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MOTHER TONGUE O LEVELS TOMORROW.

i'm so freaking afraid.

bleahs.
alright.
I was too tired and sleepy to continue studying.
so came online.
wake myself up le then continue later.
:D

alright.
CIAOS!

BOO.
wasnt any school for yesterday and today.
stayed home.
and i tried to study.

i said tried because i couldnt get anything into my head.
and i have no idea why.
:(
just feel so slack, still.
baah.
i dont know when i'll ever start to mug like crazy.
i just hope that i'd be able to pia really hard by tmr.
cos i NEED to.
sighs.

i feel so stressed at not being stressed.

hmm.
on wednesday, our school had the graduation ceremony.
we got our testimonial on that day and a souvenir.
and we got the plane ticket.(:
it's our entry ticket to grad nite lah.
it's very nice loh.
next time i scan le then i post here.
:D

graduated from kranji and there's a mixture of feelings.
happy and yet sad.
because i hate changes.
i just hate the fact that i have to intro myself again to my new classmates and schoolmates next year.

SIGHS.
but i guess everyone has to go through that.
i hate the fact that i have to make new friends.
even though it's good to be able to have new friends.
but still, haii...

monday would be the mother tongue Os.
i doubt i'd get an a1.
but i'd just try my best.
;)

science bio paper coming soon also.
argh.


*slap me back into reality;

FAHRENHEIT:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F7Gbg1EmkyI (:

the lyrics are below. :D

heh.
吴尊! and arron! (:
cute and shuaii dao!~

LOL.
the mugging must have influenced me to do this cos i've been listening to the radio these few days, as i mug lah.
yah, so..
heh. (:
oh, and these few weeks suddenly so into GARY also.
anybody got his songs?
:D

whoo!~

你给的爱带着温度
尤其拥抱时最清楚
心跳传来的起伏
像一颗跳动的暖炉
手放进口袋的温度
融化了走过的路途
冰天雪地的国度
能抱着你就很满足
谁都知道气候会变
更别说诺言
你的冬衣还留在我窗前

你的世界已经准时晴天
远方的我在夏天看雪
我的孤独慢慢冻结
在没有你的夜
给我的爱已经过了期限
而我的心在夏天下雪
明明寒冬已经很远
我还是无法结束这冬眠

我的世界乱了季节
赤道居然会飘着雪
热带雨林的原野
看起来白茫茫一片
回忆在我心中积雪
连日出也无法溶解
应该流汗的夏天
可是却一直流眼泪
没有你的夜

- 夏雪 by 飞轮海 (:

heyhey!(:
hari raya today.
:D
(but i dont celebrate hari raya. haha)
ok crap.

went for the carnival thingy this afternoon.
i cabbed down from redhill cos i was late le.
so i ended up reaching there at around 2pm.
so they were inside already lah.
yah, then i had to sit alone (not with my cg) because they dont have seats le.
:(
sighs, but anw, beeleng and her brother shared their testimony on stage!!

haha, and yesterday she came to my house to use my scanner.
got a call from her at around 6plus yesterday.
then she asked whether i had scanner.
then i started laughing liao.
cos i know what she's going to do.
how'd i know?
:)

before her, my brother had tuition mah.
in case u dunno, his tutor is bro wei ren.
then he used my scanner to scan photos as his sharing his testimony also.
LOL.
my house become scanning station liao.

and printing station also.
huixian, RIGHT???
=X

then after the thing ended we went PS to eat.
ate at BK.
it was horrible.
cos they didnt have coke/ice lemon tea.
in fact, there's something wrong with the drinks dispenser.
all the drinks dispensed from it couldnt be sold to us lah.
so had to make do with bottled ones.
ugh.

they took neoprint after that.
then we went to the arcade.
haha, went there to destress.
=X

and i'm so happy you know.
HAHA.
cos we played daytona.
and i drove into the pit-stop once.
(cos i didnt know the pit stop is there!)
and when vivian took over, she drove it in for the 2nd time!!!
=X

so that resulted in me becoming the last among the four of them.
and i took over from vivian again.
then i drove and drove.
and finally, i caught up with them!!!
imagine lah, at least 1 lap behind the 3rd person leh.
drive like crazy.
yah, but in the end, i lost to shi hui!!!
i got 2nd.
:)
good enough lah.
4th to second.
haha.

had great fun catching up.
:D

alright.
i'll get back to studying now.
:)

just got back from cell just now.
finished bathing le. (:
yay.

and i wanna say WOW.
a big WOW, with my lower jaw touching the first level of my block.
(for your info, i stay on the 13th floor)
hmm.

so what was the big WOW for?
haha, i was totally amazed by what God is doing in tommy's life.
really.
From normal(T) to normal(A) and is on his way to express!!
and it's in a really really short and impossible time of ONE year!
it's merely within ONE year and he can jump from NT to express.
(in fact, it's in the middle of this yr that he got promoted to NA! usually, this doesnt happen.)
God really is a Great and Mighty God. (:
he's just waiting for his sch principal to give him the green light to go to the express stream.
and i believe that he'll be able to do it.
God is really amazing.
tommy's life took a 180 degrees turn and his studies improved, ALOT.
I still remembered that he once told us that he said going to express was hard.
but hey, YOU DID IT!
and it's within such a short span of time!
again, WOW.
:DD

eh, I'm envious leh.
;)

my turn?
hehe.(:

ohmygosh.
i still cant believe xiaohui studied for 50hours in one week!!!
:(
me?
i think i will collapse.
HAHA.

hmm.
my Os practicals are over.
well, i'm pretty confident for my physics section.
BUT, whichever cambridge setter who set the biology section, i wanna hack you into millions of pieces.
mdm normala said that the maize seed thing was out of syllabus!
like HUH?!?
is it mdm normala's fault or cambridge?
UGH!
again, i think my bio practical will be a flop.
:(
i just sucked at BIOLOGY'S PRACTICAL.
grrr.

i'm beginning to stray to the polytechnice route already.
(ever since i knew that the subject combination that i want is so so RARE)
i wanna take physics, biology and math for h2.
a physics and biology is so RARE!!!
>:(
had i known, i shouldnt have chosen phy/bio.
=(
should have picked chem instead.
but, i cant do anything to it.
forget it.

9 points for SA. (2005 JAE COP-according to the MOE web)
HAHA.
i'd be happy enough to get 10.

alright enough of this.
I'll stop here.

TATA!~
:)

SICKENING.
>:(

Of all days, my dearest mdm normala had to get everyone to go back to school tmr.
but no choice lah, there's no school on tues and wed, and there's practical on thurs.
so, what to do?
SIGHS.

there goes my FULL DAY of mugging.
:(
so frustrated.
I thought I could really make use of the holiday to study loh.
wth, go school, then no need study liao lah.
=(

alright.
I'm kindda shag now.
THINK too much le.
x(

heyhey!(:
I'm kindda sick and tired of doing all those math.
both E and A math.
baaa.
but I cant afford to slack in my math.
Having tuition afterwards.
And I've yet to finish what I told myself that I should complete.
x(

sighs.

I bought guang liang's CD already.
:)

was contemplating over whose CD to buy.
JAY chou or guang liang.
so in the end, I made my choice.
which took quite long for me to do so.
haha.(:
MIGHT be getting JAY's album in the next few weeks.
If I dont, then I think I never will.

BUT BUT BUT, building fund is coming soon.
november.
oh gosh.
I really have to save up.
=X
shant spend too much on stuff that are redundant.
:D

and Os are merely weeks away.
It's drawing nearer and nearer.
Some are feeling the stress, while some are still slacking away.
I guess I'm the latter?
HAHA.
(oops)

Nah, I should say, I'm not as stressed as those who are stressed.
Cos if I am, you'll see my mugging gear being changed to the highest shift.
:)
I'll pia like crazy lah.
really.
heh.

So anyway, I cant go on msn because it seems like there's some stupid problem with my computer.
argh.
nevermind.
anw, i rarely chat when i go on msn.
yeah.
:)

okie dokie.
I'll stop here.
tata~

what i wanted to say..
was that..
I'm still confused about where i should go.
POLY or JC?
i have no idea.

anw, i wrote about what i want to be next time.
FORENSIC SCIENTIST.(:
ahaha!
so funny.
(I'm laughing at my own dream mann!)

why?
i aborted my childhood dream when i was in primary school.
cos i think i was too weak to handle that job.
btw, if you still dont know what's my childhood dream..
HMM..
haha, i wanted to be a police.
=P
LOL.
so, i aborted that and didnt know what i want for years.
until around last yr..
:)

forensic scientist is cool lah.
really.
working with the police to help crack cases.
like CSI.
HAHA.
:DD
but i dont know what is required of me in order to be one.
arwww...
some enlightenment pls?

and me and ruyin had a stupid joke out of this.
ruyin, still remember?
doctor + nurse
tay ping hui + jeanette
HAHA.
that was lame.
lame stuff comes from RUYIN.(:

lazy to type lah.
typed just now, but everything was gone.
so i'm lazy now.
and tired.
=(

so anw, again i say, FORENSIC SCIENTIST IS UBERLY COOL.
:DD

alright.
and i say again, I'm tired already.
=(

bye!

ARGH!!!!!!!
the entry just got deleted!!!
I SPENT LIKE SO LONG TO TYPE THAT FREAKING LONG ENTRY!!!
:(

AND IT HAS ALL THAT I WANNA SAY!!!
FOR LIKE THE PAST FEW WEEKS!!!
x'(

Didnt go to school today.
Stomachache.
=(

then the school called me in the morning.
=.-
recently they're quite strict about this.
dont know why.

next week will be my science pratical for Os le.
=X
haii.

alright shall get back to studying.
bye.


SIAN; DAMN.

shoot.
some stupid problem bugging my msn so I cant sign in.
Sighs.

but anyway, it doesnt really matter anyway.
cos I seldom chat with people.
I'm seldom the person who'll start a conversation.
haha.
:)

so yah, i'm feeling kindda shag now.
mentally.
So many things on my mind.
Haii, and I still have to mug for my amath later.
Cos there's amath prelim2 tmr.
Which is the june 2006 O levels paper lah.
I can choose not to study for it, just like paper1.
but hey, that was unintentional cos i only know about that on that morning.
yah, so anyway, i can choose not to study, but aiyah, dont want lah.
later my paper1 (for the first time) pass, paper2 flunk then i'll be very sad.
:(

ahh alright, enough crapping.
and yihsuen came to school today.
then he came and talked to me, about church and my cellgroup and everything.
then he told me his cgl is sis lynette.
hmm, so familiar.
haha, then i remembered that it's the cgl of another person who came to my cg for make up cell weeks ago.
so, that guy (whose name i know but dont know how to spell) is in the same cell as him.
haha, singapore is so small.
=X
i'll be waiting for the days after Os when mongying can come.(:
haha.

ohmygosh.
the HALLOWEEN PARTY that's coming up, i dont know whether i'll be going or not loh.
it's so freaking near to Os.
and I hardly even have time to finish my syllabus.
shit.
x(

gee, it's merely weeks from the major Os and I think that I'm still VERY SLACK.
=(
*slaps myself, left right center*
(then run INTO the wall)

dont know when we'll be getting our freaking report book.
it's taking ages mann!
:(
31.
i hope i'll be able to at least half my L1R5 score during Os.
hear it good and hear it now, AT LEAST half okay?
so meaning, I'm allowing myself the worst score of 15.
but that's for the worst case scenario.
I'm targetting 2points below that, which i think is quite hard for this slackish student here.
terrible.
=(

current status:
chao mugger mode (?)

heh heh heh.(:

back to mugging.
TATA!~

Haven't been updating for quite some time.
And I've loads of stuff to say.
So much that I can rattle on for hours.
argh!
:(

But I'm simply just too lazy (and busy) to blog lah.
Been feeling moody cos of my oh-so-terrible prelim results.
I can't even enter MI lah!
wth, L1r4 exceeded 20 by 2points.
dang.
How cool.
Sighs, i'm very very sad.
:(
even though I seemed fine.

like what aileen say, i seemed relaxed.
but i told her, I'm actually kindda stressed out and everything.
about studying.
about where to study.
about what to study.
about not performing up to my expectations.

SIGHS.

This is the time to get my mind and soul, all focused.
But I dont think I'm doing so.
distractions and worries.
they flood my mind.

Come on, wake up and be clear headed.
dont slack anymore!
It's merely weeks of studying and you'll be free to do whatever you want after that.
*pinches myself*

and i'm gonna kick the devil's butt.
all you people who put me down, you'll be wrong, when the day arrives.
the more you think that I cant, all the more I'm gonna mug for it, and I'll let you eat your own words on that day.
xD

and thanks for trying to put me down.
:)
cos it helps me better.

I've said that I wont blog much today, but seems like I've typed one whole chunk of stuff already.
but anyhow, I'll blog in greater details about what had happened, when I get my result slip back.
:)

watch this space here.(:

love all.