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This is a playlist of the 2 songs that we had for cindy last night.
(cindy uploaded it onto imeem. haha)
lol. now I can't stop listening to both songs!



The song by Marcus is called "Angel that changed my life".
the other song...
Hmmmm, I don't know if they gave it any title.
hahahaha.


ANGEL THAT CHANGED MY LIFE
This is a story I want
Everyone here to embrace
Because she has touched
each one of our heart

I was a broken boy then
Hiding in desperation
She came by and helped me up
And she told me

You need Jesus in your life
And He will guide you away from hatred
And shower you with happiness and love
You just need to open up your heart

I will always remember what you've said
And all the smiles and memories that we had
And really, I am who I am today
Because of you, my life took a change
Towards God

RAP:
yo, yo, Joel in the house yo
Everybody holla as I start to do my thing yo
C-I-N-D-Y is the name
which brings this whole cell group
to glory and fame
Such a great leader, but yet so young
She can drive a car, but she's below 21
Never failing, to meet the needs in us
Cindy oh Cindy, thank you we must

-

the rap part wasn't included in the recording.
awwww...

the chorus is really touching. T_T
was listening to marcus & mal singing ytd.
then I almost cried even before cindy did.
hahahaha.
(ohno, I think I'm getting too over emotional. over-active tear glands?)

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jave:
mygosh! you still read my blog?!
the last time you mentioned smthg from my blog was eons ago.
thought you don't come anymore. hahaha.
why bolt made me cry? touching ma... so made me cry lah.
hahaha!

paranoidqueen:
hey chrisssss!
hahaha, I thought I was the only one who'd cry mann.
lol. I'll link you up alright?
link me too! :D

huixian:
hahaha, this one no stalker mann.
I know you read my blog.
it's no secret lah.
HAHAH, you know why?
cos you always read my blog when I'm on the phone with you.
either that or you'll tell me
"yea, I know. I read from your blog" when I tell you smthg.
HA-HA-HA.

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oh, by the way
my one hour tutorial got cancelled today!
(can you imagine my sian-ness of travelling & then travelling back?)
wasted my time mann.
hahaha, msged cindy thinking that they'll still be hanging around outside after checking out of laguna.
and I was right. haha.

(eeeee, my keyboard's running low on batt.
wait a min! while I change the battery)

ahhh, okay!
I had to type one letter by one letter just now.
can't stand it. :\

so anyway
I went to look for cindy & the rest of them in town.

then went over to cindy's place with angela & siew after that.
actually planned to do some paintings.
hahah, but well... we did not paint anything in the end.
ROFL.

okay, school's starting proper tmr onwards.

I think I've been so busy recently that I'm getting quite short-fused.
=_= I seem to get easily irritated with quite alot of things recently.
rarrrrr.

anw, I just saw this photo uploaded onto the Ex-W154 facebook account this morning.



hahaha, it's uploaded quite long ago.
but I saw it this morning. :\

alright, let me get back to my workkkkkkk.
BYE.

I just found out that I actually have only 1 hour of school tmr!
so frustrating & irritating.
shld've checked my timetable before going out today.
then I'd probably stayover at laguna tonight. :(

tonight's appreciation was the best I've ever had.
so much so that I really wished that I need not attend school tmr so that I can stayover
& spend more time with everyone.
actually, even if i've got school, I can still stayover cos it's so near to TP!
but I think I'm gonna try to find some info for my essay/OTCM tmr morning before school starts at 2pm. so I'll have to come back home.
rarrrr. :(





so anyway, mal and xh composed a song just for cindy.
I think it's really touching.
oh, we managed to make cindy cry this year!
hahahaha. that's our main aim during every appreciation. LOL.

Whenever we are feeling low
You're always there to lend a hand
Even if it meant a sacrifice
You will always make the time

And the moments when we're in our valleys
You showed the way to Jesus
Your passion and your faithfulness
Is why we're here today

CHORUS:
So we wanna say a word of gratitude
For all the times you've brought us through'
Both the good and bad
We know you'll be behind us

We remember the words that you have said
To bring such peace and joy into our very being
Because of what you've done
Today, we love Him even more

I've got an mp3 version of the song.
but I don't think I'm gonna post it here.
hahaha. but anw, char said they distorted xh's voice.
that's why it sounds like her, but yet, don't sound like her.
haha, it's lowwwww.

Marcus composed a song as well.
& he performed it with mal (backup vocal).
hahaha, i love malcolm's harmonizing!!
matt & nicholas was doing guitar.

awesome performance by them.
oh yeah! not forgetting JOEL the Rapper who made everyone laugh!
hahahaha!
joel in the house yo! ;D

we've got talents in laguna suite room 311 today! :D

okay, now lemme show you some pictures of my gifts.
heh heh.



snoopy - from yuling
domo - from mel
monkey - from zann

& not forgetting my consecutive gift exchange angel, huimien!
last year she bought for me as well. lol.
mien, thanks for the shirt + vest! :D

but the white shirt cannot wear ah. too small. hahaha.
plus all the various cards.

& of cos, my award! (:



hahahaha, always got nominated, but never get award.
yay! my first award. hehe.
i love you people! :D

thanks rou!
you're sick & yet you stayed up all night to do all these awards for us.
thanks a million! :D
i'm really gonna miss you dearly!

time really flies like mad this year.
no idea why, but it just seems extremely fast this year.
it's like.. just not too long ago that we were at jo's house celebrating "ATAS GONE WILD".
then now, we're in 2008, approaching 2009 in a few days' time.
really fastttttttt.
qte scary uh. -_-

it's time to set goals!!!
haha, and one of it will be to improve my gpa!
muahahahaha! XD
no matter what, die die also must pull my gpa up.
oh mann, my GPA is now a pathetic 1.21 only!
gosh, I need to study harder.
GANBATTE~

thanks people! for all your love this year!
:):)

more love next year? hahaha.
*big hug to all*

my eyes are getting really tired.
& i feel weird. can't explain it.
like headache, like having a heavy head.
ahhh, can't describe cos it's not thattttttttt bad.
like I've said, it's just weird. :\

must've been all the computer-staring & busyness for this whole week. :(

this holiday is like the worst holiday ever, cos it's not a holiday!
it's even worse than my normal school semester.
so many things to do & plan.

the thought of finding a common time for the project meeting
& the clique's gathering just makes me puke blood.
it's just so hard to find a common time between more than 3 people at one point.
some have to make an effort to compromise
but yet, there are certain things that can't be cancelled/postponed.

Sighs.

I lost track of dates. (cos I missed 2 of my friend's birthday!)
it's no longer all about the numbers like 20 or 21st dec.
it's just sat, sunday, monday, etc.

lost the fun that I should've been enjoying for the holidays.
lost the things that I planned to do during my 2 weeks break.
lost the time that I can spend with my friends.

had planned to give each of the members in W480 a mini card/note ever since we multiplied in nov.
but my exams were approaching then.
so I thought, "well, I can leave that till appreciation. then I can give it as a xmas card as well."
but now, I don't know if I can find the time to even do a nice note for each of them. :(
rawwwwwwr.
I hate this.

jave, I'm sorry, I don't know if I can do out a birthday card for you by the time we meet on 24th.
(hmmm, I don't think she's reading)
I promise I'll try, alright?

SORRY
if my entries are boring now.

okay, I should get back to my research, finish it asap
& try to sleep early tonight.

hahahaha, we're having fun saying "IT'S TOMORROW/TODAY" eh?
IT WAS YESTERDAY!!! :D
rofl, i think we're crazy.
how's the concert my dear? (my gosh, I sound so ahli here)

okay, lemme rephrase.
hey babe! how's the concert??? (:
hahaha, I think u scream & scream until no voice alrdy right? lol.

anw, we went to school for AMIC Lab at 11am today.
& we stayed in the lab for the whole day.
all the stupid autoclave time.
& all the waiting time. grrrr! :(

& I don't know if I've got some chemicals on my shirt
or it was smthg else that stained my blue shirt yellowwwwwww. :(
it's my birthday gift from the girls! I hope the stains comes off!
If not, I'm gonna be so sad mann.
cos I love that tee.
it's like so right for singapore's weather la.
HAHAHAHA. :D
& OF COS, BECAUSE IT'S FROM THE GIRLS!!!

anyway, GhimLee & I passed our autoclaving time watching Anime - Vampire Knight.
hahaha, she's going "ehhh! this one shuaii right??" when we were watching.
eh, I like the girl leh. OH NO! HOW?
I'm attracted to girls!
HAHAHHAHAHAHA!~

anyway, the first thing I did when she lifted her laptop cover was to go...
WHOAAAAAAAAAAA!

hahahaha, look at what I saw.



my goodness. I don't know how she types la.
hahahaha, maybe she knows every single key alrdy.
I think I'll die with her keyboard. :\
ok, not so bad, but I'll be searching for some "lesser used keys" like crazy.
wah, anyway, my hp cam really no bad sia. still can see the words on the key.

let me just post one more picture. (:
eh! It's not often that you get to see pictures here ok!
:D



ROFL :D
I'm sorry, but I tend to leave my mark at whatever territory I step into.
HAHHAHAHA.
I went to do that picture & put it onto her wallpaper. ;D
lol, anyone wants me to leave my mark too?
hohohoho! xmas is gonna be here! (rofl, not much link)

now, more than just keeping pens & papers away from me
I think you should keep the "Paint" application in your computer away from me as well. :D

meeting time & date finally set.
finally 'plonked' that stone into the water.
dragging for so long, ever since 2 days ago. damn irritated with it alrdy.
good that it's settled now.
ah~

:):)

bytheway, this is my
800th POST!
hahahaha. xD

oooh! I see ahlibaba online!
hahaha, when I'm online, she doesn't wanna appear online.
when I appear off, then she come online.
told her that we can't exist online tgt.
it's either you, or me.
ROFL.

yeaaaa, we lost our telepathy!
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO IT?! :(

- - -

huili*:
hahahah! you get inspirations by coming to my blog!
WHOAAAAAA. O_O
yeaa, bomb you.
I'm doing that now. hahaha.
you ah, faster go do blood test lah.
LOL. anyway, you need to recover from ur flu also lah.
recovered?
:):)

Cheryl:
yea lah! that girl, copy-ghost leh!
HAHAH. :D
yea, TRYING to enjoy my WONDERFUL holiday.
LOL.

jq:
yea lah! overshot one station only!
but the other side no more train going to pasir ris alrdy. :(
so i cannot train backwards.
rarr. sad sia.
your posting results coming out tmr right?
GOODLUCK! :D

- - -

I'm dying while trying to search for the OTCM info. :(
cannot find the info that I need!
even though I found the medicines, but I need moreeeee than that!
tskkkkk.

I've been trying to find the other chunk of info since afternoon. (minus 7pm to 10pm)
but still cannot find lehhhhhh!

time is running out!
I need to get it done ASAP!
rarrrrrr.

p.s. Sorry for the lack of pictures, but I've got no pictures to post!
(so, anyone wants me to advertise anything? hahaha)

I AM GOING CRAZY.
please do give me a visit at IMH tmr.
thankyou very much.

crap projects.
crap secondary one posting exercise.
crap computer.
crap exam. (not mine, it's my mum's cos she's taking a course)
crap timings.
crap assignments.

& crap contamination!
now we have to REDO everything.
thanks to you, Mr. Contamination!
:(

SICKENING.
I so wanna blast everything that comes in my way right now.
blow their heads off & let them rocket to the sky.

anyway, I went to the polyclinic today.
to test for Hep. B immunity.
need to get Hep. B & Tetanus jab!
haven't been jabbed for ages.
since P6.

if Hep. B immunity is still high enough, then I don't have to get the jab.
if not, it'll be 3 jabs for Hep. B.
WHOAAAA.

from the moment when the nurse swabbed alcohol on my arm, I daren't look at the syringe.
=_= I'm not afraid of jabs, but I'm afraid of blood tests.
only turned to look when the needle is alrdy inserted.
haha. & I thought they'd have to pull the syringe to draw the blood.
but no leh, they just left it there to let the blood flow.
hahaha. XD
sua ku lahhhh, never do bloodtest before whatttt.
& I don't wanna do it again.

so much to do this holiday, yet there's so little time.
I'm going terribly crazy.
can someone please chop me up & make sure that every single part still functions?
just finding a common time for all to meet is already driving me up the wall.

can you please split me up into... (let me count how many parts I need)
- Amic
- OTCM
- children's church
- cellgroup

okay, I need you to split me up into at least 4 parts.
can you do that for me, please? arigato gozaimasu~

not that I can't manage my time or prioritise them
but what can you do when you've got 2 GROUP PROJECTS
(with one requiring the damn laboratory!)
& tonnes of HANDICRAFT WORK & research to do for the other project

GROUP PROJECTS ARE YUCKY.
hate it like crap.
cos you need to find a common time to meet & everything.
rarrr.

& especially at this season, when u're so busy with so many things.
rarrrrrrrr!
I still need at least one night to meetup with the babes to celebrate jave's birthday.

& my nose is feeling sick now.
if it gets any worse than this, I think I can forget about getting my immunisation this holiday.
cos you need to be well in order to get the jab. =_=

ahlibaba!
where have u gone to?
such a rare sight not to see you online when I'm online!
HAHAHAHA! xD

I tell you smthg!
I'm watching (or rather, listening) to DBSK's concert.
I watched it during term test week alr.
while I was taking a break of cos!
& I love their dance.
haha, when all of them come tgt to dance, whoaaa, superb.
:):)

now no time to watch, only can listen.
I want songs leh! hahhaha!!
(I think u must be smiling now & going, "hahahah! that yizhen...")
right right?

aiyo, the ending so emotional sia.
they sing until cry, make me wanna cry also. O_o

& now, smthg random! but linked to what I was talking about.
BOLT MADE ME CRY! T_T
watched the movie on monday when I was out with my relatives.
my goodness, can you believe it? D:
an animation film can make me cry.
tsk tsk.

eeeeee, flu, shoo shoo shoooooo! :(

I felt so much like a fool just now.
irritated with myself. :(
was on the train home, & I overshot to chinese garden cos I fell asleep.
(thank God for that lady who tapped me on my shoulder & asked where am I stopping at)

so I alighted immediately & found out that there's no more pasir ris bound train anymore.
meaning to say, I can't go to jurongeast anymore! (dammit)

shldn't have given in to my sleepiness.
next time I must make sure I keep myself awake with my videos
while on a NIGHT train ride home.

wasted my money on cabbing home.
grrrrr. :\

feel so much like throwing so many stuff around.
wahhhh, sorry, just need to bash up my keyboard & rant here for a moment.

okay okay.

忍。
& smile. ^^

urgh, I can't.

so many things to do for my 2 weeks holiday.
I'm not slacking at all for this holiday alright.
cos I've got not much time to do so! :(

2weeks break, can't even have a proper nice break.
not even one week.
TT_TT

15-28dec is my break.
Let's take a look at what I'm gonna do.


TT_TT

AH! OH NO! I forgot to add smthg in!

I NEED TO PLAN FOR THE PARTY STUFF! :(
the decorations & also some other stuff!
need banner! need ideas! haven't brainstormed!
errr, okay, that one wait till we've recce-ed the place then think of how to deco.

sighs, the pros & cons of being in the committee.
hahahaha. XD
I don't mind planning all the stuff la. I'm not complaining about it.
(it's my honour to be in it!)
It's just that... I have too much to do this holiday.

2 WONDERFUL projects at hand. (OTCM & AMIC)
oh! speaking of which...
I still need to do a AMIC ESSAY ON EMERGING PATHOGENS!
(minimum 800 words sia!)

eeeee, sickening.
I totally forgot that I had an essay to complete! :(


hahaha, totally the right pic for my current mood.
picture emo sia. =_=

well, anyway, at least there's something for me to be happy about today.
(errr, okay, not today but yesterday)

ELYN IS NOW MRS TAY!
WHOOOOO!~
ah, so happy for her.
hahaha. my first cellgroup leader!
:):)
next would be doreen liao. muahaha.

they had a montage & it's super sweeeet can.
hahaha, they've got photos like "the first movie", "first meal" & all that.
ROFL. xD
& elyn!
PRETTY!!! :D

seeing all the ex-w154 during the mat. today was simply awesome.
haha, really missed those times that we had together.
now, everyone's like all over the church.
I don't know who's in whose cellgroup alrdy.

elyn always has her megawatt smile on all the time.
hahaha, i don't know why, but I always rmbr her as always being so cheerful.
can't even rmbr her being sad about anything.

really missed her mann.
she's my first leader & back then, I was still super shy.
seldom really get to talk to her or spend time with her. :(
not like doreen, cos I'm still able to meet up with her at least once a year for the (2+9=11)'s birthday in april.
HAHAHA.

okay, anyway, I wore a skirt for the 2nd time this year.
2nd wedding.
hahahaha. xD
rou kept disturbing me sia.
=_=

ROUXIN! WHERE'S THE PHOTOS?!
HAHAHA. She purposely took a half body shot with me loh!
just so that she can have a pic of me in skirts.
rarrr.
hahhahaha.
faster send me ah. heh.

Edward! where's our photos as well?
:):)

alright, I'll stop here.
really tired alrdy.
goodnight.

jq:
hahaha! suresure! (:
thanks for being my faithful reader! haha! xD

-ting-:
LOL, me updated on his SCHEDULES?
no leh, I'm only updated for the videos.
hahaha, cos I subscribe to all the youtube users who upload JJ's videos ma.
HAHAHA. :D

- - -

roarrrr, I'm supposed to go BlackBoard to download & print out the slides.
but I'm here. xD
lol, just let me ramble for a while before I start my MCT revision.

went to school just to take one sickening termtest paper.
(approx.) 3hours to travel to & fro.
but only ONE hour in school. :\

3 more to conquer
2 open book & 1 "memorise & regurgitate" module.

eh ehhhh, open book doesn't equate to no need to study/easy paper okay!

must research all the damn info then bring everything into the exam hall,
not knowing what kind of questions will be on the question paper.
totally not fun. X_X
ha...since when was exams fun.

N-E-V-E-R

sighs.
life of a student who tries so hard to love studying.

wah... I've been reading & trying to understand MBIO since this afternoon.
topic 2 is hell mannnnnn.
totally don't understand some of the parts. :(

still in the process of memorising & understanding topic3.
hope it's not that bad.
*crosses fingers*

think I'm gonna mug till 3plus in the morning then wake up at 6am.
(hope I don't fall asleep ah)

ooooooh...
I see a whole chunk of new videos from my list of youtube subscription.
JJ's videos got alot sia. =_=

cannot watch now. :(

nevermind
FOCUS ON YOUR TERMTEST NOW!
(yes, I shall & I will)

I don't know what I've been busy with but i just feel that I've been unusually busy this week.
(you can tell jus by looking at how dead my blog is)

eh.... okay, I'm sorry, I just went to check & my last update was on thursday.
but it really seemed like weeks to me since I updated!
ha! I think I'm hooked on to blogging. :\

but nevermind, I'm just gonna throw my trash here
before typing out my handwritten (read: messy) amic notes later.
:):)

need to type out the answers for the quiz as well
cos the words on the photo is gonna make me squint like mad if i study out of it.
hahaha.
& this use-handphone-take-picture-of-notes thing is making me have a hard time choosing the phone model that I want.
I need a phone-cam like my current phone and/or better.

Let's see what my phone needs to have:
1. at least 3.2mp cam with autofocus (sony cybershot phones!!)
ehhhh, anyone has a nokia phone with autofocus?
how's nokia's camera? haha.
The previous time I heard about Nokia v.s. SE,
they said that nokia's cam deteriorate with use. so SE's camera are better.
is it still the same?

2. phone with expandable memory!!!
I wanna store songs on my phone!
(in case my mp3 dies on me)

okay, that's about it, & of cos, it's gotta be NICE. ^^
but the major problem is the camera lahhhh.
rarrrr.
that's a HUGE problem alrdy. :(

and recently, I've got people complaining about SE's phone.
like cheryl & yuling's G900.
super horrible. (after I saw yuling's phone ytd)
hahhaa. but that phone wasn't in my list anyway.
I'm eyeing C902 for now.
but someone said that the phone is laggy! :(
laggy in what sense, I dunno.
lag for how long, I also don't know.

C905 also not bad.
but it's super ex!
& it's a slide phone. (don't know if my dad will allow a slider)

anyway, I killed OTCM paper ytd! :D
woolala~

4 more to kill.
& I shall kill 'em all off - MBIO, AMIC, ABCHM, MCT.
GANBATTE~

people, mug hard with a mug of coffee by your side to keep you awake!
ewww, i hate coffee. :\

I'm beginning to panic.

SO MUCH TO STUDY LA.

after amic lecture today, I realized that it's not that easy afterall.
& it's not helping that the damn abchm is a totally "teacher-less" subject.
he doesn't even revise for term test man.
like how'd we know what to study for?!

patuma called me just now.
haha, good that she asked.
cos I'm seriously dead for my paper on sat if I don't get more time to study for it.
OTC Medicine.
I'm so gonna whack you udlrc this saturday.
I shall make sure that you're eating yourself after that. ha!

alright, now that I have tmr night for myself
I shall chiong till I drop!
X_X

no time to spare!
chiongster spirit! come on!

mbio is quite fun actually.
haha, I told you!
who you have as your teacher does make a difference!

jason chang draws & explains everything over & over again till you rmbr it.
so I'm happy. :D
hahaha, not like that D.Hu who only knows how to read from the slides
& shows us some animations.
wah, I pray hard that I don't get D.Hu again when I repeat my MGen module next year.

BUT, when I say that it's fun,
it doesn't mean that I understand everything of it. :(
that's what I'm mad about.
grrrrr.

okay, I shld start printing out all the amic info now & then do up my OTCM notes later.
BYE!^^

Ghost wishing ahli a happy 18th birthday!


:)

p.s. I wanted to do a jaejoong collage for your card leh!
but due to my laziness & tiredness (plus, I'm busy!)
I didn't have time to use to com for many many days.
so cldn't do the collage in the end. :(

but not to worry, there's still next year!
haha, who knows, I might have to do someone else's collage next year.
cos you change your "hubby" like how you change your clothes.
*gasps!*

& please take care of yourself (especially ur sprinting nose)
drink loads of water & get SUFFICIENT rest.
term test is coming! so don't fall terribly sick!
:)

ganbatte!
we'll conquer this sem together!

xoxo;
your ghost buddy!

huixian:
AIYO, I don't mean anything.
I just meant that he's your type, not my type.
hahaha.

zann:
ahhhhH~
you deleted some??? :(
lol, nvm lah, I shall check ur facebook tonight.
haha. thanks anw. :D

- - -

TERM TEST IS STARTING ON THIS SATURDAY! :(
First paper: Cross Disciplinary Sub - OTCM.
shitzxzxzxz.

Get your your lazy bum out of the bed!
go study!