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shucks.
my fabric paint is still not totally dry yet!!!
argh!
what do i do?!
:(

i'm afraid that it's still like this when i wake up.
argh.
hurry, dry dry dry!!!
it's dry on the outside only.
ugh. this is so frustrating.
=X

PLEASE.
I beg of you.
be dry by then, ok? (:
pretty please?

dammit, my room's in a total mess.

SIANSATION.


MR SHASHI, it's all thanks to you that i have this long scratch on my leg.
=X

alright, I'm gonna be really busy.
doing all those teachers' day stuff.
oh mann.
there goes my studying time.
:(

that stupid tumbler.
GRRR..

alright.
I'll stop.
xD

soangrysoangrysoangrysoangrysoangry
sosadsosadsosadsosadsosad
soangrysoangrysoangrysoangrysoangry
sosadsosadsosadsosadsosad

well, i got back my prelims pratical results today.
and i'm freaking disappointed with my results.
and wth la, my biology section actually scored LOWER than that darn physics!
i even FAILED my biology section loh!
TOTAL FLOP.
=(

how can i even fail for my bio!!!
i scraped through the whole paper.
15/30.

almost wanted to cry when i saw my marks.
so freaking pissed at myself.
utterly disappointed.
very very sad.
very angry.
I reckon that I'm at the bottom of my class.
at the best, maybe the last 3rd.

PRELIMS LEH!!!
This is just the practical and i've flunked it, so badly.
damn.
this is why i'm feeling so pissed.
and it's SCIENCE!!!

wtf, my A1 for SCIENCE is gone..
JUST LIKE THIS.
:(
and because of this, I'm losing hope.
and also, I'm losing hope because I'm afraid that I won't be able to finish studying for everything by prelims.
which I think would happen.

if i get an A1 for science for my prelims..
haha, it'd be a miracle.

SIGHS.

I'll reply to tags some other time.
I'm going back to my beloved physics.(:
been at it for hours.
haha.

take care my friends.
:DD

such insonsiderate behaviour.
totally INTOLERABLE.

playing music from that darn handphone of yours.
and it's so freaking loud.
what do you think you people are doing?
some rock concert on the train?

wth, you want rock concert?
i think i'll get two pieces of ROCKs and hit them against each other.
i bet that sounds much more pleasant to EVERYONE.

pple are already staring at you, and yet you are not doing anything to stop them from doing so.
talking and shouting at the top of your voice.
what crap.
all of you are merely CENTIMETRES from each other.
at the most, an arm's length.
is there a need for you to use a voice so loud that half the cabin(or maybe the whole cabin) can hear?

such dumbness.
you've made my journey home a really unpleasant one.
all throughout the train ride, you've been providing non-stop hits for the passengers.
do you know that it's so eff-ing irritating?
cos the sound that comes out from a handphone is well, ya know, not that nice.
in fact, i define that sound (or so called music, to you) as NOISE.
i guess most pple uses the same word on that sound.

what's more irritating is that you people know that you yourselves are irritating.
how'd i know?
you were talking so loudly, of cos i heard it lah!
you know it and yet you do it.
such a nuisance.


be glad that i merely stood that, cursing and swearing under my breath.
be glad that a punch did not land on your beautiful face.
and YES, you are glad that you did not wear that darn uniform of yours.

BOO.
there's physcis test today, and yet, i didnt study for it.
because i dont know about it.
there's also amath test today.
and yet, i didnt study for that freaking test.
INTEGRATION.
and what the hell, he added differentiation inside.
so, doesnt really make a difference if i studied.
well, yah, i didnt study for that as well.
dang. how cool huh?

well, just a short post today.
aint gonna post much.
havent anything much to say.
chinese lesson tomorrow.
dont know what will happen to the almost all boys class.
shall see tomorrow.

had tuition just now, and did emath all the way.
cos we're having emath mock prelims this week.
so yah, i told her that i want to do emath instead of amath.
LOL, so 2hours and 30mins was spent on emath.
bleahs.
and I think my emath still quite, erm..
OKAY, in the sense that i can do almost all questions.
yeah, but some topics..
erhem.(:
like for example, TRANSFORMATION. and STATISTICS.
I sucked at them.
horrible.
can't help it.
i slept during lessons on transformation.
if not, I'd be dreaming.
hoho.
i have myself to blame.

alright.
i shall stop my post here.

<3
LOVES ALL.(:

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THE MOMENT YOU STEP INTO THIS BLOG,
PLS MAKE YOUR PRESENCE KNOWN BY TAGGING.
even if it's just a smiley or a hi or whatever crap, tag me!!!
:) haha, im desperate. LOL.
thankyou.

phew.
my amath marathon has lasted for a week already.
:(
amath is eating up all my time!!!
stupid mr heng.
:(

alright.
so i finally bathe le.
haha, cos late afternoon come back, then just now then bathe.
LOL.
stinky me.
bathe le come online, immediately two flashing msn window appeared.
haha.
it's my beloved DOREEN NG and TOMMY.
:)
oh i miss n290 so so so so much.
always see jason.
but the rest of them..
once in a while then get to see them de.
:(
doreen ng worse still.
dont know how many months then see her one time.
=X

AILEEN!!!
I VERY LONG NEVER SEE YOU ALSO LE!!
:(

haha alright.
crap.

manage to finish sending mal the hillsong album in ONE HOUR AND THIRTY MINS ++
:D
cool huh?
that's like so long loh.
enjoy the cd ah..(:
heh.

oh!
pastor kong's birthday is on the 23rd AUGUST!(:
happy birthday in advance pastor!!

im having science PRELIMS practical this coming wednesday.
i hope all goes well for me.(:

hmm, exams are round the corner.
i read that the sjc girls are already having their prelims!
gosh, thats really fast mann.
=X
girls, all the best!(:
and all others who are having their exams now/soon, JIAYOU!
:DD

alright, i should stop now.
i have to complete 15d.
:(

sighs.

but i'm really tired.
i really really dont know who im doing all these for.
really.
i have no fucking idea.

and really, if given a choice, i wouldnt go.
i'd really do that.
i've even thought of going out like every other day.
and returning as per normal.
but never arriving at the destination.
i've thought of all sorts of excuses.

but when the thought that you MIGHT call my parents stopped me.
just dont want them to know.
just dont want them to probe me.
I dont know if you will, and so i didnt.

the only difference i have from the people of the world, is that i go to church.
im trying to be who i am not infront of my fellow brothers and sisters.
im putting on a mask infront of you.
that, i dont think, is the real me.
my friends, they know that im a christian, becos i told them.
if i've never told them, and they never knew about me going to church on sundays, i doubt they'll know.

I'm really not who all of you have perceived me to be.
I'm sorry.
What you've seen about me, is just an act.
an act to pretend that I'm doing fine.
i'm sorry, and i'm feeling guilty.
guilty, to damage the hopes that you have of me.

I'm not as simple as this.
I'm not what you see.



Father Lord right now I come before you with a broken soul and spirit.
I pray that You'd take me and heal me.
Lord come and touch me and fill me with Your presence.
I need a fresh touch from heaven.
I need Your assurance.
I need Your love.
I need Your touch.
I need Your warm embrace.
I need Your strength.
I need Your joy.
I really really need Your presence.
To keep me going on, in this journey.
Assure me with Your touch.
Teach me in Your ways.
Guide me with Your love.
Show me how to live.
Holy Spirit, I pray that You'd come and fill me once again.
Let me experience You like never before.
Just one touch, it's all that I need.
Just a still small voice from You is all I need.
Just a vision, and it can assure me..
that You, indeed, are real.
O Lord right now, I ask of You again, that You'd wash me clean of my sins.
I commit my life unto Your loving hands.
My everything, I place them in Your hands.
I pray that nothing will separate us.
Nothing shall come against us.
Nothing can stop us.
I shall love You, for You first loved me.
You shall be my king.
The One who rules and reigns in my life.
Nothing happens without Your consent O Lord.
Keep me from the devil's evil hands.
Help me to overcome the devil.
And Lord I ask of You, that You'd let Your love flow out of me.
Use me to be Your instrument, Your mouthpiece.
Empower me O Lord.
This, is my heart's cry.
Hear me good and hear me loud.
Lord, let me be so disciplined.
Help me to love You more with each passing day.
Regardless of how tired I may be, Lord I pray that You'd begin to renew my strength.
That I may come before You every single day, without fail.
Lord, give me a vision and a sense of purpose.
Let Your light shine through.
..From the inside out, Lord my soul cries out..
Pour Your love down on me.
Lord, I want to love You, for eternity.
I pray that my love for You would never die.

I pray all these in Jesus' mighty name,
Amen.


I hope everything will change for the better.

^^ i wanted to buy this for a freaking long time already!!!
I want to buy this cos it's BIG.
LOL.(:

anybody...?
:D

i'd be glad.((:

BOO.
My left arm still hasnt recovered yet.
:(
and I think it's worse?
argh.
now i cant even use my left hand to tap my left shoulder!
PAIN AHHH!!!
:'(

it's not a good day today.
terrible.
but i wont talk about it.
chuck it one side la!

okay.

oh by the way..
it's HONG JUNYANG's birthday today!!
:DD
haha, and also TOMMY and SYUHADA's birthday.

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to all 3 of you
happy birthday to you

haha, that was lame.

anyway, i did amath 15d just now.
was horrendous.
really, i tell you, i dont know how i'm going to pass my prelims la!
:(

so much questions that i dont know how to do.
eh! prelims are coming la, WAKE UP!!!
x(

i really need a break, seriously.
:(

ohmygosh.
i'm ending all my sentences with a sad/crying face.
:(

haha.
let me count and neutralise the entry.

okay, there's SIX sad smiley.
so let me put SIX + ONE = 7 to make it a happy entry.

:) :) :)
:D :D :D

heh.
how's that?(:

bam.
i think i sortta pulled my left arm muscle.
=X

now I can't lift up my left hand/arm and exert force at the same time.
bleahs.
had trouble washing my hair just now.
:(

bah.
I hope it'd be better tmr.
:D

anw, i just chanced upon liangzheng's blog just now.
and i hope i wont regret changing my mind.
I went to look for ms ng today, but cant get her.
saw ms tan and she told me that she didnt see her for the whole day.
then i was like.. haha, she's the first teacher i saw in school today.
LOL.

but anyway, i told ms tan and she got the piece of paper and let me sign lah.
so..
yah, i'm retaking my chinese Os.
was thinking yesterday.
about what mongying said.
that i'm of A1 calibre.
hmm, and so i was thinking, yah, maybe?
since i didnt really put in much effort, and i got an A2, why not put in MORE effort and maybe i'll get an A1?
and so, i changed my mind.
haha.

so anyway, i saw on her blog that the teachers might put her in band1.
because there's no girls in band4!
LOL.
and she's thinking of changing her mind about retaking.
=X
SIGHS.

i want ms ng!! x(
:(

alright.
enough of my crap.
I need to get back to my amath.
SIGHS.

oh before that, I'll just post a picture on how mongying's card look like:

















^^ cute eh?
(oh how i love that duckie that i drew)
:DD

I'm still contemplating whether I should retake my chinese Os or not.
I told Ms Ng that I dont want to retake and I've signed the paper already.
But somehow, I just feel that I'm not doing the right thing.

Pondered for a long time in the evening.
And while I was bathing.
Thinking about the If I retake and the If I dont retake..
And I realised that retaking would be better eh?
we would get 2 free periods if we dont retake.
BUT, I doubt I'd study during the free period.
I'd rather be studying at home.
But, we cant leave school during that time. (it's heard to be like this)
So, I guess retaking would be better?

Hmm...
well, I'll just look for Ms Ng tomorrow.
If she allows me to change my mind, then ok loh.
then if cannot, also nevermind lah.
haha.

mr heng is trying to kill me lah.
Those darn amath sums are eating up my revision time for mock exams!
I can't study for mock exams with those freaking TYS sums.
For me, it's really tedious and tiring and it really pisses me off.
seeing tonnes of undone questions make me even more frustrated.
BLA.
:(

I have no idea how I'm going to make it for my coming prelims.
sighs.

Going to be out studying with ruyin this saturday.
Cos I think that there's no cellgroup this week.
So the both of us will be studying together.(:
hey girl, study before you study with me ok?
then you can ask me questions when we study together.
:D

BING BANG BOOM.
I'm losing sane.
I'm going crazy.
I am mad.(:

happy birthday to HAZIQAH and CHEVALIER.(:
haziwah, i owe you a gift.
:D

alright.
gee, I've gotten my prelims timetable.
AND, there's MOCK EXAMS.
next week?
wait, let me check..

MOCK is starting from 21th AUG.
heh. that's really fast.
have to start revision.
:(

and i have prelims practical next wed.
for science.
sighs.

tests and exams coming one after another.
terrible.

actual PRELIMS will be starting from 11th SEPT.
whoa.
september11.
the day when those two towers crashed down.
=X

gosh.
issnt that fast?
oh mann, I really freaked out when I got the timetable.

Now, I'm feeling stressed again.
I'm starting to think about all the WHAT IF-s again.
AND AND AND...
I havent make up my mind as to whether I should retake my chinese Os.
argh!
=X

I really dont know if I should.
:(

I want to retake.
BUT, the extra lessons turn me down.
also, I have to do countless numbers of exam papers.
from other school de.
SIGHS.

ms ng say that I should focus on other subjects.
since I've already gotten an A2.
But, I wanna try again to see if I can get an A1.
hmm..

but, I think I'd most probably get an A2 in the end.
dont think i can get A1 leh.
can I?
God help me!!

But I really REALLY REALLY need that A1.
seriously.

o well, I'll need an answer by tomorrow.
hmm...

OHMYGOSH!
I just counted my savings and realised I've used up ALOT ALOT of money.
:(

my $100++ savings is now left with ONLY 40 pathetic bucks!
AHHH!!!
I wonder where'd they go.
$20 for Hillsong cd.
that's the most expensive thing that I've bought with my savings what!!
Where'd the rest go?!?!
:(

don't tell me it went to the uncle in those blue/yellow cars?
boy oh boy, i sure hope my money wasnt spent solely on cabbing!
cabbing season last week.
HAHA.
FOP week.(:

lol.
last year also like that.
last year cabbed from SIS to boonlay, then lakeside, then my house.
shared cab with xiuting and jeremy.
so yah..
and i there was MIDNIGHT CHARGE !
almost fainted.

haha.
alright.
I have geography test tomorrow, AGAIN.
:(

WHEW.
Finally, math tuition ended.
I've been doing math for as long as i can remember.
Since I got home in the afternoon until now.
ugh!
and I'm going mad.
real mad.
=.-'''

math makes me mad.
HAHA.
:DD
really la, I've to dig all the way into this nutshell of mine to do a few math sums.
but i guess today was alright.
not much hindrances though.(:
heh. just a few of them.
yups.

nobody's home right now.
they're all out for dinner celebration.
cos the chinese church are having their anniversary.
yah, so their having dinner at some restaurant la.
don't know which restaurant.
haha.

it's so nice to be home alone.(:
you get to do whatever you want.
w/o anyone disturbing you.
oh mann, that feeling is great.
xDD

gosh.
my stomach was growling during tuition just now loh.
=X
guess my stomach is telling me that it's empty.
haha.
but I don't feel hungry leh.
aiyah, nevermind.
I don't know what's hunger.
heh, or maybe, I don't know how to differentiate or something.
bleahs.
crap.
what am i talking about.
ok whatever it is, it's not growling as loud as just now le.
:) hehe.

alright.
I'm quite satisfied with the speed that I'm doing my math.
:)
I'm left with only around 10 UNDONE sums.
and maybe a handful of sums that needs redo-ing.
a HANDFUL.
O.o
oh mann..
I hope I can finish by 1130.

:DD
let's see.(:

OFF TO DO MORE MATHS.(:

hohoho.(:
It's 2am ++ now.
AND YET I'M STILL NOT SLEEPING.
I must be crazy.

no la, doing SOMETHING just now.
haha, ya know?
SOMETHING.(:
heh.

anw, glad that mongying had fun.
:)

and thanks guys for the BELATED PRESENT.
the VERY VERY BELATED one.(:
thanks alot.

well, that's all i have to post.
too tired to blog.
might blog about the details when i post the photos.

urm, photos?
please send me hor.
:)

LOVES.
:DD

yes yes yes!!!(:
guess what?
I got an A2 for my chinese Os!
oh my gosh!
I can't believe it.
urm, scrape that.
maybe, it's just that I didn't expect an A2 la.
:)

Initially we heard news that results will be released on monday instead of today.
so everyone was quite sian la.
like, they got themselves prepared and all, but they're changing the release date.
and it's like very last minute la. (during recess)

But, it turned out to be wrong.
Mdm Yong went to the podium and blabbered about the statistics after recess.
oh mann, can you imagine?
hello? It's under the HOT SUN la.
so freaking hot.
burning.
bleahs.

but anyway, as she blabbered on, everyone was feeling all the jitters and everything.
not many bothered about what she said.
some were just so anxious about their results.
me?
well, I was wearing this nonchalant look all the while.
Wasn't feeling anything at all.
Don't ask me why.
Not that I'm not bothered about my results but, I'm just normal about it.
haha.

so I thought my heart would pulpitate real fast when Miss Losiny came in.
BUT, still, I'm still expressionless.
And I didnt even know it was my turn to get my results la.
that's how unbothered I was.
unbothered as in, I'm not really feeling anything different la.
yeah..
so i went to sign on the list and looked at the numbers and alphabets.

HAHA!
For a moment, I didnt know what I was looking at.
really.(:
I was looking at it and huh?
I was like so blur.
Cos I asked Ms Losiny how to see the results.
The 'D' for Distinction in oral shocked me.
For that second, I thought I got a D. (as in the bad D like D7?)
That's why I asked Ms Losiny.
Ohmygosh.
BLUR.
=.-'''

So I manage to wake myself up and I snapped myself out of my dream.
Slowly, I knew that I got an A2 for my chinese, with a distinction for my oral.
I can't believe that I got a distinction for oral.
HAHA.

And slowly, I saw people who got A1s jumping for joy.
especially hazwan.
haha, the crazy one.
he was damn happy la.
xian also.
she went crazy after she got her results.
yah, but ying wasnt very happy with her results.

those who didnt do as well as expeted, don't be sad k?
we still have another chance to take the paper.
Let's do our best for the next one. (if you're retaking)
okay?
JIAYOU!

I might be retaking.
risk risk play play la.
hah, see whether i can get A1.
But I think it's rather hard.
=X

most of the band4s in my class got b3.
if im not wrong, i think all la.
haha.
hey guys, jiayou! you all can do it!(:

hmm..
had english oral after school today.
I think I screw it up a litle.
But nonetheless, I think it was quite okay la.
I was the last person to go loh.
waiting time was like hell mann.
the urge to want to visit the loo.
UGH!
but we're not allowed to go.
so I've got no choice.
:(

and weiliang was really anxious, that right before his turn, he wanted to go to the toilet.
=X
but he didnt go in the end.
hey, I bet it was terrible.
Hope he did okay in that room.
haha.(:

anyway, my examiner looked quite friendly la.
yeah, thank God.(:
if not, i guess I'd really pee infront of them alrdy.
HAHA!
facing the examiner was quite okay.
heh. cos they don't look fierce.
:DD

alright.
I've blogged one whole chunk of stuff about Os.
enough of Os.
:)

really shag today.
reached home at around 7pm.
cooled myself before having my dinner.
and after dinner, i sat infront of the tv and fell asleep.
n_n ZzZz

TOMORROW will be another busy day.
sighs.

I'm really tired.

I RISE WITH YOU IN THE WAKE OF THE MORNING
I WALK WITH YOU IN THE COOL OF THE NIGHT
AND EVERY SINGLE DAY
I'M DEVOTED TO YOUR WAYS
ONLY YOURS
ONLY YOURS

I SURRENDER ALL TO YOU
I SURRENDER ALL TO YOU

WHEN I'M WEAK YOU ARE STRONG
YOU'RE MY FEET WHEN I CAN'T MOVE ON
YOU ARE THE LIGHT IN THE DARK
YOU'RE THE WHISPER INSIDE MY HEART

I'M ALL FOR YOU I'M ALL FOR YOU

- Surrender by CCC.(:




DAY AFTER DAY
I KNOW YOU'RE TALKING TO ME
YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS WORLD

AND WHEN I PRAY
YOUR SPIRIT OVERWHELMS ME
REVEALS THE THINGS THAT I MUST KNOW

SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE
TEACH ME HOW TO PRAY
LET ALL I THINK AND SAY PLEASE YOU LORD

SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE
TEACH ME IN YOUR WAYS
SO I CAN WALK WITH YOU ALL MY DAYS

YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS
YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS
YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS WORLD
(REPEAT)

- Show Me by CCC.(:


These 2 songs are songs that are sung only quite recently.
really nice.
can't find mighty to save lyrics.
and I'm lazy to type.
heh, might update them some day.
:)

alright.
this post was just a post hoping that it'd make me awake.
But, I think it's kindda late.
so I won't get back to studying anymore.
SLEEP!(:

nitenite.

O MY GOSH
O MY GOSH
O MY GOSH

STRESS LEVEL: 101% and still counting.

I'm really going crazy this time.
argh!
I'll be taking my O level english oral tmr.
BOO.
and to top it up, they'll be releasing our chinese Os results.
:(
A BIG BOO BOO BOO!

and my class has to be the one to kena both together.
cos starting from 4b, they wont be taking their orals tmr.
bleahs.
=X

anw, i wanted to blog for the past few days.
but was too tired and lazy.
so anw, here's just a tiny peek about what happened few days back.
:)

we had national day celebration in school on tuesday.
kindda sian cos my class was sitting on the second floor, at the corner where you wont get to see most of the things.
so at that corner, i cant locate the boys' brigade and i could only see half of the SJAB.
haha, so pathetic.
terrible school. bad arrangement.
=X

and when they said it was time to go to the hall for concert, our class chiong like crazy.
cos we wanna sit infront mah.
LOL.
:D
and yes, we got the front row.

so towards the end of the celebration, most of us got really hyped up and started to stand and do all sorts of things lah.
celebrations ended but 4A amath students couldnt go home!
so sad huh?
why?
we're having amath lessons lah!
:(

but anyway, after our lessons, xian, ying and me made our way to town.
cos ying wanted to get something for sam.
so we went town to look look.
and it was a really short trip.
haha.
then on our way home to the bus stop, a caucasian approached us to take a photo together.
then the 3 of us were like stunned.
haha, cos we thought he was some guy distributing something or what.
but who knows, it turned out to be someone who just wants a photo.
LOL.
but yah, anyway, we agreed lah, so after that we continued on our journey home.
:)

and yesterday was spent at my aunt's house.
watched the parade on the tv at her house.
haha, but mavarick, i didnt see you!
lol.
so anyway, happy belated birthday, singapore.
(:

erm, so was supposed to have conference with beeleng at 9pm.
but i called in late.
so the conference ended le.
but anw, yah.. she told me what she told them earlier lah.
and something else.

alright.
so anyway, i've spent most of the time today doing amath.
and i'm going really mad now.
i messed up my formula, and it resulted in most of the answers being wrong.
so i'll have to read and correct everything someday.
well, by next week.
:(

Sudden urge not to go to school tmr.
but, I CANT.
:(
sighs.

tmr's a humanities day.
ss and history.
YUCKS!
=O

well, i'll just have to live with it till ms ong says otherwise.

RARRRRRRLLLLL!!!
I wanna shout SHOUT SHOUT!!!!
I wanna scream SCREAM SCREAM!!!!
I wanna roar ROAR ROAR!!!
I wanna cry CRY CRY!!!

speaking about 'cry', I had this really weird dream that made me tear.
i woke up this morning with tears IN my eyes.
cos my eyes were closed when you're sleeping right, so when i opened my eyes, tears just came out.
bleahs.
weird dream.
but nevermind.

:) this is what i could remember from last friday's FOP and sunday service.
it's part of CCC's new song in the new album.

God oh God
Take a hold of me
All over all over

God oh God
take a hold of me
All over all over

God oh God
take a hold of me
turn me upside down
let's make history

let Your power get inside me
and show me all I can be
take a hold of me.

:DD
I hope i didnt miss/add anything in.
haha.

So tired right now.
Cos I'm trying to complete 15a and 15b of the amath tys.
ugh! and I've yet to complete 1/10 even!
terrible.
maybe i did only 0.1% of the qns only.
(haha, i think i exaggerated quite a fair bit)
heh, but anyway, I have to complete at least 15a lah.
But, I dont think I can.
Given the speed that I do amath.
I can take more than just 3hours to finish one unit.
:/
faint lah.
Save me!!!

Wearing school uniform tomorrow.
haha, not going to wear red shirt.(:
good good.
:DD

ohmygosh, mother tongue O level results will be out on friday.
I'm so scared.
:(
Hope everyone will be able to get the grades that they want.
Everyone will do well, right?(:

And it's not even helping by having our ENGLISH O LEVEL ORALS on the same day itself.
wow, right?
:(
sad to say, it affects our class only.
freak.

My eyelids are heavy like lead.
It felt so so heavy.
Hope I can sleep soon.

nite.
:)

YES YES YES!!!(:
I bought Hillsong's latest release already!!!
"Mighty to save"
:DD

Saviour, He can move the mountains.
My God is mighty to save,
He is mighty to save.

Forever author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

that's just part of the song.
heh. (:
cant get enough of it?
Go buy lah!
hoho. I'm helping them to advertise. LOL.
xD

Currently still listening to the cd.
havent finish listening to it yet.
I'm now at the 6th track only.
haha. Listened to 7 already. Cos I started playing from the last song.
LOL.
:)

told beeleng that we will switch cds with each other.
haha. cos she bought the CCC's album.
heh, but anyway, I might be buying that on my own also lah.
IF I have the money to.(:
But I'm kindda broke you see, any kind souls out there?
Do a good deed today.
:D

O, and they gave out the EMERGE dvd sampler.
It has all the latest songs inside.
WOOHOO.(:
LOVE LOVE LOVES!

Today celebrated CHC's 17th anniversary.
WOW.
It's really amazing to see the church grow from a small group of people to what we have now.
And it's also Pastor Kong's 20th year in the ministry.
So the church did a video for him. (and gave a a really huge trophy, haha)
and it was really touching to see the video lah.
watching the video, it just made me feel so proud of him.
And I had this great sense of belonging there.
Well, Now it's my turn to thank him.
So, Pastor Kong, thank you very much!! (:
hey, you're very much loved!!!
(arww...)

gosh.
I just made a call to ying and she said that there's amath test tmr.
:( that, spoilt my night.
I've to do my amath again.
thought I could rest early tonight.
Sighs.
All gone.
x(

celebrating national day on tuesday.
and we've to wear RED shirts sia.
I dont know where to get RED t-shirts loh.
:(
I have red shirts, but both are not t-shirts.
bleahs.
How ah?
Sighs.
I want to get my physics and amath common test results tmr leh!
It's taking so long lah.
I meant amath.
haii..
I hope I dont fall asleep while doing math.

ugh!
suddenly felt really SIAN about going to school tmr.
:(

gosh.
I hope I can change that.
haha, nevermind, i know you wont know what I'm talking about.
but, never you mind. (:

yesterday was a terrible day in school.
suffered under history lessons.
ugh!
and as Os are drawing nearer and nearer, I cant help but feel rather slack about history lesson.
Firstly, I am almost very sure that I wont be taking SS and history during Os.
I dont think I'll be taking/going for the 2 papers.
But eventual decision still comes when I study for my prelims and sit for the prelims.
If the results are still the same, well, nothing you do can stop me from not going.
:)
been practically stoning/sleeping/daydreaming during all the history lessons.
sad case.
How i hope ms ong prints powerpoint slides for us to study.
She made things worse for me by not printing notes.
Cos i cant study a single shit from the textbook.
I do study ms koh's powerpoint notes okay?(:
0=)

gee.
i slept till 2pm today.
can you believe it?
haha. terrible, because I still feel tired today.
kindda sleepy and all.
bleahs.

went or FOP yesterday night.
was great but i still liked last year's FOP.
somehow, I think that last year was better.
I dont know.
was having a hard time trying to battle my tired mind ytd.
my eyes almost shut halfway through.
But..
:) heh.

I wanna buy CCC's cd!!!
I wanna buy HILLSONG's cd also!!! (:
do you hear me?
:DD

Hillsong's MIGHTY TO SAVE is really nice.
But i forgot the lyrics to that song.
sang during worship in service last week.
:( boohoo.
I want that CD!!!

Oh and I wanna say sorry to liying (and ruyin too)

HAHAHAH.
you know what?
Today, I heard a second person who said that my brother looks like chicken little!
LOL.
xD

okay, i'm meeting siewpeng at 850am tmr.
hope i wont be late.
my mum and dad needs to use the toilet early in the mrng too.
ugh!
:(

okay, so I think I should stop blogging here ya?
:)
nite.

NEW blogskin!
done by YOURS TRULY, ME! (:
heh.
nice?
multiple pictures.
but it's always the same old picture that i use.
I HAVE NO OTHER PICTURES ALREADY LAH.
:(

had a hard time trying to find pictures.
for what? becos i want to fill up the filmstrips.
yah, but that's all i managed to find.
I NEED MORE!!!

i know..
I didnt keep my word.
heh.
I didnt mean it lah, but i cant help it.
Really have the urge to do one new blogskin and also change my blogskin.
cos im sick of it, you see.
:)

So, dont blame me lah.
And this time, I guess this skin is really gonna stay here for good.
really. (:
I mean, it's gonna be prelims soon.
and yeah, will have lesser time to do the pictures and blogskin lah.
yups.
will be kept busy by my lovely books.
hurhur.
I sure hope they'll be LOVELY.
that they'd be able to keep me awake.

Dont want what happened last night to happen when I'm mugging.
Kept dozing off.
:(
guess I was too tired.
really tired huh?
well, havent had enough sleep lately lah.
so, yah..

I gave my oral practise with ms yong a miss.
why?
The reason is very simple, that is being me, an eccentric person, who daren't face a teacher who knows her by name, to do oral.
haha.
That's why I never want to get a teacher who knows me in person as my oral invigilator.
I'd probably be staring away at some other things other than the teacher.
And it's rude to do that.
haha. (:

well, finally there's no more test today.
actually there is, but it's emath test.
not required to study.
oh, maybe just a little bit of studying.
xD
heh. well, same old thing, memorise the formulas.
LOL.

alright.
so, I've made up my mind to be going to friday's FOP.
well, cg bbq is on saturday.
I have no other option.
unless i can be left out of the bbq.
which i dont think is possible.
yup. so i'm left with no other options.
sighs.
and i think tmr will end really late.
cos it's starting at 730pm.
I really hope I dont get a scolding when i get back home.
those incessant nagging that I'd get.
It really makes my blood boil.
worry less ba. (:

hoho.
i think I'll get adobe photoshop from popular soon.
i have 20% discount on that. (:
I just hope it doesnt turn out to be something that i dont want lah.
anw, who knows what's the difference between adobe photoshop and adobe illustrator?
somebody tell me, pls.
:D

alright.
enough of crapping.
shall go and sleep now.
:)
nitenite.

It's so hard to stay awake.


And even harder to get those physics stuff into my brain.


And much more harder to...

going to pia physics after this.
argh.
alot to cover.
sighs.
:(

haha!
got something to tell you.

had emath ip coaching after school today.
then after school, me and xian went to get some food and went to mac to eat.
bought fries over there also.

then we saw waikeong.
calvin and hobbes de t-shirt.
then xian say next time she dont want to wear le, cos he wear.
lol.
xD
this one not funny lah.

then after that, behind our table was a guy lah.
xian says he looks like a polytechnic student.
then she wrote a message on the paper.
she wrote:
"i think the guy sitting behind you quite hao kan."
then i keep teasing her.
LOL.
xD

then i think she kept looking at him sia.
=X
haha, cos i ask her she got see properly or not. (haha)
then she say she look at him that time, then he just nice look up or something liddat lah.
then like got eye contact or something.
haha! then alot of times loh! not once!
then she dont dare to look at him liao.
in case..
yeah, haha!!!

crazy girl.
didnt really see the guy.
but whatever lah.
hahahaha, let xian devour him.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!
LOL.
xDD

alright.
crappy post.

ohoh!
wanna share this thing also.
edward's lame joke that he sent to us on sunday.
VERY LAME LAH.

If our cell group leaders are our mentors, then we, the members are called mentees.
And when we're praying, guess what are we called?
Praying mentees. (mantis)

=.-'''

i almost wanted to piak him when i saw the message.
so lame loh.
=X

ok, OFF, to pia physics. (:
loves all.

haii.
got back english prelim de oral results back yesterday.
didnt do very well.
or, wasnt up to what i had expected.
so sad.
:(
got 26 only. out of 40.
terrible.
i want it to be at least 28. but of course, more than that lah.
28?
how can?!

but no use thinking about it lah.
just focus on the future.
Os oral.
:)

mr heng still havent return amath common test leh.
im eager to see my paper.
first to really confirm my marks and second to see my mistakes.
they said i got 20.
which i didnt expect lah.
haha.
so now very xin ji to want to know if i really get 20.
hoho.
i wasnt expecting a 20 or 20 something score.
:D

stupid mr koh.
i really really REALLY feel like hacking him into pieces.
million and zillions of pieces.
im fuming now. RARRRLLL!!

you know what?
he told me and xian and ying that the AMK paper do as practice paper.
as in, you study for common test le, then you do the paper.
then wth, yesterday he pointed out those who didnt do/didnt bring the paper de people to go out and he said that he want it done by today. (but there's no physics today, so tmr.)
like HUH?!
wei, you told us to do after we've finished studying leh!
RARRRRLLL!!

fine.
im very mad at him.
grr..

learning kinematics for amath now.
bleahs.
so sad.
cos integration very easy.
(at least, i know how to do lah)
:(

lots of catching up to do.
everything.
sigh..
the teachers havent even completed our syllabus yet.
and prelims are coming loh!!
!^*%!&^$%

okay.
i must stop.
study time. (:

PLAYTIME IS OVER.