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haiiiiii.

my brother.
he's getting so out of control. (well, for me, i think so lah.)
getting so rude and crude and... DIRTYYYYY.
cannot stand it la.
I can't stand his behaviour.
can't stand the way he treats me and my parents and other people.

why did I mention him all of a sudden?
cos I was kindda bored just now.
so I played around with his handphone.
and yes, I looked through his messages.
privacy? aiyah, he's just my KID brother. so i don't care.
WHOOOPS. did I just said that?

and anyways, I saw ONE of his sent items only and was caught by him alr.
so, does it matter?
and that one message was sent to wei ren this morning..
guess what did my brother sent?

"Oi are you coming for tution today?"

I can't take it that he uses OOOOOI even when he msg his tutor lah.
no respect sia.
so rude.
and I always feel like whacking him when he does that that to me when he msges me as well.
even though I'm just your sis, can you like at least say HEY instead of OI?

hahaha, mum always say, "next year I ask wei ren to let you join his cell group ah," to my brother.
hohoho =P

he's getting more and more vulgar also.
influenced by his friends lah.
don't know what he learnt in school.
hahah, and he always get scolded by my dad for saying and doing certain things.
=X

he's only afraid of dad.
me and my mum?
we're just like a speck of dust in his eyes.
no power over him.

and now, he misbehaves even when he's in children's church.
he used to be super quiet when I was still in children's church with him.
cos he used to be alone.
never talk to pple ma, so no friends.
then now got friends alr, so always talk talk talk.
hahaha, then one of the teachers told my mum about him.
HOHOHOHOHOHOHO(:

little rascal in the house.
damn quiet with strangers.
super crazy when he's with my family and his friends.
we call him the KING of this house.

& best of all!
HE HOGS MY COMPUTER ALL DAY LONG.
I can only touch my computer at night!
I'm so sad.
:(

HURHUR.

okayyyyyy.
enough about that lil rascal.
well, I seriously hope that he won't grow up to be like this.
God I pray that you'd make my brother more sensible.
just a little bit will do as well.
HAHAHHAH. :D

I'm currently feeling stressed about myself not stressing over the exams.
& it always happen.
yes, ALL THE TIME.
I can still sit here and blog like nobody's business lah.
seriously, I think I gone case sia.
my biochemistry is a total screwed up case alr.
it's bad enough.

but I know that my other subjects like OC and HAP are much worse than that.
and that's practically almost every other subject.

you can say that I'm okay with Math & Stats 1 ONLY.
that's all.
nothing else.
even then, I don't think my math is very good.
I'm starting to feel abit lost during math tutorial these days.
or is it because of the new math tutorial teacher?
I'm sorry but his voice makes me drift awayyyyyyy.
REALLY.

don't you think that he's like talking on and on and on and on.....
like never ending?

he was teaching PIPC during lectures for the past week or so.
and I wasn't really able to pay much attention to him as well.
he says stupid jokes and make the whole lt laugh like mad.
and he has so many different methods of drawing lots, so as to call people out to answer questions.
seriously, he's a clown mann.
no doubt, he can make people laugh.
but it's damn lame.
=X

I haven't yet to really start mugging for my exams.
and it's really bad.
consider my term test results and quizzes and all.
it's really not a good thing.

I fear that I have to retake my OC module.
cos I even missed out on one quiz.
and my OC hasn't been really good.

I need discipline.
I musn't procrastinate any longer.
I must start studying.

Girl, DON'T put off till tomorrow, what you can do today!!!

travelling to & fro from my school has taken its toll on me.
I come home tired everyday and there's distractions to stop me from studying.

I wonder how did I ever make it through my Os, mugging late through the nite like a machine that needn't sleep.
I wonder how I can stay up late in the night till 3am to study and sleep for 2 hours to wake up at 530am.
I wonder how I can manage to get all the information into my head within such a short span of time.
right now, I'm amazed at the things that I did during that period of time.

I have no idea how God can make me get an A2 for my chinese when I'm in band 4 out of the 5 bands, with band 1 being the best.
I marvel at the miracle that he has given me, at how He can give me a B3 for my amath when I was F9 for it from sec3 all the way to sec4 prelims.
but I'm disappointed that my science wasn't a ONE, an A1.
really disappointed.

but for that, I think I can only blame myself.
I regret, not studying that LITTLE bit harder for science.

I wonder if that miracle will happen again.
from a fail to a B grade.
or probably a C will do as well.
cos right now I'm still slacking away, and I don't deserve that B.

since term test ended and after I've gotten back my results, I always wonder if I'm really supposed to be in poly, in TP, in ASc.

I always think...
what would it be like for me if I were to go to JC?
what would it be like if I were to remain in MI?
would it be better?
would I be doing better?
would I be a mugger or a slacker?
what if I went to NP to take biotech instead?
what if I took up designing courses instead?
what if I scored distinctions for everything?

what if!
I had the brains of a genius?
:D

wldnt it be great?
yea, I think so too.

but well, the truth is, I can't.

we'll be having our course selection briefing soon.
and we're told that we'll be given places according to merit.
so it's just like PSLE and Os.

I don't know which course I'd end up in.
but really, I hope that I'd be sufferring in BMS next year.
afterall, I came to TP because I placed TP BMS as my 3rd choice.
so if I end up in BIOTECH @ TP, then I can just crash myself into a wall!
if I end up in biotech, I'd be damn pissed.
really pissed.

cos I can just go to biotech in NP lah.
why travel all the way to TP?!??!?!!!?!!
arrrrghhhhh, the thought of it just makes me angry.
=(

okayyy.
fine.
I've ranted enough about my sad life.
just something to show you for now..

BEN & JERRY'S ! (:



This is my artwork on my PIPC lecture notes.




I BROKE A BEAKER DURING MY LAST PIPC LAB ON MONDAY!
yup, the beaker broke and it's smiling like this :D


"hello!" mr beaker says.



"oooh, I have red sexy lips!"



"now I have hair!"



" OK bye! I'm off to work!" (:

I've been youtubing quite alot these days.
and it's mostly watching videos of JJ LIN JUN JIE.
hahahah.
and I kope alot of it alr.
so some of his MVs are in my com alr.
=P

anw, I just saw this video.
and I think this guy is totally WHOA.
:DD




I'm still kindda addicted to the song.
hahah. :D
this song is totally awesome lah.
that's why.
heh.

oh mann, I'm getting more and more crazy about him.
tsktsk.

OKAY.
enough.
exams are like days away.

FOCUS.
:)


anyway, I reached home at 1plus this morning from cell.
hahahaha.
for the first time!
LOL.

went for ben & jerry's after cell yesterday.
and we ate till like 11plus near 12?
issit?
can't remember lah.

then cinday drove us home.
& we covered almost every part of singapore lah.
except for south lah.

we drop angela of at her house first.. yio chu kang.
then went to bedok to drop yuling.
followed by potong pasir for kenneth.
then bkt panjang for huimien.
AND FINALLY my house!
:D

whoa.
that's why i ended up home at 1plus.
slept for few hours and I had to wake up to go school alr.
siannnnn.
=X

that's why today I abit sian today.
hahaa, they say i emo sia.
=/

HMMMMMM.
hahaha, I'm too lazy to upload the ice cream that we ate yesterday.
havent uploaded it to my com.
I'll do that some other day. (:

yep, for now...
I think I should get going!
:D

TATA~





OH YES!

I WANNA UPLOAD THIS!!!



do you see anything wrong with that picture?
:D

well, look carefully. (:
at the words.

see it?

that is not fried rice!
IT'S FRIEND rice!

robin was laughing non-stop when I showed him this.
=X

and can you believe it?
this mistake is found at CHANGI AIRPORT T2 STAFF CANTEEN.
:D

whoa.
terrible.

and vincent made me laughed so hard with FISHBELL.
and we said that we should have cully chicken needle as well.
all the nice food.
ahhhh.
they're all gonna be at the kopitiam that we open next time.

HAHAHHAH. (:

hahahha!
here's something for myself to laugh at.
cos I think you'd probably know that the chinese to english dictionary at dictionary.com sucks alot, right?

Look at this mann:
不能说的秘密 is actually translated into...
"Cannot say secret"

and

说不出口的秘密 = Said does not export secret
:D


I was laughing when I saw this.
It's basically just word for word translation!
crap lah.

In case you're wondering what I was doing...
I was taking a break just now.
was supposed to be doing my CSAS essay.
haven finish chiong-ing sia.
=X

2 essays.
both of which are obviously not the usual essays that you'll do in sec school.
That's why I'm taking sucha long time.
Cos I'd usually crap through sec school essays.
I don't know why but somehow, I'd always end up with loads of things to write for my essays.
Let's hope I can do so for this as well.
at least 2 pages (each) for THIS KINDDA essay is not easy.
the rest of them who did the essay said that they had a hard time trying to get 4 pages for 2 essays.
:(

gee, I think I should just stop thinking and go to dreamland first.
I've to get up early!!
=X

okayyyyy.
I'll stop.

:DD
nitenite!

p/s: people from dictionary.com , I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any ways. But I seriously think that it should be changed. (:

this happened quite some time ago actually.
but i kept forgetting to put this down in my blog.
:D


Stephen: How many animals does Moses have on the Ark?
Jennifer: many many animals!

hahahaha, nice one. (:
since when did Moses built an ark?
lol.


mmmmmm.
well, anyways, just found out yesterday that JJ had this KILLA MOVIE THRILLER thingy.
it's on youtube.
can go take a look at it.
or you can dl it.
cos the user has alr uploaded the file for us to dl.
:DD


it's like a horror movie lor.
=/

GO DO THE TEST K? ((:
muahahhahah!


Create your own Friend Test here

oh yea, anyway, dasmond & fiona and 2 other artistes were at TP filming the xiao hua xiao cao thingy on friday.
hahah, i can't remember what's the show's name ma.
lol.

the weather was super super hot on that day, and some of us were wondering why they wanna set up the stage right under the sun when we've got an air-conditioned convention centre.
funny eh?
maybe cos it's smack right in the center of TP la..
but yea, some of them went crazy about wanting to see elvin ng.
cos they heard from friends that elvin went to their school.
but little did they know that different schools will have different guests.
so hhahaahah.
I still don't see why elvin ng is shuaii.

& in the end, we didn't see elvin.
but we saw the girl who acted in shou zu.
the evil girl.
LOL.
that's just what she was in the show lah.
pple treat it like as if she's really like that in real life you know.
hahah, then jennifer heard someone saying..
"it's that slut!"
that's so ...

but yea, anw, can go read from dasmond's 4aug blog entry about the event.
hahah, you can see how bad the sun was on that day.
LOL.

& for those who can't see how the hunks & babes looked like on friday, u can see them in dasmond's blog. (:
hahah, and stephen can see FIONA at the blog as well.
=P
but yea, i dun think he's reading this. oops, too bad.

http://www.dasmondkoh.com (:

tata~!

had a busy saturday yesterday.
woke up early to go for children's church.
& for the first time, both to & fro trip went well!
thank God for that.
:D

hahaha, cos usually, sth wld crop up for either the trip to church or during return trip.
sometimes, it'll even be both. well & I felt really bad about last week lah.

must really kick my habit of being late all the time.
be it for God, for school, for friends, for everything.
gotta CHANGE.

& both the cabbies were really nice yesterday.
hahaha, the driver even joked with me that his cab has become a bus alr.
=X

yep, so anyway, I went to get tidbits for cg refreshments before going over to the playground to wait for yuling before going down to cell together with her.

cellgroup was great as well.
had a great message & nice time talking & fellowship with them.

what the world expects from us is that we're to be different from them!
:D

went to have dinner before some of us made our way to SIS for...
Festival Of Praise ! (:
as usual we squeezed many many many people into cindy's car.
hahah.
this time was 7 of us.
just ONE short of reaching our record of EIGHT PEOPLE. (:
hehe.

& cindy was supposed to drive to kallang mrt to drop yuling off before we go to SIS.
then halfway through...

PB: ehhh, you know we're going to SIS not expo?
cindy: oh ya! ...

& everyone in the car started laughing.
LOL.
that's so funny lah.
hahah.

then in the end, yuling went for FOP with us!
hahah!
cos we cldn't find a bus stop that has a bus for her to go home.
so in the end, we got her to go with us.
LOL, and she said that cindy must've done that purposely so that she has no choice but to go FOP with us.
HAHAHHA!
but of cos not lah, but well.. it's a nice mistake made huh?
heh. =P

reached SIS and the queue was the longest that I've ever seen.
we've to walk like so farrrrrrrrrr behind la.
=/

but yea, we manage to get in!
AND we manage to sit at the FLOOR area!
ohmygosh.
first time sitting at the floor section for SIS.
whoooo~!

and it's for FOP!
you get to see delirious like, WHOA, SO NEAR~!!!
& of cos there's don moen!
hahahah.
:DD

Pst Phil was also there to share a message. (:
& he was awesomely fantabulous.
:DDD
everything's just so great.

as usual, it's delirious doing the closing with those rockin' songs.
oh mann, they really rocked SIS down lah.
I LOVE DELIRIOUS? MORE THAN JUST A LOT. (:
like what I told xh, it's just so awesome to be watching them live right infront of you.
great music, great presence, great people.
heh, martin smith is *WAAHHHHHHHH* ~!

he's married with kids alr, but yet he looks young lah.
but.. i dunno his age though.
hahah, maybe he IS very young.

hoho.
he's awesomely cute.
:p

& I heard some girls screaming when he came out loh.
screaming as in.. girls going AHHHHH~! that will make glasses break kind of scream.
like girl see guy , & screaaaaammmm! kind of scream.
hahahha, it's so funny lah.

or maybe, they're just the top of delirious' number1 fans.

people are cheering and they're screaming.
i was laughing at the back of my mind when i heard that.

jennifer, huili & cheryl: thanks for ur get-well tags. hahah. now I'm sick again. =/

yx: lol, thanks for tagging! pls update ur blog la! ur blog is so dead! u jiayou for N lvls as well k? (:

hxian: hee. yep. (: you too! love love!

jinyu: wah, so fast break le. 13aug I'd be busy mugging mann! hahah, thanks, i'll jiayou de. (: takecare!


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ARGGHHHH~!
o my gosh.

I'm currently still feeling the after-effects of having a terrible stomachache yesterday nite.
it's like ur stomach's feeling kindda numb & a lil' painful.
& you feel ur stomach churning & all sorts of weird feeling.
ugh!

second time that i fell sick this week.
wednesday nite was the first.
fever & stomachache as well.
& you know what?
now my forehead still feels kindda warm.
and I have no idea if I'm still having a fever.
It's been like this since last wednesday.
I think I should take my temperature to make sure rite?
but yea, I'm too lazy.
besides, I feel fine.
EXCEPT, for my tummyache.
=(

wo de tian ah.
why'd I keep falling sick?
It feels terrible.
ESPECIALLY stomachaches & diarrhoea.
=/

& crap, I have to travel to and fro for 3hours later just to go to school for ONE hour of tutorial.
my goodness!
and I haven't fully recovered yet!
can I pon PIPC tutorial?
please? :(

shucks, I still have an OC quiz as well.
haven't got a chance to talk to ms ler.
how how how?

drats.
this is killing me!
:(

AND, 24 more days to my first paper.
:(

that's even more depressing.
Sighs.