dumb chapters.
yay.
i rock.
im cool.
=DD
heh.

saturdae morn got ip coaching.
till late morning i guess?
maybe going str8 for cg aft tat lor.
dun even noe wat time cg is starting this wk.

haii .

mann.
it's amazing.
i've completed 6.5 chapters out of the NINE chapters tat im supp to complete by tmr aftnn 5pm.
the chinese thingy la.
wow.
hah.
how'd i do tat?

from the first period to the second last period, i wasnt listening to the teachers at all. (:
simple as tat.
none of them bothered abt me.
i stopped at the second last period bcos last period was ms cherie ong's lesson lor.
aiyoh.
why her lesson???
=X

ok lar.
i tink i power enuff liao.
haha.
=))

thks xian again, for helping me to do my zuo ye. (:
iloveyou lots.

wahlau.
mr heng crazy sia.
gif 10 AMATH QNs.
tmr must finish.
die lar.
tat topic i dunno howta do de sia.
=(
differentiation issit?
argh.
see? i've even forgotten wat topic is tat!
how nice mann.
urgh.

i stil haf like so many hmwrk leh.
stil got 2 reading assignmts.
of which ONE of them is a STORYBK de.
grrrr..
i dont care.
dont tink im gonna hand in tmr.
in fact, i tink i cfm wont hand in tmr la.
haha.
wadevr.
i love ms yong la.
HAHAHA!

fridae tink im going bencoolen with RYbaby aft sports dae.
to get her watch ba..
provided tat ying is buying tat pants from her lor.
if nvr buy, then we're not going lor.
haha.
=D

omigosh.
im terribly broke la.
ytd spent so much.
haii.
sad ar.
=X

wellwell.
im gonna do my hmwrk lar. (:
shant waste time here.
bb.