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Physically & mentally drained. :(

No matter how or what you do to get something out of me,
silence is always my answer.
I just don't know how to translate my thoughts into verbal words.
Not that I didn't blog about it, it's just that you can't see it.



So many things in my mind for so many different people
but no matter how badly I wanna get them out, I just can't.

Can Doraemon come to reality for a day? Then that machine that he has (that allows people to know other's thoughts), will come true too.

Okay, enough updates. I just flooded my blog (cos I had 2 outdated entries).
It's back to work now!

I'M SORRY BUT THIS POST IS KINDDA JUMBLED.
(Cos some were written on 22nd, & then I edited & added on to it on 27th before posting)

amanda:
Hahaha, I knowwwwwww. But how's your SIP?
Really doing the same stuff like what you're always doing during work?
Update briefly about it ok! Jiayou! :D
I miss having all of you around mann!

Cheryl:
Yes yes! One of the classic ones. Haha!
Wah, a lot of songs I forgot the title alrdy. :(
Need to refresh my BSB & Westlife memory someday.
Just for you, I shall post that song up later :D

oh by the way, the 2nd campus discussion pushed forward alrdy, you know? (:
I also haven't get MP whattttt. & I don't know when will we ever get loh. Lol.

& thanks babe. (: yeah, leant never to use a short pipette to do whatever I was doing that day alrdy. Haha. I also beginning to eat, sleep & work alrdy lehhhhhh. ):
Damn tired by the time I get home everyday that I can just eat my dinner, sit on the sofa to watch the tv to rest & before I knew it, I'm asleep! :\

huixian:
Haha, I think it's easier that you come NUS to find us.
ROFL!!! Cos by the time we get to ntu, it'll be damn late alrdy. :p
yes dear, we'll meet plan a meet up again alright?
So sorry that I can't meet you today!

zann:
Say B I G to the Bang!
Hahahaha! XD

Godchaser:
Lol, no lah, actually, I can call the police.
Call them for help. Hahahaha!

huili*:
LOL, yeah, I was kindda blind to not see the numbers.
No idea why I cldn't see the number on the day before I posted that entry.
Then when I wanted to fill my workbook that night (after the entry), I realised that there's actually numbers on it. Hahahaha.

jiaqi:
OH REALLY? WANGZAI MILK IS BACK!?
I haven't seen it anywhere! Hahaha!
Time to get a mp3 with bigger storage space for more songs! ;D

ALICE:
Hey girl! Thanks! :D
Haven't heard from you in a while! How're you?

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Wow, I didn't know I left so much tags unreplied. :\
Well, anyway, Cheryl this is for you!




All the MVs have disabled embedding! Can't embed. :(
So after hunting around youtube, finally found smthg that can be embedded. Haha.
Gosh, that's so long ago alrdy. (When they were still a 5-member band)

I'm still racking my brains thinking about what to write for my reflection in the logbook.
What you guys write ah? Hahahaha.
I haven't even completed week1's reflection.
Argh, & I really need to get a bagpack instead of carrying that bag everyday.
If I carry that everyday, for 5 months, I think you'll see me slanting to one side after that. :\

And you know what, I think my bag's zipper is spoilt cos of the overloading. :(
Is there anywhere that I can replace the bag's zipper???





I don't know what flu I'm having now.
My nose keeps itching, wanting to sneeze, but I just can't sneeze.
& it's not runny. (that's why it doesn't look like I'm having a flu)
But I do sound like I have though. Haha.

Boss gave us another research assignment to do again.
To be done by mid of coming week. I think I'm dying with all the research.
I can barely get anything done on weekdays cos I'm totally dead after dinner.
I think I need a doctor to help me check out what's wrong with me. Why do I keep feeling sleepy?!
I think our research workload is crazy (we haven't even gotten our FYP but yet we're alrdy doing so many research!). Going mad soon. But not complaining, yet.

It's the first picture that has agnes & me tgt with them! Haha!



Oh yes, we went to Biopolis to collect goods on Tuesday.
The place is damn cool. It's like a little city, a little world on its own.
& I love how their buildings are named!
Genome, Immuno, Nanos, etc.
COOOOOOL OR WHAT! :D

Though happy things did happen today (like giving Dasha a birthday surprise - which she really did fell for), I just can't hide the negativity.

Just before lunch today, I made the first screwed up moment of my SIP life. (sorry!)
Damn screwed, cos it's a mistake that can never be reversed, a process that will give nothing even if you redid the whole experiment. You can only "undo" it if you operate on the person again.

MAJOR MAD SCREWED UP. ARGH :(
I hope the remaining cells (very very very little only) will multiply. If not...
Sighs.

So many things to do, so little time!
When will time ever be enough! :(

& my throat feels sore, but I don't know whyyyyyyy.

As you can see, the frequency of new entries popping up in my blog is decreasing. :\
I get too tired to even come online for more than 30mins after work everyday.
Slowly, I think the number of new entries is gonna be inversely proportional to the number of days of SIP that has passed. Hahahaha.
Ain't that true? =p

Wednesday

• Western Blotting
• Confocal Microscopy (Gosh, operating this thing is cheem. Having to operate this in the dark is even more tiring!)

Thursday

• Western Blot
• TC Work: Preparing cells for DNA & RNA extraction

Friday

• RNA extraction (First experiment that we did on our own! Yay!)
• Prepared Buffer solutions
• Safety Awareness Talk plus quiz

Wah, I tell you, the next time I need to prepare buffer solutions that includes SDS, I swear I'm gonna wear a mask to do it! It irritated my nose like crap! Urghhhhh. :(


Anyway, for the past few days, I've been bathing like how people in the olden days do.
Store water in pails & bathe with water from the pails. (Just that I use warm water la. Hahaha)
Cos my toilet was undergoing repair (thank God it's finally done!) & the other toilet in my house doesn't have a water heater. :\
So... I had to boil water & pour it into the pail & mix it with tap water to bathe. So troublesome right!
Three days are finally up & over & done with! I can finally bathe like normal alrdy! Haha.




Hmmmm, it just feels like the old BSB still. Haha. Don't know how to describe, but yeah, it just sounds kindda different from other english songs. No? Ha.. That's just what I think. ;D

Hahaha, backstreet boys & westlife are like my faves during the primary school era. Lost most of their mp3 that I had last time cos my com crashed. :(
Now, I'm only left with less than 5 of their songs. Urghhhhhh.
Music back in primary school was just westlife & BSB for me. Hahaha! XD
oh, I used to listen to Perfect10 every night with my headset on those mini portable radio that costs less than $10.

When I got to secondary school, it became chinese songs.
& now, I listen to everything. Hahaha! (eng/ chi/ jap/ kor)

I don't know why, but for no reason, I started looking for BSB's songs to play just now. :\
That's why I found out that they've got new songs! (I thought they've become extinct. Haha!)
yup, so that explains the random video post. (:

Okay, I really need to think of what to write for my reflection in my logbook!
No matter what I think, it just feels weird to be writing formally. :\
Can I use informal language??? Irks me so badly to write properly (like formally - meaning nothing like haha, heh, etc.) for a reflection.

It feels good to be praised once in a while :D
Yay, first assignment from boss is half completed! (so far, so good!)

Yes, that's right! It's day 2 of the second week now!

Did quite a lot of things.
Shan't go too much into the details.
I just wanna record them down so that I can refer if I ever forget. (But, I hope I don't ever need to come dig my entries)

Monday, 14th Sept 09

• Did some refilling of pipette tips & stuff
• Both of us started on Western Blotting (tgt with Linglee & Weihan)
• TC work: Check cultures, learn to coat dish with collagen & how to freeze the cells.

First overtime on this day! hahaha. XD
(& the tumour tissue samples that we've been waiting for since last week weren't here today)

Tuesday, 15th Sept 09

• Continued with Western Blotting
• Attended our 2nd lab meeting.
• First tumour tissue sample came today! :D (Hahaha, Linglee asked why were the both of us so excited. LOL, something new whatttt. Of course excited la. Heh heh)
• Did what we're supposed to do for the samples, & halfway through we were told that there's another set of sample. ;D But we're gonna do RNA extraction for the second set.

So, yup, that's for today!

AND GUESS WHAT
We've got a new research to do again!
Lol, haven't even completed the mouse knockout yet! Jialat! Arghhhhhhh ):
She mailed us on monday afternoon. Saw it on tuesday, sometime after midnight.
This time, to check out on commercial expression arrays. D:

And, I feel kindda lost during Western Blotting.
Hahaha, don't really rmbr the things I've learnt for that alr. :\
ahhhh, need to refresh my memory & read some notes!

Argh, I was so focused on the knockout mice that I forgot about my logbook & workbook!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Need to do up my workbook now now now!
Please don't fall asleep halfway through!
Yes, my eyes are getting really tired from staring at the computer screen for the whole day.
& I have a sucky workbook, cos it doesn't have page numbers. :(
need to write on my own! argh!

jiaqi:
Hahaha, so many JJ songs?
I think I have ALL of his songs man. :\
LOL. (including those not in his albums)

huili*:
Hahaha, I think NUS food is so much better than TP (even though it's school food).
Compare the prices, quality, & maybe even quantity, I think TP lose until "drop flower, flow water" ah! (落花流水)
HAHHAHAHA!

steffaye:
EH HEYYYY!!! HELLO! :DD
Haha, I know! She told me the both of you are attaching in the same company!
Are you all gonna be working tgt?
She's one crazy, hyper girl man! Haha, have fun working tgt!
Maybe next time we can even hang out tgt! Haha!
Hope everything's going well for your SIP! (same for you jenn!)
:D jiayou!

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1 week of SIP down.
Just 19 more to go! :D
Yes, I was crazy enough to count before SIP started.
in actual fact, if you cut out all those public holidays; Deepavali, Hari Raya, Christmas, New Year Day, etc. I think we're left with about 18 weeks. Haha!

Did Genomic DNA extraction on Friday.
(Okay, fine, we didn't do it entirely on our own, we just helped LingLee out with it)

But we added the wrong reagent! Hahahah, cos of distraction. Lol.
In the end, our yield was super low. :\

& well, that was the only experiment we did for that day.
I know we're slack, don't remind me.
I think we should just take this one month's time that our supervisor is away to learn as much as we can. So that we don't screw up when she comes back.

Went to do a little bit of our knockout mice research.
Cldn't really figure out anything. :\

S.O.S
She wants a hRif 1 Knockout mice.
So that means she wants hRif 1 to be knocked out, right?
So doesn't it mean that hRif 1 has to be present in the mice first, before you can knock it out?
If that's the case, that 'h' in hRif stands for human. How then is it found in mice?
Am I wrong in any of what I said above?
SOMEONE ELNLIGHTEN ME, PLEASE. :\
I'M DYING HERE.

Attended a one hour talk that afternoon, with free lunch for attendees. :D
food not that yummy, but I was too hungry! Cleaned out my whole plate. Hahaha.



Now that week one is over, we've got more to learn from next week onwards, when the samples from NUH will come in from monday!
Whoooo, can't wait. Hahahaha! :D

So for today, I'll have to paste all my protocols into the workbook
& fill up my reflection for the logbook.
pfffft, can they just check my blog for my reflection? Hahaha!
It's so much easier to do reflections by typing instead of writing. :\

huixian, if you're reading,
ruyin & myself wants a meetup tgt! :D
LOL, we just found out that we're working next to each other!
She's attaching at NUH! Hahaha!

Oh, and you know what! I almost got stranded in the east last night!
With not enough money to cab home, & no more trains to the west!
Hahaha, if yuling wasn't with me, I think I'd have to sleep by the roadside for one night! :p

oh! and we tried to figure out something for the whole cab journey from tanah merah to her house.
Hahaha, funny how we can't remember anything about it at all.
But I'm still surprised how Jasmine remembers me still. Lol. Even though I've only talked to her once, for introduction only. Hahaha! That's why whenever I see her, I never say hi or anything!
Haha, OOOOPS! :\

This kind of situation, quite common for me.
Like I know that person, & remember him/her still,
but I don't know if he/she stills remembers me or not. So I'll tend to treat it like they don't remember. :p

Okay, enough crap for today.
I think it's a really long entry. Hahaha.

Oh, by the way, my GPA only went up by 0.12! :(
Sighs. 1.41 to 1.53 now.
Still as pathetic. :(
Can I have an A for this semester???
HAHAHHA, I know I'm greedy, but PRETTY LEASEEEEE. :D
C'mon, my best for my core mods (not including CDS) for all my poly life is only C+!
I don't have any Bs for my core mods!!!
Just an A for this semester won't kill right? Heh.

Yesssss, it's finally time for me to say hello to the rubber gloves!
That familiar piece of rubber that leaves behind a terrible smell on your hands..
We're finally able to put them on! Hahaha, sounds like some huge accomplishment right?
(cos we haven't been doing much lab work since monday)

Watched Linglee carry out maxiprep (plasmid extraction) & we helped a little here & there.
Did DNA quantification after that, using Nanodrop.
I forgot how we quantified DNA already leh. Was it using spectrophotometer?
But anyway, that Nanodrop thing only needs like 2ul to quantify mann.
So little! Ha.. That's why it's called Nanodrop. =p

Before that, Weihan (tsk, this name ah, I keep mixing it up in my head with Hanwei leh!) told us about the protocol that we'll need this coming monday.
So what's happening on monday?
We're gonna collect breast cancer tissue from NUH and then culture it.
The next paragraph sounds like some drama having emergency case or smthg.
Hahahaha! (watch too much shows alr)

Firstly, NUH will call us
& we'll have to bring a bag over to bring the tissues back to our lab.
Then have to prepare quite a few things back in the lab, like forceps, scissors, ice box, solutions etc.
(see! doesn't it look like you're gonna do some operation? HAHAHA)
and then, hmmmm, I think I shall not bore you with the rest of the protocol.

But anyway, it seems quite fun. :D heh heh.

Oh & we went around the lab today, to know the facilities etc. To orientate us.
There's a cold room & a dark room in the lab.
Cold room - damn shiok!
Dark room - damn cool! Cos there's this teleporter like thing inside! You stand inside this capsule-like thing, turn the door, & you're in a different place! Hahaha! Cool right!

Went through so much, that I can't remember everything.
Haha, anyway, I was telling Cheryl that the lab is totally unlike school's lab.
I could hardly see the bench surface! LOL. xD

Anyway, I keep seeing them developing films for blots
but I don't know if we'll ever need to do them.
I totally forgot about all the blotting techniques already!
Arghhhh, really need to dig my notes out to read!

And we're given a second assignment about hRap1 and hRif 1 knockout mice. (I'm doing the 2nd)
Supposed to find out if they're commercially available, and if they're not, we're supposed to come up with a plan on how to make the knockout construct! :\

But anyway, this particular line in her email caught our attention best:
"I also intend to have you 2 work on some mice work later."
WHOOOOOOOOOOO. :D

Oh, by the way, results are out!
& thank God I passed everything! (to my surprise)
Agnes was just asking if results are out today.
& immediately, TP's sms came! I almost had a heart attack. (not prepared you know!)

Results weren't awesome at all. :(
but at least I don't need supps. I think I'll screw up my SIP/MP if supp papers are in the way. Don't you think? Like the revision that you have to do, on top of your research etc. I think it'll drive me crazy.

Why can't I ever hit at least a B for my core modules?! :(
& MGEN's final paper had to kill me so badly. Dammit.

But, I'm just so happy that I'm able to pass everything. :D

Yup, mailed the writeup to her at 7pm just now. Hope I didn't go out of point for the report.
If not I can crash the wall & then dig a hole in the ground for myself alrdy. :\

Spent the whole day rushing it out!
Telomeres, telomerase, translocation, somatic cells, stem cells, cancer cells.
Those words are floating all over my head now.

Okay, I think we're gonna start work proper tmr yea?
What are we gonna do tmr? I don't know. =p

results aren't out yet. ):
I really pray hard that I'll at least pass everything...

While 'The Proposal' is showing in the cinemas,
I'm here stuck at home doing up a proposal.

A proposal about the translocation of telomeres and telomerase in normal somatic fibroblasts, cancer cells and stem cells.

Geeeee, is this MGen that I'm seeing? :\

Given one day (tmr) to do up the proposal & to submit it by tmr night.
Then report again on thursday to start work proper.

Went for the meeting today, & all the lab members are all so young!
Alot of them are from uni, & the girl that I was talking about ytd is actually the lab manager (issit? Or smthg similar. uh oh, I can't rmbr) & she's just like what I've guessed, a fresh grad. Haha.

She talked to us today, asked about the stuff we learnt, and what we might be doing.
One of it would be to culture the cells taken from the cancer patients from NUH. (NUH is just beside only)
Sadly.. Cheryl, no mice leh. ):
I think. Haha, not very sure.

Went for lunch tgt with them at NUS engine school.
Their fishball noodles cost $2 only! 2 fishballs, mushrooms, fishcake (all the normal fishball noodle ingredients) and the portion is huge!
Okay, not that big that I can't finish, but for $2, it's alot!
So much better than TP mann, and this is uni! Oh mann.

Okay, I think I'm gonna use my blog to keep track of what I'm doing for attachment.
Cos it'd be easier for me to do my reflection for the logbook! (can refer to blog if I forget what I did at the end of the week! hahah!)

So bear with me if you don't understand whatever I'm saying.
:):) Thanks!

Everything seems slack for now...
But I doubt it'd be the case when Dr Wang is back, or even from thursday onwards. :\
cos she seems to be a workaholicccccc. I scared ahhhhh!
Afraid that I can't meet up to her expectations, afraid that I'll be at a loss in the lab not knowing how to carry out whatever I'm supposed to do, etc.
grarghhhhhh~ What's best is I don't know what is she like... So I'm like trying to be very careful in everything that I'm telling her. Very scary feeling, I don't like. ):

& semestral results will be out on 10th, or even tmr. Me no like this. ):
I really hope I don't fail anything.

jiaqi:
Haha! Last night I was telling my friend how I get sensitive to people saying, "I'm so sorry..."
Because whenever they say that, the chorus of Lies & the dance starts playing in my head!!! :\
I'm so sorry but I love you, I just can't lie...
Yeah, the first thing were those EYES of his that made me go crazy. Instant kill. Haha!

Oh, I watched TOP's & GD's FO alrdy. Hahaha, in fact, I think I've watched almost all of the variety show that BigBang was on. Muahahaha. :D
Lol, I think if we ever met, we can just sit & talk about JJ & BigBang for the whole day. ROFL!

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Okay, after hours of waiting, we finally got her msg! (:
Gotta report at 9am tmr for meeting.
& she'll be sending our fyp topic to us to do a short write-up over the next 2 days or so before we start work on wed/thurs.

Whoa, what to do for the write-up?!
I don't know yet. Shall wait for her mail & see if the details are in.

& I tell you! For the first time in my life,
I was so formal & polite in my smses & emails!
Typing an sms or an email makes me rack my brain & think so hard! :\

A sudden sense of loneliness crept up on me this morning while smsing them.
Missing all my buddies on weekdays for 5 long months...
Missing all the fun, all the jokes, all the laughter & all the little time that we spent together...
Missing the times when we'd go through the good & bad tgt, & stick with each other through thick & thin.

I need to get used to not seeing the same gang I used to see everyday.
I need to get used to not hearing their voices & laughter.
It's time to form new bonds & at the same time, keep the old ones strong...

huili*:
ROFL, if I'm caught, they just wake me up from my table, cos I'm sitting at the first row! (instead of calling my name)
hahaha, thinking back, I think my sleeping-in-class habits are horrendous. :\
sleep until very jialat.
Haha, TOP. Cannot resist luhhhh.
& you ah! now when I see TOP in your tag, I keep thinking abt the yes or no question. Tsk!

jiaqi:
haha, i think those simple programs that let u put pictures tgt to do animations are sufficient alrdy.
Besides, issnt that what an animation is? Lol, like doing cartoon. XD
I'm just like you friend - Totally mad about him too. :D Hahahaha.
Enjoy your one week break! :DD

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Day 1 of Internship
met up with agnes at buonavista (jerome was very late la, didnt wait for him).
and we reached CSI at 815am! then we're being asked to go home cos our supervisor is in labour!
hahaha, don't know whether to cry or laugh. LOL.
but anyway, this girl called Leng Lee (or is it Leng Li?) saw us when we asked the guard if we cld go in to look for our supervisor at 8.30am.
So she came to us & told us about it.

Well, so TADAH! I'm home right now!

But I need to dig for my copy of CV & scan in my photo!
Photos oh photos.. Argh! I don't have recent photo! LOL!

By the way, Lenglee looks really young. Wonder if she's a fresh grad or what.
Our supervisor is her boss...
Hmmmm, I hope the supervisor will be friendly like her too! :D
Cheryl's telling me that her supervisor just drove them out for coffee!
Why the boss so exciting one! I also want! Hahaha! :(

C'mon! Don't be so fearful of people & strangers anymore!
They won't eat you up whole, right? :\
Time to break out of your shell! Ganbatte!

Oh, I forgot to take pictures of the Centre for Life Sciences!
The distance was alright, but the angle of the road wasn't!
We need to climb a mountain everyday! Hahaha.
Not like I'll die doing that, but I hate it when I perspire so much & feel so sticky after the climb. :(
And the road is so dangerous! & that's the only way to get to the place (besides this other staircase which comes from top to down, & I need to figure out where that staircase leads to)

I really hope that it doesn't rain before I get into the centre for the next 5 months!
If not, I think I'll be wet all over. :\

[hours later...]
Okay, I've finally settled the email & CV thing.
Hotmail is irritating. I had to think & create a new gmail account just now just for this attachment. :\

Took damn long to think of what to type in the email.
Cos she's your boss ya know, cannot anyhow type something. Haha.

Sighs, everyone's reading protocols & manuals on their first day!
I hope I don't die reading protocols when my time comes. =p

AND I'M HUNGRYYYYYYYYY. :(
& I really think I need to get a bagpack. If not, my shoulders are gonna break after one month. Haha.

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Cheryl:
We've finally settled our problem! Hahahah!
I love you, you love me, we are happy family, with a great big hug & a kiss from me to you, won't you say you love me too!? :D
& no, it's not for me to off my hp if you let me know beforehand that u're working till 1130pm.
It's for me to prepare my mum, let her know about it, see what's her rxn to it first. Haha!

SOON:
Hmmmm.. K-Pop I selective listening one leh. ROFL.
Since when, I don't know, cos I'm not totally into K-Pop.
You're seeing alot of KPop vids but almost all of it is BigBang's.
So you shld rephrase to say that "I'm into BigBang!" hahahah! xD
anyway, I see that you're addicted to heartbreaker too! muahahaha!

Ate prata after cell for dinner just now.
I know it's just one, but still felt like I had such a sinful dinner!
Late night prata. Oh gosh, with eggs & cheese some more! Tsktsk.
okay fyi, I hate eating late at night (like after 9plus) but I had to eat something to fill my stomach just now. Cos I only ate a pack of rice this afternoon at 2pm for the whole of today.

Anw, I feel like going down to NUS to recce the lab & the area.
Lol, but kindda lazy to do so.
Cos I was thinking of just going much much earlier on monday. :\
arghhhhh, the NUS map looks reallyyyyyyyyyy huge.
million times more complicated than TP!
TP is super super organised, fyi. I bet hardly anyone can get lost in TP.

By the way, I skipped NAPFA cos it's that time of the month. (yes, how timely can it get)
I really wasn't planning to skip, but it had to come. :(
I hate moving during that time of the month. Makes you feel so uncomfortable.

Sighs, that's why I'd rather be a guy than to be a girl.
- so much less trouble every month
- don't have to bother too much about keeping your 'image', just look good & done!
- guys do the choosing, not like girls who sit & wait to be chosen. :\
- so much easier to maintain a guy's hair than a girl's hair.
- shorter queues at the toilet (hahaha!)
- etc, etc, etc.

I really wanted to run 2.4km to check out what's my stamina now. :(

suryanto's flying off to Indo for 10days.
yuling's flying off for a week, to TAIWAN! (girl, help me get "tie dan" can! haha!)
phyllis, jess, jasonlai (& Idk who else) are flying off this weekend for OSIP for 5months.
Everyone's flying off to somewhere. :(
I wanna fly out of singapore to take a breather too.
Anyone wanna smuggle me out? heh heh.

aaoron & audi's mum was so shocked to know that I don't have a passport.
haha, her reaction was super funny. & you know what, she asked me to join them on their trip back to Indo!
Gosh, everytime I go to their house, I feel so paiseh. :\
cos her mum will always gimme food to eat. & it's not just normal food ok!
think: food like Bird's nest...
aiyo, feel so pampered like that. Hahahaha.

Alright, I need to get quite a few things done before work starts.

• Trim my hair! (I think it's like a lion's mane now)
• I need more clothes!
• read up the stuff in the logbook & manual
• new shoes! (one of my converse is not in a very good condition to wear on rainy days alr)
• get a new bagpack? (i don't want my new bag to spoil under the weight)

Hmmmm, okay, actually, not all of them are important.
More like things I want huh? Haha.

Went for Pre-SIP Briefing & we finally got our placement results.
My mind wasn't focusing on what the lecturers were saying actually.
(that's why I don't really rmbr about the logbooks & workbook stuff)
yeah, cos my mind kept wandering off to the placement.
can't help but think about what I'd be getting.
I had all sorts of feelings before the placement were released. haha.



It's around NUS.
Just checked the map..
& if only it was located nearer to the main road, then I wld have a direct bus from my house!
haha, yes, super direct! don't even need me to walk to the station, cos the bus is just below my house.
But still, at least I don't have to travel like my counterparts living in the east. (:

pay is of course not very awesome at $440, but it's at least better than none.
besides, it's the learning process that mattered right? (hahahha. trying to be politically correct?)

Not sure if I'm gonna be handling mouse,
but cheryl said "cancer of course will use mouse la".
Hahahahaha. Oh well, if there's really a need, then...
Hmm, doesn't really matter to me actually. haha.

I'm under the same supervisor as Agnes.
Don't really know her actually. (only knew her name today)
But she looks like a nice girl! hahaha! :D

I really hope I won't screw up my internship there.
Please don't kick me outttttt!
I will learn if you're willing to teach! :D :D

ahhh crap, I really should go dig out all my MGEN, RTECH, MBIO notes & find out about PCR & all that stuff huh?
roughly saw the job description just now.
can't really rmbr what I saw... But I rmbred seeing PCR, RT-PCR.
Haha, that's JasonChang's stuff! LOL.
Goshhhhhhh.

Okay, I'm probably gonna go check out the way to the place before monday.
Or if not, I'll probably try to get to the place early in the morning this coming monday.
I don't wanna get lost! hahahahah!

excited & anticipating this whole thing
but yet, can't help but worry that my horrible foundation is gonna kill me. :\



I'm thankful that, at least, I don't have much to complain than some of my other friends.
(like working hours, distance, etc.)
Everyone of you, JIAYOU! :D

To those going for OSIP, all the best while you're out & alone in whatever country you're in! Take care of yourself & have fun over there! :D

So, are we really gonna kiss our social life goodbye this coming monday?
Let's wait & see...

P.S. Cheryl, don't you think I love you when I said you can gimme a call at 1130pm after work? ;D
hahaha, so am I forgiven?

Been wanting to post this for a long long time but this laid in my drafts for like 98655656years. :\
It's a song by TOP & Taeyang. (wheeeee~ when the faves get tgt...)
well anyway, there's no MV for the song lah.
but someone was so nice to put all the (super awesome) pictures into a video with the song.
so I decided to post it! hahahaha.





Looking through all the pictures of him, she smiled.
Videos of him and the friends played, and it made her laugh endlessly.
The seemingly mismatched (shy & playful) character that never seemed to fit that mysterious face...
The smokin' hot & mesmerising eyes does nothing but only adds on to make her heart flutter even more.
ahhhhhhh!! *smacks self*



The badboy (on the outside) with a not-so-badboy-heart inside.
(I give you many many love for that)
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. :DD
and.. HOT is totally an understatement.

argh, someone please put me back on Planet Earth.
I need to breathe! haha!

OKAY, SPAM FOR THE LAST TIME. (: